But she understands better that many things are not what she hopes to have.
Just like, when she was in college, she still hoped to marry Qi Feng and have two babies, a boy and a girl.
The results of it?
Her hope was stifled by the cruel reality.
"When I was a child, I had a lot of hopes. I hoped that my mother could come back, that she could be with my father, and that I could still have a complete family. If I hoped for too many things, I would often be left with disappointment. And I found that the things I hoped for
Most of them cannot be realized. Instead of living in vain and letting yourself be sad again and again, it is better to have no hope from the beginning and live a down-to-earth life, so that there will be no more mediocrity." Bai Xi said with a smile.
Ji Chenling's brows furrowed even more tightly, sensing that she meant rejection, and asked without giving up: "So, it's not that you don't hope, but that you don't dare to hope, right?"
"Who wants to be disliked? There is no one. After all, no matter what the reason is, if you are not liked, you will not feel comfortable, right?" Bai Xi said with a smile.
So, she is hope.
But it didn't sound like what he wanted to hear.
Before he could ask any more questions, he saw Bai Xi focus on the TV and changed the subject, "Have you seen Spider-Man? It's quite good."
"Then do you hope Spider-Man likes it?" Ji Chenling asked angrily.
"Haha, that's a superhero." Bai Xi plugged in the earplugs.
Ji Chenling felt uncomfortable.
What he said he liked was different from those people's liking.
What is the feeling of secret love? It's like fermenting wine. The longer it goes, the stronger it becomes. It's so strong that you want to break through that barrier.
But he also knew clearly that the two results after the breakthrough were that they would be together and that they would never be together again.
Because he cherishes her too much and wants to be together too much, so he can only suppress it.
Moreover, he also clearly knew that now was not the time for a breakthrough, so he turned away, closed his eyes, and calmed down his mood.
Along the way, Bai Xi was watching TV, eating, and sleeping.
But I didn't sleep well, and I always woke up because of ear discomfort, and every time I woke up, Ji Chenling was at work.
I don’t know if it’s the jet lag, lack of oxygen, or lack of sleep that makes my head hurt.
She secretly looked at his perfect profile.
This man is so handsome when he is working, as if a seed has landed in his heart and begun to take root and sprout.
Ji Chenling worked for a while and looked at Bai Xi habitually.
Her eyes were caught by him.
She sat up in panic and licked her lips, "Well, what time is it? Are we almost there?"
Ji Chenling looked at the time on his watch, "It's 4 pm country S time, there are still two hours to go."
Bai Xi yawned, covered her lips, and looked at him with twinkling eyes.
His eyes were focused on the computer again, and he asked in a deep voice: "What's wrong? You looked at me for a long time."
Bai Xi: "..."
She was so ashamed that she scratched her forehead nervously. When she used to lift her hair, she found that her hair was in a mess and her face became even redder.
She pulled off the rubber band and ran her fingers through her hair, "Well, I want to eat something, is that okay?"
"Yeah." Ji Chenling responded, still looking at the computer.
Bai Xi ordered food, went to the bathroom to brush her teeth, wash up, and fix her hair. When she came out, she saw Captain Han.
"We'll land in two hours. Are you in City A?" Han Ningxi asked softly.
Bai Xi nodded.
"I may know you. Did you study in No. 1 Middle School in City A?" Han Ningxi continued to ask.
Bai Xi was shocked and nodded.
Han Ningxi smiled, "I went to the same high school as you, one class below you. You came up on stage every year to speak on behalf of the students, and I watched you from the audience. Later, I wrote you a love letter, and you wrote back to me."
"Ah?" Bai Xi recalled that in high school, there were so many people chasing her that she didn't even remember who they were. Qi Feng also caught up with her in the second half of his senior year.
"I have no impression." Bai Xi said.
"I asked my female classmate to give it to you. You haven't seen me, so I asked you to meet me on the playground. I bought a lot of snacks and flowers that day. What I received was your reply." Han Ningxi
He said with a smile, showing his white teeth and a very clean smile.
"that……"
"Do you still remember what you replied?" Han Ningxi asked.
She had some impression that when she was in high school, she was actually a bit of a genius.
No matter who is chasing her, she will reply a letter, and the content of all letters is the same.
It probably means that although I don’t know you, I’m very grateful that you like me, because this liking makes me feel that I should put all my efforts into learning. This is the right thing to do at the right time.
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The key is that she also gave examples and used many cases of great people to tell the other party the importance of learning and the importance of the college entrance examination in turning life around.
It was written eloquently and for several pages, like a long composition, full of passion and momentum.
As a result, she was admitted to a good university, where she was class president and still in the student union. After leaving university, she couldn't even find a professional job and worked as a waitress in a hotel.
Thinking about it now, that kind of reply really slapped her in the face.
She smiled sheepishly and nodded.
Han Ningxi smiled even more cheerfully, "Your letter seemed to be my beacon, illuminating the path I should take. From that day on, I studied hard. I wanted to be admitted to your university, but your
My score in this university is too high, and I'm afraid I won't be able to pass the exam. If I retake the exam, I'll be two grades behind you. My dad suggested that I take the Air Force Academy exam, because I also like the feeling of flying."
It sounded so inspiring that she felt ashamed.
"You are doing very well now, keep up the good work." Bai Xi cheered him up.
"Can I ask you for your mobile phone number? When I go back, I will treat you to dinner and thank you very much. If it weren't for your letter, I would have been married and had children by now, and had taken over our pancake stall to sell pancakes."
Bai Xi didn't give him his mobile phone number, but followed his words and said: "That must be the most handsome pancake stall owner. He has become a small boss and an Internet celebrity."
Han Ningxi smiled brightly.
Ji Chenling's face turned pale and pale. He glanced at them chatting coldly and walked over.
Han Ningxi spotted Ji Chenling and lowered her voice and asked, "That man, your boyfriend?"
Bai Xi also saw Ji Chenling and shook his head, "My boss, I'm going back first."
Han Ningxi also entered the airport.
When Bai Xi passed by Ji Chenling, he held her arm, pressed her against the wall, and said displeasedly: "What did you see me hiding from?"