Chapter 180 The only one who can help her is Ji Chenling
Bai Xi shook his head.
He helped her up and scolded softly: "I know you are sad. Grandma is the most important person to you, but if you don't take care of yourself, how can you take care of others? Taking medicine will be good for your body and your throat.
Is it hard to be speechless now?"
She knew what he said was correct.
If she hadn't collapsed like this yesterday, she would have been able to send her grandma to the crematorium today without falling asleep.
If I hadn't been crying yesterday, I wouldn't be speechless today, and I wouldn't even have the strength to call grandma back.
Fortunately, Ji Chenling came to help her. She couldn't survive it alone.
"You..." Bai Xi originally wanted to ask you if you had eaten? But she had already used a lot of effort to pronounce a word, and she couldn't even hear it.
She wanted to send it to her via WeChat and touched her pocket. She didn't have a mobile phone. After thinking about it, she seemed to have her mobile phone in her bag.
Where is her bag...?
Ji Chenling looked at her confused look and said, "Are you looking for your phone?"
Bai Xi nodded.
Ji Chenling brought her bag to her from the chair under the mourning platform, "It's inside."
Bai Xi took out his phone and saw many of his WeChat messages and text messages.
Yesterday, she was so sad that she didn't read it. She first sent Ji Chenling a WeChat message and asked, "Have you eaten?"
Ji Chenling's cell phone rang. He took it out and looked at it. He felt her concern and all the efforts were worth it. "We need someone to guard this place. The village chief's wife gave me a meal at noon."
Bai Xi looked at him gratefully.
When she fell asleep, he was always there to help her.
"Go and eat something first, don't get hungry." Bai Xi sent him another message.
"It's you who should eat. You didn't even eat lunch? Did you have breakfast? Did you have dinner last night? Your fainting is also related to your blood sugar." Ji Chenling realized that his tone was not good, and he looked at her again.
The swollen eyelids were gone. He looked pitiful and sighed softly, "I'm here to watch over you. You have to keep vigil at night and eat more food so that you can better watch over your grandma."
Bai Xi thought what Ji Chenling said made sense, so she sent him a WeChat message, "Then I'll go down to eat first, and you can eat when you're done."
"Take the medicine with you." Ji Chenling reminded again.
Bai Xi nodded, went back to the west room, and saw anti-inflammatory tablets, sound pills, vitamins, and a box of chocolates placed on the table.
She peeled off a piece of chocolate and put it in her mouth.
The chocolate was very sweet, with a nutty aroma, and flowed smoothly from her mouth into her body.
After a long sleep, I woke up feeling much calmer and more rational. I remembered that my grandma still had her last wish.
Instead of going out to eat, she walked into her grandmother's room through the side door and found the box in her grandmother's bedside table.
Opening it, there was a photo album and two letters inside, one was written to Bai Xi's mother, and the other was written to Bai Xi's grandpa.
Bai Xi put both letters in his bag.
She also didn't know when she would be able to find her mother and grandfather.
Keep it, hoping that she can meet these two people during her lifetime and fulfill her grandmother's last wish.
She opened the photo album, and there were some old photos in front of it.
There are pictures of her when she was a child, pictures of her mother when she was a child, and pictures of her mother and her father when they were married. At the end of the page, there are photos of grandma and grandpa when they were young, not many, just three, all in black and white.
One photo was taken by my grandmother standing alone by a willow tree.
She took it out and put it in her bag.
One is a photo of grandma and grandpa.
The last picture is a single photo of my grandfather. Like my grandmother, he is standing by the willow tree, wearing a hat from that era. He is very thin, with clear bones, not smiling, and very nervous.
To be honest, even if her grandfather was standing in front of her, she might not be able to recognize him.
Originally, there is a gap between the black and white note and the real person. Time can also change a person's appearance, precipitate a person's character, exposed temperament, changes in fatness and thinness, and can even make a person completely reborn.
Whether grandpa is still alive and whether he can be found can only depend on luck.
She took out her grandpa's single photo and put it in her bag.
In addition, I also kept a photo of my mother when she was young.
I closed the photo album and walked to the living room.
"You finished eating so quickly?" Ji Chenling was surprised.
Bai Xi shook his head, knelt in front of the mourning hall, put the entire photo album into the stove, and watched the photo album burn in the stove and turn into ashes.
Ji Chenling looked at her worriedly, "Xiao Xi, your grandma doesn't want you to be too sad."
Bai Xi understood.
She was sad, but in fact, apart from venting her emotions, it was of no use at all.
She looked at Ji Chenling, took out a chocolate from her pocket, held his hand, and placed the chocolate in his palm.
"Thank you." Bai Xi said hoarsely.
Ji Chenling peeled off the chocolate shell and handed it to Bai Xi's mouth.
Bai Xi was stunned.
She gave it to him not to let him peel it for her, but to give him something to eat.
"Eat something sweet to replenish your blood sugar. It will give you some strength and a good mood." Ji Chenling said in a deep voice.
Bai Xi opened his mouth, ate the chocolate, held it in his mouth, took out a chocolate from his pocket and put it in his hand, "You eat it."
She turned around and went out.
"Xiao Xi, this way." The village chief's wife motioned for Bai Xi to come over, leaving two seats specially reserved.
Bai Xi sat down, and the village chief's wife poured some Sprite for Bai Xi, and said comfortingly: "You don't have to be too sad. Your grandma has been recovering from the disease for a long time. Every time I see her going for hemodialysis alone, I feel so relieved."
I feel pitiful that now she is nameless and painless."
Bai Xi's throat hurt so much that she didn't speak.
"Xiao Xi, your husband is so kind. When you fainted before, it was all because of your husband's busy schedule. You have good taste, and this young man is really good." People from the village praised.
Ji Chenling is good, but unfortunately, he is not her husband.
"By the way, Xiao Xi, where is that girl Tiantian? Why haven't you seen Tiantian?" asked another Murakami.
Bai Xi's eyes trembled, Tiantian was still in Xiao Ye's hand, and her heart became heavy again.
She had to rescue Tiantian first, so she took out her mobile phone and sent a text message to Xiao Ye. "Where is Tiantian? My grandma has passed away. Can she come over to pay homage to my grandma?"
Xiao Ye immediately texted back, "I'm sorry, Xiao Xi, my mother went too far. She checked into Huamei Hospital through my credit card. I couldn't stop her, I'm sorry."
She won't forgive.
"Where's Tiantian?" Bai Xi emphasized.
"Don't worry, I won't divorce you. I will take good care of you every day. I am temporarily locked up at home by my mother. You take care of yourself. When she calms down, I can come out."
Bai Xi saw Xiao Ye's text message and the implication was that he would not let her go yet.
She has the urge to smash her phone!!
But Xiao Ye wouldn't let him go, so there was nothing she could do.
"Xiao Xi, you can bring some food to your husband later. He didn't eat much at noon." said the daughter-in-law in the village.