Bai Xi saw that Ji Chenling had gone out, her heartbeat, for some reason, was extremely fast.
She took several deep breaths, got up, and followed Ji Chenling out.
Tonight, the moon is bright and there are many stars.
It should be because of the mountains. The air is very fresh and the warm wind blows on your face, which is also very comfortable.
Bai Xi raised her smile and stood behind Ji Chenling respectfully and politely, "Mr. Ji, are you asking me for trouble?"
"You have heard a word, there is no airtight wall in the world." Ji Chenling said in a deep voice, without looking at Bai Xi, standing straight.
Bai Xi stood next to him and had a bad premonition, "Mr. Ji, what do you want to say?"
"Do you believe in love at first sight?" Ji Chenling asked.
Bai Xi raised the corner of her mouth slightly, "I believe that there are many loves in this world at first sight, because at the beginning, the feeling, appearance, and a certain point touched the soul, but I know more clearly that it is difficult to go on for a long time, even if you have love at first sight
, Soon, love will disappear, and the rest will be inappropriate."
"What is suitable and what is inappropriate?" Ji Chenling turned around, faced her, and looked at her delicate face deeply. "Do you think I should be angry after I know the truth?"
Bai Xi was frightened and looked up and met his secret eyes.
She didn't say anything, just stood quietly like this, as if she had returned to the past. Because of his appearance, her frozen heart had warmth and more meaning in life.
Ji Chenling said this, he probably knew.
In just one minute, she recalled a lot and thought a lot, and tears flowed down unknowingly.
"I should actually be happy." Bai Xi said softly. "I have no regrets except for hoping that you can live happily, and there is no regret at all."
"Do you think I have regrets?" Ji Chenling said in a deep voice, looking at her crying. He clearly did not have Bai Xi in his memory, but he felt his heart hurt.
The pain in the heart seemed to have inserted a long steel needle into it, twisting it constantly, making it bloody and bloody.
"When many things cannot be changed, you can only accept them, which will make your heart feel better, because even if you are sad, you can't change them. Why bother with your relatives and your enemies?" Bai Xi wiped away her tears and said with a smile.
However, the eyes were still crystal clear, reflecting the light, which was particularly dazzling.
"Are you going to leave? Go to a place I can never find again. Even if I die, I will never come back, so that we will not know where you died? Even if you become a ghost, you will still float in a foreign country?" Ji Chenling asked
Dao, locked Bai Xi.
He saw the answer he wanted to know in Bai Xi's eyes, frowned,
She was indeed ready to leave, ready to die outside, and they would not know if she died.
Heartache came even more exponentially.
"Don't you think this is also a kind of cruelty? I miss you every day, what should I do? There is no place to worship?" Ji Chenling asked, his eyes also moist.
Bai Xi's heart also hurts.
However, she died outside, and as long as they were not sure that she was really dead, they would have some thoughts.
"Give her hope, this is what I should do as a mother. Only with the intention and thoughts can be conveyed. If you don't want to, many parents' graves are ten feet tall and there are no children to take care of.
It’s just a form. If the dead are dead, the living should live well.” Bai Xi still said softly.
"Why should I delete my memory? What qualifications do you have to delete my memory? What qualifications do you have to decide what I want?" Ji Chenling asked.
"I'm sorry." Bai Xi apologized and lowered her head.
She really doesn't want to cry, she will leave tomorrow and soon disappear into their world.
She wanted to leave the image of a strong, optimistic, cheerful Bai Xi in the end.
Don't want to be weak or sad.
Every day he left, she missed him very much.
This longing will still make her wake up from her sleep, feel sad, lonely, and unable to sleep all night.
But she knew that this was her choice and a decision that she had to make.
"I'm sorry? How do you plan to compensate me?" Ji Chenling asked.
Bai Xi looked up at him, and she had tears in her eyes, so she couldn't see him clearly, "I will leave every day to you. Every day is very well-behaved and sensible. She will also respect you and make you happy.
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"You are dead. I am Tiantian's father. You don't need to keep her custody. Her custody is mine. How do you plan to compensate me?" Ji Chenling asked again.
Bai Xi shook her head, "I can't compensate you, I'm sorry."
She turned around and tears poured down.
In this state, she can't go back to the restaurant and let her see it every day.
She ran toward the back.
"There is one more thing you don't know, right? Science is very developed now. The United States says it can restore my memory, just repair my extraction function." Ji Chenling said quietly.
Bai Xi stopped and was shocked.
She did so many things and separated for eight or nine months in advance, just hoping that he could forget her completely. If he suddenly met on the road, he could pass by calmly and let her do it without him.
Preparation to go on the road alone.
But if he recovers his memory, he will remember everything before.
She separated for eight months.
She felt very heartbroken, sad, not worth it, wasted, worried, and scared.
Ji Chenling slowly walked behind her, "I can promise you not to seek death for you, live well, you can stay."
Bai Xi's mind was like a paste, and she couldn't figure it out and could not make a decision.
She couldn't make a decision when she was so excited.
She took a step forward, leaned her face against Ji Chenling, and smelled the familiar smell on his body, and suddenly became much more stable again.
Now I don't think about anything, just leaning on him quietly.
Ji Chenling slowly stretched out his hand and hugged Bai Xi.
This feeling is very strange.
He doesn't like women's closeness. Even if An Xin becomes his girlfriend, he has never held An Xin's hand, just don't want to.
But, the woman approached him and just put her forehead on his shoulders. He felt very satisfied, and it was like touching her.
He was very familiar with her softness and the smell of her body.
If I hadn't loved her deeply in my bones, how could I have such a strong feeling in my body and heart without any memory, and it seems familiar and familiar.
"Are you cold?" Ji Chenling asked in a deep voice.
Bai Xi calmed down and stopped crying. She felt a little funny and a little embarrassed...