Si Yiluo didn't know what was going on between her and Wei Heyan.
What she was struggling with and hesitating about was her trust in Wei Heyan. No matter how trustworthy he appeared to be, she just couldn't trust him completely. No matter how affectionate he appeared to be, she couldn't completely let herself indulge in it.
The heart is always ready to leave at any time and be torn apart at any time.
"I don't know." Si Yiluo couldn't tell, "No matter what he does, I am always on guard. When he treats me particularly well, I will have the illusion that it is a dream, and I will indulge in it. Don’t want to wake up.”
"But every day when I open my eyes and face a new day, I feel that those tender feelings are all dreams. Shen Moran, I feel that after rebirth, I seem to have lost the courage to go all the way to darkness in my previous life."
Everyone has the desire to talk. The only person in the world who can have a heart-to-heart relationship with Si Yiluo is Shen Moran. The only person who can understand her is Shen Moran.
Shen Moran sighed.
"I know your concerns. To be honest, I had the same troubles when I first married Zhou Zhan, but I may be a little better than you. I don't know Zhou Zhan at all, so I can judge him from an objective perspective. Is it worth relying on?"
"And you are so familiar with Wei Heyan that you feel like he is acting."
Si Yiluo corrected him: "It doesn't look like he's acting, but I may not know him as well as I thought, so I don't know."
Her troubles had no solution, Shen Moran wanted to make her happy and took the initiative to change the topic.
"Tell me, you went boating on the lake with your male favorites today. Did you have fun?"
Si Yiluo lived the life she dreamed of ahead of schedule, Shen Moran's tone was teasing.
"If you don't say anything else, let them play the piano, sing a song, dance, etc., and then let them beat their legs and pinch their backs, and then there will be no worries at all!"
Si Yiluo tapped her forehead with his index finger.
"How dare you say these words in front of His Highness King Zhan..."
Zhou Zhan is not a big-hearted person. He would be jealous even if Shen Moran came to the house twice. If he knew that she wanted to keep her reputation, he would probably rip her off!
"Can't I just have a mouthful?"
The atmosphere in the kitchen was warm. Wei Heyan banged his fan and thought about the conversation between the two. He sighed in his heart and followed the original path back to Qiuhuayuan.
In the kitchen, the two of them had eaten and drank enough, and settled down with Shen Moran. Si Yiluo expected that Wei Heyan would be back tonight, so he ordered another bowl of noodles and put it in a food box and carried it to Qiuhuayuan.
Pushing open the courtyard door, I saw Wei Heyan put on a moon-white nightgown and sitting on the swing with his face half upturned, his long black hair spread loosely, and half a moxa stick burning at his feet to ward off mosquitoes.
There are many mosquitoes in summer, and the whole yard is filled with the faint scent of mugwort.
His face looked sad, sad? This word didn't seem appropriate to use on him.
Si Yiluo coughed lightly and asked, "When did the governor come back?"
Wei Heyan's starry eyes turned to look at her, and then at the food box in her hand.
"Just arrived."
In the past, he liked to wear bright or low-key colors such as bright red and black. Today, he suddenly dressed so... plainly, which dissipated a lot of the charming temperament on his body, making Si Yiluo feel strange.
"Let's eat, the dragon's beard noodles I made."
She walked to the stone table and took out the noodles. Wei Heyan walked over obediently.
"It's not hot anymore, it's just right to eat."
Si Yiluo handed him the chopsticks. Wei Heyan raised his face and looked at her with pure eyes, took the chopsticks and lowered his head.
"Si Yiluo, have I caused you any trouble?" He suddenly asked, "You are back from work and you have to cook for me. Are you tired?"
His words shocked Si Yiluo. When had Wei Heyan ever cared about the life and death of others? When had he not been surrounded by people around him?
In this way, I still can't serve him well...
"No trouble, aren't all ordinary couples like this?"
She replied casually.
Wei Heyan was really reflecting. He always felt that Si Yiluo suddenly appeared in his life and pulled him out of the endless loneliness. Before meeting her, he would often have the urge to destroy the world together.
.
His plan, his layout, and winning the throne are not the final goal.
Si Yiluo is right when he says something. No one understands him, not even himself, and he doesn't know where the evil deep in his heart will take him.
Look around the yard.
The only thing he could give Si Yiluo was this small courtyard. When he walked out of the courtyard, he needed to put on a mask or even change into a substitute. To see him, she also needed to be secretive.
"Eat it while it's hot. The texture won't be as good when the noodles are cold."
Si Yiluo urged.
Wei Heyan abandoned his previous etiquette, lowered his head and finished the noodles in two or two mouths, wiped his mouth with satisfaction, and pulled her sleeve.
"Stay with me tonight..."
Si Yiluo was about to find an excuse to drive him back to rest, but Shen Moran was still waiting for her over there.
On one side was the unusual Wei Heyan, and on the other side was his friend Shen Moran, whom he hadn't seen for a long time. Si Yiluo took off his sleeves, saying that there was little point in her staying. In this weather, it would be very hot for two people to sleep together.
Wei Heyan refused to let go. Si Yiluo felt that he was very abnormal today.
He took off his sleeves and walked out of the yard.
Wei Heyan's eyes suddenly filled with evil thoughts. For a moment, the summer insects stopped chirping and the mosquitoes and flies didn't dare to come near.
Si Yiluo went out and told Scary to talk to Shen Moran. When she turned around and saw his eyes, her heart skipped a beat and she reached out to touch his forehead.
"What's wrong with you? Are you sick?"
Wei Heyan's eyes returned to normal in an instant, he held her in his arms and smelled her body fragrance.
"I'm fine, maybe it's because I didn't sleep well yesterday."
Si Yiluo looked at the swing with very gentle eyes.
"Thank you for making the swing, I like it very much."
Wei Heyan suddenly got jealous and said, "Did you have fun today?"
Meeting his gaze, Si Yiluo felt a little guilty and said vaguely: "I just want to prove to the emperor that I am really not interested in the princes..."
Wei Heyan bit her neck.
"There is no need to prove it. When it comes to court tomorrow, no one will doubt it."
Si Yiluo didn't understand what it meant, she just felt a pain in her neck. He suddenly exerted force, which caused physiological tears in her eyes. She hurriedly found a mirror, and her neck was bleeding from his bite...
This location...
"How do you want me to go to court tomorrow?"
Wei Heyan said innocently: "It's just a tooth mark, don't delay your walk..."
Wei Heyan smiled like a fox.
"Exactly, doesn't this tooth mark prove it..."
Si Yiluo had a dark face and punched him in the chest.
"Why didn't I realize you were so shameless before?"
But Wei Heyan smiled heartily. He just wanted to test who had a higher position in her heart, between him and Shen Moran. He originally thought she had chosen Shen Moran, but at that moment, he really couldn't hold himself any longer.
But when he saw that her concern for him was not fake, his mood suddenly brightened.
No matter how much she refused to admit it, she still had him in her heart.
"If Princess Zhan and I were beheaded at the same time, and you could only save one from the executioner, who would you save?"
Si Yiluo narrowed his eyes to block his view of her, thinking that Shen Moran had said that men also need to be coaxed, and when dealing with men, they should not be too honest and should occasionally use sweet words to spice things up.
If it were put on the scene, she wouldn't have to think about it. She would definitely save Shen Moran first because she doesn't know martial arts.
"Save you first."
Then she asked again, "Why are you asking for trouble by asking about something that is impossible to happen?"