There was another most important reason why she didn't abuse Su Yuyan.
She didn't abuse Su Yuyan because she didn't dare. She was afraid that one day the incident would come to light, and when Xie Chen knew that she abused his child, Xie Chen would definitely not let her go.
She has been immersed in pain, so in the past few years, she has been reluctant to go out, contact people, and go out to work.
Jewelry will eventually be spent, so Su Yuyan has been unable to afford a nanny since she was two years old.
Life began to become difficult, and she was forced to take care of Su Yuyan herself.
Two years have passed, and her hatred for Su Yuyan has only increased. As the saying goes, when you are poor and humble, things will become more complicated and your emotions will become more uncontrollable.
So Su Yuyan received endless resentment, and she poured all her negative emotions on Su Yuyan.
Usually, there is nothing more to say between them than scolding.
Su Yuyan didn't understand at first, and even thought that he was not doing a good job. He tried to please again and again, and he had to compromise and look at other people's faces.
However, people who don't like you just don't like you, and no matter how hard you try, it's useless.
Su Yuyan quickly understood this truth, so he stopped taking the initiative and became taciturn.
No matter how he scolded him, he always looked expressionless, as if those words could no longer hurt him.
But, he is just a child after all.
How could he be indifferent? That person was his biological mother.
So when she learned all this from those unfamiliar memories, she felt even more sorry for Su Yuyan and felt sorry for what happened to him.
Su Miao used her strength to break free of Su Yuyan's hand, then pulled him into her arms and hugged him tightly, "Mom is not a monster and will not change."
Su Yuyan raised his head after hearing this, his beautiful black eyes filled with water drops that were about to fall, "Mom...Mom?"
"I am your mother."
Tears dripped.
Seeing him crying, Su Miao was at a loss what to do, "Son, don't cry, don't cry, you're breaking my mother's heart by crying."
However, the more she coaxed Su Yuyan, the harder she cried.
He seemed to have cried out all the grievances and emotions he had held in for many years. Later, he was probably tired of crying, and Su Yuyan sobbed and fell asleep in Su Miao's arms.
Su Miao lowered her eyes.
The little man in his arms cried until his beautiful eyes were red and swollen, and he sobbed from time to time in his sleep.
There is a dull pain in my heart.
The discomfort in her chest made Su Miao feel uncomfortable all over.
Since she will come here, why not let her come here earlier? If she came here earlier, Su Yuyan wouldn't have to suffer what he did.
Seeing that Su Yuyan was fast asleep, Su Miao carried him back to the room. Unexpectedly, as soon as he got into bed, he opened his eyes drowsily and grabbed the corner of Su Miao's clothes, "Mom, don't go, please..."
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Hearing what he said, Su Miao was reluctant to leave, so she quickly comforted her, "Mom, I won't leave. I'll stay here with you. Go to sleep."
Her hands caressed his thin back.
Long-term irregular diet and malnutrition made Su Yuyan very thin, and you could feel the bones under his thin skin even through his clothes.
"I want my mother to go to bed and hold me to sleep." Su Yuyan refused.
He knows that he is very childish now, but he wants to be childish now. As long as his mother can hold him, childishness is okay.
Su Miao hesitated and was finally defeated by those wet eyes.
"Is it okay to wait for mom to take a bath first?"
I delivered takeout all day and went to Yueting Hall to practice for so long. My body was covered in dust.
Su Yuyan did not respond immediately, but stared at Su Miao. After a while, she said, "Mom, you have to come back after taking a bath. Don't lie to me."
His black eyelashes, as long and thick as crow feathers, were still wet with tears, which made him even more aggrieved and pitiful, as if Su Miao didn't agree and he was going to cry the next second.
"Okay." Su Miao nodded.
This was the fastest Su Miao had ever taken a shower. Thinking that there was someone waiting for her on the bed, she couldn't slow down.
Blow dry your hair, step into the room, and look up.
Su Yuyan stared at the door with his big black eyes. When he saw the figure at the door, his beautiful big eyes lit up, and his dark eyes were like bright stars and moons slowly flowing around. The corners of his mouth were raised, and a clear pear dimple appeared.
Seeing Su Yuyan like this, the corners of Su Miao's eyes and eyebrows also turned into smiles, "Lie down quickly, mom needs to turn off the lights."
"Um."
In the darkness, Su Yuyan felt the body temperature coming from Su Miao and felt Su Miao's embrace. He felt like he was about to cry again.
Feeling that his body was not relaxed, Su Miao gently stroked his back, resting her chin on top of Rang Xiaoren's head, with her eyes closed, "How about Mommy tell you a story to coax you to sleep?"
It seems that children like to listen to stories to sleep.
She had ignored him before, mainly because he always acted like a little adult. No wonder they say children who cry get candy.
"Once upon a time, there was a child wearing a hat. She went to the forest to pick mushrooms, and then she met a big wolfdog..."
Su Yuyan was confused.
Is there such a story?
She paused for a moment and continued uncertainly, "The big wolfdog also wore a hat, and then...then...it spoke...talked?"
"It asked the kid in the hat if you were lost..."
The more Su Miao talked, the less confident she became.
She remembered that there was such a story, but she could not recall the specific content.
Su Yuyan suddenly raised his head from his arms, "Mom, are you telling the story of the little cuckold?"
"Ah?" Su Miao pondered for a while, "Okay...it seems so."
Is this story called Little Green Riding Hood?
A bit weird, but not sure.
"Mom, haven't you heard the story of the little cuckold?"
Su Miao: "......"
Nonsense, of course I have never heard of it.
When she was a child, she heard the story of a mecha looking for its mother. She had never heard of the little cuckold.
"Then I'll tell mom."
"also."
In the end, Su Miao, who originally wanted to tell a story to coax Su Yuyan to sleep, was instead coaxed to sleep by the story Su Yuyan told her.
Seeing Su Miao being coaxed to sleep, Su Yuyan said softly, "Good night, mom."
Maybe it was because he practiced too hard at the Yueting Hall last night and Su Miao got up late.
When she woke up, Su Yuyan had already bought breakfast. Not only did he buy breakfast, he also squeezed out the toothpaste for Su Miao.
After doing all this, he moved a small stool and sat beside the bed, waiting for Su Miao to get up.
When she opened her eyes, she saw the delicate and beautiful young lady sitting obediently beside the bed. Su Miao smiled and said, "Good morning, baby."
"Mom, good morning."
Maybe she wasn't used to this calling, so when my mother said the calling, her little face was stained with a thin layer of blush.
Su Miao's eyebrows curved, she stood up and came closer, bringing her cheek to Su Yuyan, "Kiss her good morning."
Her long eyelashes trembled slightly, her little hands clenched tightly, as if she had made a lot of determination, and then she left a gentle kiss on Su Miao's face.
Her delicate and white face was flushed with shame.