Her feeling may only be understood by those who have experienced it.
Because you love someone too much, when that person leaves, you will feel that everything in the world has lost its luster, no appreciation, and no color.
Live just because you can't die.
She still has responsibilities and cannot be so selfish.
"Then you...wanted to give up before?" Ji Chenling asked, his voice a little choked.
"Because I want to do what you want me to do, every time I think of giving up, my heart will hurt, I will be reluctant to let go, I will be in pain, I will be ecstatic because of your words, and I will also fall into an abyss because of your words.
, but I can't help it, because feelings can't be forced, and you don't like it. You won't like it no matter what I do. All I can do is restrain and suppress it. I can suppress it to the end and still live." Bai Xi cried.
He said.
This is the first time that she has revealed all her heart to him, because a lot of things have happened in the past two days, and because she is too afraid of losing.
Ji Chenling was too good, too good, and good to her. Without him, she would only be left with a cold body.
Ji Chenling put his arms around Bai Xi and pulled her into his arms. Somewhere in his heart seemed to be tearing in pain, "I shouldn't have forgotten you. I should have come to find you earlier. I'm sorry."
Bai Xi continued to cry, took several deep breaths, and then calmed down a little, and said: "I don't blame you. If you hadn't lost that memory, according to your personality, you would definitely come to me, but in the future,
, don’t let anything happen, don’t let anything happen at all, you must love yourself more than you love me, because without you, my life would be worse than death.”
"I will." Ji Chenling promised, "If you don't want me to go to the concert, I won't go."
Bai Xi doesn't like to force others, but she is really too afraid of losing, "I'm sorry."
Ji Chenling wiped her tears, "It doesn't matter, I said you can be willful, I am your future husband, I should pamper you, I don't want you to be wronged, I don't want you to be sad, I don't want you to shed tears anymore, I might do it
It’s not good enough, I hope you can tolerate it.”
"Then I won't go to the concert for a while. Something happened to Fu Yue's friend. I want to be with Fu Yue. She helped me a lot in the past." Bai Xi said.
"Don't worry about your friend, I will find someone to take care of it. You don't have to worry about dinner, I will serve it." Ji Chenling promised.
"I'll talk to Xu Yan and the others." After Bai Xi sent the address to Fu Yue, he went out and saw Xu Yan lying on the sofa doing crunches.
"Xu Yan, I'm going out soon. Someone will take you to the concert tonight." Bai Xi said.
"Ah?" Xu Yan sat up and asked in surprise: "Aren't you going to the concert with us tonight?"
"There's something going on with my friend..."
Before Bai Xi finished speaking, Ji Chenling put his arms around Bai Xi's shoulders and continued Bai Xi's words: "She will rush over when she is done with her work."
Bai Xi looked at Ji Chenling.
"They are targeting me. It's okay if I don't go. After you finish your work, rush over to the concert. I still hope you will go there every day." Ji Chenling said.
Bai Xi was both moved and a little sad, "I'm sorry."
Ji Chenling raised a smile and said, "I know I'm sorry. Make me something delicious tomorrow. I'll come back to eat. I like to eat dumplings."
"Yeah. Okay." Bai Xi responded.
"Well Xiao Xi, I'll take the train at ten o'clock tomorrow morning. I'll leave by myself first. You don't have to see me off. When I get married, come early." Xu Yan said.
"I'll see you off tomorrow," Bai Xi said.
"No, it's very convenient for me to take a taxi. Who among us will follow whom? You're welcome." Xu Yan said.
"I'll see you off." Bai Xi insisted. She didn't accompany Xu Yan today anymore. If she doesn't see her off tomorrow, she would feel bad. "Your train is at ten o'clock. I'll see you there at nine o'clock. I'll make dumplings when I get back. It'll be in time."
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"Well, don't bring me anything delicious. I'm afraid I won't be able to bear it anymore and will suddenly gain five pounds. How should I wear a wedding dress?" Xu Yan complained to herself.
"Got it." Bai Xi responded. Her cell phone rang. She saw it was Fu Yue's and answered it.
"Girl, I'm already at the door. You come out or I go in. Is Ji Chenling here? If he is there, I don't dare to go in. I see him and I don't know why I'm scared." Fu Yue said.
Bai Xi raised his lips and said, "I'll come out now."
She hung up the phone, looked at Xu Yan, and felt apologetic, "I'm going to go for a while, and I'll come find you when I'm done."
"Go ahead, it doesn't matter. I can just listen to some of the songs anyway. It's my first time to go to a concert and I'm a little excited." Xu Yan said with a smile.
"If you like it, please tell me your favorite singer. My friend is a celebrity manager, so it will be easier to get tickets." Bai Xi promised.
Xu Yan made an OK gesture, "Really? I think I'm going to get lucky this year."
She looked at Xing Xingchen next to her and found a sponsor. I wonder if it counts?
Xing Xingchen gave her a blank look.
However, when she said she had gone a long way, did she mean that he was her good luck?
Should he be happy?
Why do you feel so unhappy...
Bai Xi went out and saw Fu Yue's car. Fu Yue also lowered the car window and winked at Bai Xi, a little lightheartedly.
Bai Xi had become accustomed to Fu Yue's gentle prodding. She went over and sat next to Fu Yue.
"Your friend is here and you came out to accompany me. I'm so touched and want to marry you." Fu Yue said with a smile, a little joking and a little serious.
"What's wrong with your friend? Why don't you bring a psychiatrist there? Doctors have dealt with many such things and they know how to soothe their emotions." Bai Xi suggested.
"I have also considered whether to bring a psychiatrist there, but I am worried about her mood. Let me tell you about her. She was originally the wife of a wealthy businessman. She was also considered a strong woman in the past. She helped me a lot, but
, her husband was very busy, there was a woman outside, and she was a little emotionally empty, so a PUA man took advantage of her."
Bai Xi frowned, "There seems to be some PUA male course now, it's quite scary."
"Yes, this pua man, I investigated him and got to know his routine. He launched a fierce offensive against her from the beginning, asking her all kinds of questions. When he was facing her every day, he was online for more than eight hours.
I would stay with her. If she caught a cold, I would immediately buy medicine and send it to her. If she was in a bad mood, I would take her to the movies, go shopping, and eat. I would also specially arrange for people to bully her, and then come out to protect her. This lasted for four years.
After a month, I started to spend less time with her. For example, I used to accompany her all the time during meal time, but when it came to meal time, I deliberately didn’t accompany her..." Fu Yue said.