"Long Youfei, it's hard to say what's going to happen in the future. I don't want to worry unfoundedly. I just want to live well now and make good choices. If I'm not with Ji Chenling, my life doesn't have much meaning. Although I don't know whether you are really
Even if his love is true, I can't afford it. From the day Ji Chenling jumped off the cliff, my heart has been tied to him." Bai Xi said.
To this day, her heart still aches when she thinks of the scene when Ji Chenling jumped off the cliff.
"He didn't jump off the cliff for you, he did it to cheat the antidote, lying dormant and waiting for the opportunity to move. Do you know how many things he did in a year? You inserted people into it and ruined our efforts over the past many years.
"Ji Chenling is not the simple person you think." Long Youfei said.
"He has always been not a simple person. When he was in country S, he had planned everything and made two preparations. In order to get the antidote, he also made two preparations. I used to feel uncomfortable and uncomfortable.
However, I felt that I was just a pawn, adding fuel to the flames. Because of this emotion, I was very sad for a time. Because I was so sad, I called you who was still a stranger, because no one wants to be set up, especially by someone.
The pain for a beloved one is many times greater." Bai Xi said.
"Then you still choose to stay with him?" Long Youfei asked.
"But, in the calculation, whether there is love, I have seriously thought about this issue. He drove away An Xin for me. This weight is heavy enough. Who is An Xin? Knowing all his
People, people who grew up together, An Xin is very important to him, isn't it? But, to him, I should be a more important person than An Xin." Bai Xi said.
"I'm not a person who only listens to sweet words. I look at this person's behavior and practices. Back then, he and..." Bai Xi choked up a little, "Dong Manqin. I really don't like his ambiguous way of handling things. You
It should also be clear."
"I shouldn't have contacted Dong Manqin so quickly. If she had lived, maybe you and Ji Chenling would have separated by then." Long Youfei regretted.
"It's hard to say, if you get too sad, you will give up. If you give up for a long time, this person will come out of the heart. Isn't this the human heart? You originally wanted to drive a wedge between Ji Chenling and Dong Manqin's brother.
Right? If my guess is correct, Dong Manqin's brother is now yours, right?" Bai Xi asked.
"Yeah." Long Youfei responded, very annoyed. If he had known that one day, he would fall in love with Bai Xi, not only would he not let Dong Manqin die, he would also help Dong Manqin how to provoke. In that case, Bai Xi
If Xi left Ji Chenling, would it be possible to fall in love with him?
"Are you sure Ji Chenling will love you forever?" Long Youfei asked.
"Not sure. As you said, I may only live for one or two years. The future is too far away and I may not be able to wait. But I am sure that he likes me now. He cooperates with you, whether it is for Sheng Saiguang,
It's for me, he really saved me. I just want to see the ending, right?" Bai Xi asked back.
Long Youfei suddenly felt that it was very boring. He liked Bai Xi's steadfastness, but this steadfastness was harder than steel and could not be broken by human teeth.
Time and time again, to be honest, he was desperate.
As Bai Xi said, the more despair and disappointment you have, the more you will give up. If you give up for a long time, the person will come out of his heart.
Because he likes her, he has been procrastinating. Because he likes her, he has been too merciful. Because he likes her, he has been irrational for a long time.
"Bai Xi, from today on, I won't like you anymore. Even if you come to beg me a year later, my condition is no longer to let you stay by my side." Long Youfei said coldly, raising his eyebrows.
There was no warmth or enthusiasm in the corners of his mouth and eyes.
This look was like when they first met, he was just a simple hunter, ruthless, cold-blooded, and bloodthirsty.
Bai Xi felt chilled in her heart, but at the same time she felt a little lucky and relieved.
"Let's talk about it in a year. It's too long and there are too many dreams. No one knows what will happen in a year. If you don't want him to do anything, I'll close the door." Bai Xi said coldly.
"Bai Xi, you have never given me warmth." Long Youfei said coldly.
"You have been cruel to me again and again. Ever since you forced Ji Chenling off the cliff, you can no longer be a friend to me. Why bother struggling with the outcome that is already destined." Bai Xi said lightly.
"You could have turned me into a good person. However, I think it's better to be a ruthless bad person. At least my heart won't hurt. It would be too unfair to be a good person." Long Youfei said deeply.
"In fact, good people and bad people are only true when you want to be them. What others ask you to be is not from the heart. Even if you become a good person for me temporarily, how long can you love me?
When the relationship fades away, you want to be a bad person, but you are still a bad person, right?" Bai Xi said calmly.
"Maybe, I don't have a chance to be a good person anyway." Long Youfei placed the gift bag at Bai Xi's door.
When I put down the gift bag, I felt empty, a little chilly, a little bored, a little lonely, and also a little unspeakably lonely.
However, he also understood that there was no way around it, the human heart was the most difficult thing to grasp, especially for a loyal woman like Bai Xi.
His eyes gradually became cold and cold, as if they were frozen thousands of miles away.
He made a call and went out, "Proceed as planned."
At half past ten
Xu Yan came over.
"Xiao Xi." Xu Yan entered the kitchen as soon as she arrived, "What delicious food have you prepared for me for lunch?"
"Shredded pork with broccoli and tomatoes." Bai Xi said.
"Broccoli and tomatoes are both for weight loss. I like them, but shredded pork?" Xu Yan hesitated.
"You also need to supplement your protein intake, otherwise you will gain five pounds after eating one meal and your physical condition will become even worse." Bai Xi suggested.
"I think you are right. If only you would arrange nutritious meals for me every day from now on, I wouldn't have to worry about getting fat." Xu Yan said with a sigh.
"I can send you recipes every day. How about your check-up at the hospital?" Bai Xi asked while cutting tomatoes.
Xu Yan raised her eyebrows. "I walk upright, stand straight, and sit firmly. I know very well whether I am a virgin or not. What am I afraid of? But, Xiao Xi, do women have a protective film? Do men?