The truth is revealed, and Ning Qingyan doesn't know what to say.
What can you say?
Thank you first for Shen Tingjun's lifeless rescue, a thousand years ago, and then apologize for his use in this life?
Ning Qingyan turned her head aside, and her heart suddenly felt irritable.
Feelings and so on are really troublesome!
Zhao Yun did not miss the irritability that appeared inadvertently on her face, and she suddenly felt aching in her heart.
While silence spread between the two, he narrowed the side face of the woman in front of him, and finally couldn't help but speak: "Do you... have anything to say?"
"I don't know." Ning Qingyan blurted out.
She looked back as she spoke, and her breathing was stagnant by the look in the man's eyes.
"..." Now, Ning Qingyan could not say "written away" against her will and then leave with ease.
However, she felt awkward to make her go further with Zhao Yun.
"I don't know what kind of feelings I have for you." Ning Qingyan avoided his gaze and made up her mind to say this, which also brought out the turbid air in her heart.
"You don't have to make things difficult." Zhao Yun smiled and lowered his eyes.
In this relationship, his wishful thinking was from beginning to end.
He could not say anything in his previous life. He was the first to deceive him with despicable means.
As proud as him, he lost in the face of feelings.
"No, you misunderstood what I mean." Ning Qingyan explained irritably.
Zhao Yun raised his eyes, and a trace of expectation flashed in his deep eyes that he had never noticed.
Ning Qingyan turned around and walked forward a few steps, stood on the edge of the cliff, and looked at the forest in the starry night.
"I am very grateful for everything you did for me. Without you, I would have died completely and disappeared a thousand years ago."
"You gave me a chance to be able to open your eyes again and live vividly."
Zhao Yun frowned and felt even more painful in his heart. "I did all this in vain of your wishes, so you don't have to feel any regrets."
What he wants is never Ning Qingyan’s gratitude!
Ning Qingyan looked back at him, pursed her lips, and looked embarrassed: "I actually want to say... I don't really understand what the relationship between men and women is like."
Zhao Yun was stunned, and never expected that Ning Qingyan was going to say this.
Ning Qingyan looked away, took a deep breath, and continued, "I spent my whole life practicing all my heart. Maybe I had the opportunity to come into contact with love, but before that, I had no time to take care of it because of all kinds of experiences. Therefore,
I didn’t know about love in my previous life.”
Thinking of Ning Qingyan's previous life, Zhao Yun was silent and said something in his heart.
Ning Qingyan continued: "I lived very tired in my previous life. My reputation for being young, my family framed, my parents died tragically, and I survived for a lifetime. I finally managed to survive until no one could hurt me easily. I still had time to replace me.
When his parents took revenge, they were pushed to the position of Demon Ancestor, commanding the Demonic Way, and the remnants of the hundreds of tribes who were harmed by Xuanmen fought with Xuanmen."
"You are right. You and I have shouldered too much in our previous life. Many times, our will can no longer only consider ourselves, but also consider more. Our words and deeds may lead to different results.
.”
"So, I have no energy to think about what love I have."
Zhao Yun looked at her in a daze, unable to guess what she wanted to say for a moment, but he did not interrupt again.
Ning Qingyan took a deep breath and suddenly burst into laughter: "Thank you for letting me sleep for thousands of years. When I wake up, I feel relaxed. But..."
She turned around and looked at him with a smile: "The beginning was a mess. I had to solve the troubles left by my reincarnation, so I retired from the marriage of the Zhou royal palace."
"But, I found that my reincarnation body is the Kunyuan body. You should know what the Kunyuan body represents."
"..." Zhao Yun knew of course, and his eyes when he looked at Ning Qingyan suddenly became complicated.
Ning Qingyan was very calm at this moment, "It happened that Emperor Dahao once again asked me to marry into the Ding Palace. I know that Ding has been weak since childhood and has a premature death. However, I was not planning to be with each other.
The man I have never met has been with me for the rest of my life. I just want to use this engagement to activate the Kunyuan body."
Zhao Yun understood this from knowing that Ning Qingyan was the physical constitution of Kunyuan.
"So, from this point of view, I took advantage of you." Ning Qingyan paused and said.
Zhao Yun suddenly asked, "If it weren't for me, would it still be someone else?"
This is really a good question!
Ning Qingyan was silent.
Zhao Yun understood her silence and chuckled with his eyebrows lowered and his eyes closed.
The laughter was a little creepy, which made Ning Qingyan a little creepy.
An invisible desire to survive forced her to speak: "But it's you in the end."
With a laugh, Zhao Yun raised his head and looked at her with deep eyes.
Ning Qingyan didn't know what to say when he looked at it like this.
Very annoying!
She felt that her thoughts were messy now and she didn't know what to say.
After knowing what Zhao Yun did for her, she could not continue to lie to him against her conscience.
But after she said it, she saw Zhao Yun's injury, and she felt unbearable and wanted to say something to comfort him.
"We still have Shanshan." Ning Qingyan said this again, not knowing what she thought. She didn't mention hiding, and believed that if Zhao Yun in front of her was the Shentingjun that time, he could see that he could have seen that
The difference in hiding.
Shining?
Zhao Yun's eyes lit up, and he walked closer to Ning Qingyan with some anticipation, and asked in a hoarse voice: "So what?"
The man suddenly became a little strong, which made Ning Qingyan not very used to it.
She turned sideways slightly, avoiding the head-on collision with the man, and as if she was forced into a corner to retreat, she said: "You are Shinshi's biological father, and I am his biological mother, this cannot be changed."
Zhao Yun's eyes darkened and he approached again: "So, what you want to say is that the relationship between us is just Shining parents?"
I'm going to die!
Why is it a question again?
Ning Qingyan had a tense face, and her palm was covered in sweat.