Chapter 158 I fell in love with a man, that man is Ji Chenling
Bai Xi looked at him calmly.
Ji Chenling's pupils were too deep, too dark, and too sedimentary. Just like the vast ocean, there were many things that she could not touch and could never understand.
She is just an ant, how can she ask him to do anything.
"No, thank you, Mr. Ji." Bai Xi said calmly.
Ji Chenling's eyes turned cold and he asked seriously: "No, no, the person who really upset you is not the man just now, but me, right?"
He made it clear. He noticed something strange about her from the moment she got into the car. To be precise, he noticed something strange about her from the moment she was rescued.
Bai Xi raised the corner of his mouth.
He is her boss, a person who has entered her life forcefully. From the moment he appeared to the present, he controls the pace of her life, like the master of the game.
Could she be upset with him?
cannot!
She still owes him 10 million. If she doesn't give him a job, she will have to default on another 10 million. If she doesn't pay it back in her lifetime, she will accumulate children.
She doesn’t dare! Nor can she!
"How could it be?" She said these simple words, but her eyes were full of self-deprecation and contempt, which was a mockery of herself.
What kind of person is she? She is completely irrational when angry, impulsive and decisive, and never cares about the consequences.
She was hurt more seriously each time.
She used to be young and didn't understand, but now she is twenty-six.
We can no longer be so willful, so impulsive, so ignorant and fearless.
She has the responsibility to take good care of her grandmother and children.
With a ding, the elevator door opened.
Bai Xi looked away and walked out of the elevator.
Ji Chenling opened the door to the presidential suite.
Bai Xi immediately saw the white piano placed on the high platform in front of the window.
How long has it been since she played the piano? Ten years?
When she was a child, her mother forced her to play. If she couldn't play well, she wouldn't be given any food.
For a while, she also liked playing the piano.
Nowadays, the piano is a luxury item for her and she cannot afford it.
She walked to the piano and opened the cover. The black and white keys were pure and beautiful.
I don’t know who I’ve heard say that music can soothe people’s emotions, vent their frustrations, and allow them to calm down in beauty.
She actually feels very sad now.
She fell in love with a man, but found that she couldn't even reach the edge of that man.
I feel sorry for myself, I also mourn the misplaced feelings, and I even blame myself for being stupid.
It had only been a month since he appeared. How could she fall in love so quickly? She was so stupid to indulge herself and fall in love with him.
Shouldn't, shouldn't.
She sat in front of the piano and played "Silence of the Night Sky" based on the score in her memory. This was one of her favorite pieces of music. She practiced it every day and it was the most profound in her memory.
Beautiful music flows from your fingers, as if you are playing every regret key, over and over again.
Ji Chenling leaned against the bookshelf and looked at her playing the piano. She was quiet, elegant, and perfect, as if she were a deliberately edited picture.
A stream of clear spring flowed into his heart, flowing in his blood. Apart from her, he could no longer see anything else.
After listening to it a few times, he got the hang of it, sat next to Bai Xi, and created his own chorus that jumped out from his fingertips.
He is more professional than those who have passed the level 10 exam in China.
Bai Xi felt ashamed, also because of him and because he was sitting next to her. She was too nervous and played a wrong note.
He immediately helped her patch it up and looked at her, as if to guide her, with soft and doting eyes.
She noticed his gaze and couldn't concentrate on playing the piano at all. She hit two wrong notes again. She felt irritated, stopped playing, and withdrew her hand.
Some people's pure existence is just to make people feel ashamed.
"What's wrong?" Ji Chenling asked.
"You play very well." Bai Xi said.
"You play well, but you're too nervous. Do you know how to play the waltz?" Ji Chenling said with relief, her fingertips already played the waltz skillfully.
"I don't like it." Bai Xi refused directly.
"Where's the sunflower?" Ji Chenling asked.
"Won't."
Ji Chenling's eyes darkened, he also retracted his hand, looked at her, and remained silent.
Her breath fell on her face.
Bai Xi lowered his eyes.
She knows that as an employee, she shouldn't refute her boss's interests.
But she was really in a bad mood now and couldn't muster the energy to agree with him.
Perhaps, after she gets some sleep, she will be able to adjust her mood the next day.
"Ji Chenling, I'm a little sleepy. I want to rest first, is that okay?" Bai Xi said as calmly as possible.
"Then let's rest first. There are two rooms, you choose first." Ji Chenling said solemnly.
She had no choice, and went directly into the room on the right, entered, locked the door, lay on the bed, closed her eyes, and quietly felt the pain in her heart.
When she was suffering from depression, the doctor told her, don't take everything to heart and pretend that you are fine. That is a very dangerous move because you have given up on saving yourself. You have to deal with the things that make you sad.
Talking things out is also a kind of venting.
She sat up and brushed her hair from her forehead.
Suffering from depression is a terrible thing. It means that the entire spiritual world collapses.
The slightest dissatisfaction will make her not want to stay in this world, and she may even want to leave with her children.
I can't sleep, I have insomnia, I have no interest in the things I once loved, and even sleeping is boring.
I always stay silent in my sad mood, watching others laugh, not knowing why they laugh, and always feeling lonely.
What joy is there in life, what sorrow there is in death.
She couldn't let herself relapse again and looked at the landline on the bedside table.
She wanted to call out and find someone to talk to, and maybe she would feel better if she spoke out.
She picked up the landline phone and randomly called several numbers, but they were all empty.
When she dialed the sixth number, she actually got through.
She herself felt very surprised.
"Hello." The other person said, he was a man, using very innocent English.
"Hello." Bai Xi was a little excited. She was speaking in Chinese. When she realized that the other party was speaking English, she said in English again: "Although I don't know you, please don't hang up the phone. I'll just say a few words."
In other words, I’ll take a few minutes of your time.”
The other party was silent.
"I have fallen in love with a person. He is excellent, perfect, and capable. He can overcome any problem in the shortest time." Bai Xi said in Chinese, paused, and sorted out his thoughts.
Relieve sadness and depression.
The other party waited patiently. After waiting for a while, Bai Xi still didn't speak.
"You sound like you're not in a good mood right now." The other party said in more pure Chinese A.
When Bai Xi heard the other party speaking in Country A, she felt the urge to cry. Her emotion was like standing on the streets of a foreign country crying. A man from Country A handed her a napkin and asked, "Are you okay?"