Soon, Xiao Xi will accompany Ji Chenling abroad. Even if she goes to J City, she won't spend much time with Xiao Xi.
It is better to wait patiently for a year, Xiaoxi comes back, and her matter is solved.
She can be happily together with Xiao Xi.
In the middle of the night, she didn't know whether it was because she slept too much during the day or it was too quiet a night, which reminded her of Xing Xingchen.
Compared to how he was kind to her in the past and how unfeeling he is toward her now, he seemed to be a completely different person.
I felt depressed and bitter in my heart. I turned over and still couldn't fall asleep.
"Can't you sleep?" Leng Boran suddenly spoke. Xu Yan was startled and subconsciously explained: "I slept too much during the day."
"I'll take you out for some fresh air. It's cold outside, so you should wear more clothes."
"Can I go out for some fresh air in this situation?"
"I'm here." Leng Boran promised, "but you should be a little slower when you get up."
Xu Yan also felt that the hospital was a bit stuffy, "Then I'll put on some clothes."
"No rush, please slow down." Leng Boran said and sent the message.
He waited for Xu Yan to put on her clothes and helped her get up. "Walk a little slower. Your symptoms are mainly concussion. Just keep your body balanced."
Xu Yan raised a smile and laughed at herself, "I fell from such a high place and only suffered a concussion. I should thank Xing Xingchen for buying me a car that is so good."
"God bless you, and your life should not be cut off. Isn't it said that if you survive a catastrophe, you will have good luck in the future?" Leng Boran said with relief.
Xu Yan shrugged and did not answer his question directly, "Where will you take me for a ride?"
"It's on the top of the building, please slow down." Leng Boran helped her walk.
Xu Yan thought that the air on the top of the building was good and it could overlook the night, which was also good.
When she reached the top of the building, she found that there was a pavilion on the top of the building. The pavilion was beautifully decorated with colorful lights. She was surprised and said: "There is such a good place on the roof of the hospital."
Leng Boran smiled, helped her over, and walked in. Xu Yan found a bouquet of fresh roses and a bowl of porridge on the table.
She looked at Leng Boran in surprise, "Did you prepare this?"
"Yeah." Leng Boran responded, turning on the Bluetooth speaker hidden among the roses, "elegant music started playing.
"When did you prepare it? It only took a while." Xu Yan marveled at his efficiency.
It only took her ten minutes at most to get from her room to the roof.
"It has been prepared for a long time. Let's drink some porridge first. Say what you want to say. If you don't want to say anything, just sit quietly until you feel sleepy. I will accompany you back." Leng Boran said softly.
"Hey, I found that you are quite romantic. No wonder Chen Yulan is so fascinated by you. You are loyal, romantic, smart and capable. Now I know why you had such a long beard before?"
"Why?" Leng Boran asked following Xu Yan's words.
"Why don't you know why? Don't worry, since you asked, I will never tell you." Xu Yan said with a smile, lowered her head, took a mouthful of porridge, and thought of a question, "If I eat like this, I won't get fat, right?"
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"You just ate a bowl of porridge a day. Don't go on a diet to lose weight. You will easily gain weight. Just eat and you won't gain weight."
Xu Yan lowers her head and eats to make people more satisfied.
Leng Boran was very quiet, sitting opposite, lowering his head and typing on his mobile phone.
Xu Yan looked at him, "Are you still chatting with people at this time? Are those people as awake as you?"
"There are always some people who don't sleep. Do you want to play script killing together?" Leng Boran invited Xu Yan.
"No, haven't you noticed that the more you play these brain-intensive games, the less likely you are to want to sleep? I'd better eat a little more. I'll get sleepy when I'm full. If I'm sleepy, I'll go to bed. If I wake up tomorrow, I should be able to recover a lot." Xu Yan said.
Stand, lower your head, and continue to drink porridge.
Leng Boran looked at Xu Yan deeply.
Her appearance is not stunning. Although she is fat, she does look very comfortable. At first glance, she is the type that one would think is suitable for being a good wife and mother.
Xu Yan noticed Leng Boran's gaze and looked at him, "Do you like staring at people or staring at me to see what you are thinking about?"
"You are very strong." Leng Boran judged.
Xu Yan smiled and replied easily: "That's because I have no one to love and no one to rely on. If I had someone to rely on, why would I be strong? I would definitely pretend to be extremely weak, haha."
Leng Boran frowned for me, a flash of pity flashed in his eyes.
He checked her past and found out that she made money to study, worked after graduation, took out a loan to buy a house, and took care of her parents.
"I actually don't believe in love." Leng Boran said, "I think the reason why men are interested in women is because they need to get married, need someone to take care of their lives, need someone to have children, need someone to take care of their parents, and need someone to let them go.
I feel like I belong.”
"Then why did you find a girlfriend before?" Xu Yan asked.
"She and I are comrades-in-arms. To me, we have always been comrades-in-arms. But one day, she prepared flowers and cakes in front of everyone to confess her love to me. I felt that rejecting her would embarrass her. She
She is also a very proud and face-saving person, and, considering all aspects, she fits a man’s fantasy of life, so I accepted it.”
"I think your rationality is outrageous. Maybe that's called cold-blooded." Xu Yan said with disgust.
"Don't you also not believe in love?" Leng Boran asked back.
"Women think differently than men. I don't believe in love, but many things a man does will move me, and I will feel like him. But this feeling really makes me feel heartbroken. I feel bad for his pampering."
I will speed up, and feel distressed because of his hurt. Rather than saying that I don’t believe in love, it’s better to say that I love when I love, and turn around and leave when I don’t.” Xu Yan said with a smile, mist flowing in her eyes.
"As you have judged before, I liked Xing Xingchen, but I stopped liking him after I found out about his cheating. It's just that there is an adjustment process between liking and disliking." After Xu Yan finished speaking, she lowered her head and continued to drink porridge.
After eating, I felt a little sleepy, or maybe it was because I felt less bored after speaking out what was in my heart.
Xu Yan yawned, "I'm sleepy."
"I'll carry you down." Leng Boran stood up and was about to hug her.
"Don't." Xu Yan pushed Leng Boran away, "I'm worried about falling if I'm held by you, which makes me feel unsteady. I can walk by myself, just walk slowly."
Xu Yan slowly stood up and walked in front.
Leng Boran held her arm. "It's safer this way."
Xu Yan didn't struggle either. Why should she refuse something that was good to her?
In her world, there are not many people who love her, so she must love herself even more to live up to this life.
After Xu Yan returned, she lay on the bed and fell asleep soon after.
Leng Boran was no longer sleepy and sent a message, "I don't have any feelings for your sister. If what she wants is love, then after getting married, I'm afraid it will only make her more disappointed. Don't let her waste her youth. Besides, I seem to