Leng Boran made the decision for her, so that's it.
Soon, Xiaoxi will accompany Ji Chenling abroad. Even if she goes to City J, she will not spend much time with Xiaoxi.
It’s better to wait patiently until a year when Xiaoxi comes back and her affairs are resolved.
She can be happily with Xiaoxi.
In the middle of the night, I don’t know if it was because she slept too much during the day or the quiet night, it would remind her of Xing Xingchen.
Compared with his kindness to her now, he seemed to be completely different from his heart when he was very fond of her.
I felt depressed and bitter in my heart. I turned over but still couldn't sleep.
"Can't you sleep?" Leng Boran suddenly made a sound. Xu Yan was startled and explained subconsciously: "I slept a lot during the day."
"I'll take you out for some breath. It's cold outside, so you can wear one more piece of clothing."
"Can I go out to get some breath in this situation?"
"I'm here." Leng Boran promised, "but you get up a little slower."
Xu Yan also felt a little bored in the hospital, "Then I'll wear some clothes."
"Don't worry, you can slow down." Leng Boran said, sending a message.
He waited for Xu Yan to put on his clothes and helped her get up. "When walking, you have a little slower condition. Your symptoms are mainly concussions, so just keep your body balanced."
Xu Yan raised her smile and laughed at herself, "I fell from such a high place, but I had a concussion. I should thank Xing Xingchen for the car he bought for me, so good."
"God bless you, you should not be dead. Didn't you say that you will have good fortune in the future if you survive the disaster?" Leng Boran comforted.
Xu Yan shrugged, not responding to his question directly, "Where do you take me for a ride?"
"Just on the roof, hurry up." Leng Boran helped her walk.
Xu Yan thought that the air on the roof was good and she could overlook the night, which was also good.
When she arrived at the roof, she found that there was a pavilion on the roof. The pavilion was decorated with colorful lights and was very beautifully decorated. She said in surprise: "There is such a good place on the roof of the hospital."
Leng Boran smiled, helped her over and walked in. Xu Yan found a bouquet of fresh roses and a bowl of porridge on the table.
She looked at Leng Boran in surprise, "Did you prepare this?"
"Yeah." Leng Boran responded, turning on the Bluetooth speaker hidden among the roses, "The elegant music started to sound.
"When did you prepare? It took only a while." Xu Yan was amazed at his efficiency.
It only takes ten minutes for her to go from the room to the roof.
"I've been ready for a long time. I'll drink some porridge first. Say whatever I want. If I don't want to say, just sit quietly. I'll go back with you until I'm sleepy." Leng Boran said softly.
"Hey, I found that you are quite romantic. No wonder Chen Yulan is fascinated by you. She is loyal, romantic, smart, and capable. Now I know why you have such a long beard before?"
"Why?" Leng Boran asked as Xu Yan said.
"Why don't you know what you think? Don't worry, since you asked this, I will never say it." Xu Yan said with a smile, lowered her head, took a bite of porridge, and thought of a question, "I will not be fat if I eat this way, right?
?”
"You only eat a bowl of porridge a day. Don't diet if you lose weight. It will easily rebound. Eat it, and you won't be fat."
Xu Yan lowered her head, eating is easy to satisfy people.
Leng Boran was very quiet, sitting opposite, lowered his head and typing on his phone.
Xu Yan looked at him, "At this time, are you still chatting with people? Are those people not sleeping like you?"
"There are always some people who don't sleep. Do you want to play scripts together?" Leng Boran invited Xu Yan.
"No, don't you notice that the more you play these brain-based games, the less you don't want to sleep? I'd better eat a little bit, and I'll feel sleepy when I'm full, and I'll go to bed when I'm sleepy. When I wake up tomorrow, I'll recover a lot." Xu Yan said
He lowered his head and continued to drink porridge.
Leng Boran looked at Xu Yan deeply.
Her face is not amazing. Although she is fat, she looks very comfortable. She is the type that looks suitable for being a good wife and mother at first glance.
Xu Yan noticed Leng Boran's gaze and looked at him, "Do you like to stare at people or stare at me to make up for what do you think?"
"You are very strong." Leng Boran judged.
Xu Yan smiled and replied easily: "That's because I have no one to love and no one to rely on. If I have someone to rely on, why are I still strong? I must be pretending to be extremely weak, haha."
Leng Boran frowned at me, and a trace of pity flashed in his eyes.
He checked her past, earned money to study, worked after graduation, bought a loan and took care of her parents.
"I actually don't believe in love either." Leng Boran said, "I think the reason why men are interested in women is because of their needs, marriage, someone to take care of their lives, someone to have children, someone to take care of their parents, and someone to let them go.
I feel like belonging."
"Then why did you find a girlfriend before?" Xu Yan asked.
"She and I are comrades-in-arms. To me, we have always been our friendship. But one day, she prepared flowers and cakes to confess to me in front of everyone. I think rejecting her will make her embarrassed.
She is also a very proud and face-loving person. Moreover, from all aspects, she fits men's fantasy about life, so I accepted it."
"I think your rationality is outrageous, maybe it's called cold-blooded." Xu Yan said disgusted.
"Don't you also don't believe in love?" Leng Boran asked.
"Women have different ideas from men. I don't believe in love, but many things men do will touch me and create a feeling of liking. But this feeling really makes me feel palpitations. I will feel sad because of his pampering
Speed up, and you will feel distressed because of his hurt. Rather than saying that I don’t believe in love, I will love when I love, and turn around and leave when I don’t love it.” Xu Yan said with a smile, fog flowing in her eyes.
"As you judged before, I like Xing Xingchen. I didn't like it since I knew he cheated, but there was a process of adjustment between liking and dislike." After Xu Yan said that, she lowered her head and continued to drink porridge.
When I am full, I feel a little sleepy, or because I say what I think, I am not so bored.
Xu Yan yawned, "I'm sleepy."
"I'll hold you down." Leng Boran got up and was about to hug her.
"Don't." Xu Yan pushed Leng Boran away, "I was worried that I would fall down because I was not at ease. I could walk by myself, just walk slowly."
Xu Yan slowly stood up and walked in front.
Leng Boran held her arm. "It's safer."
Xu Yan didn't struggle, why should she refuse something good to her?
In her world, there are not many people who love her. She must love herself more so that she can live up to this life.
After Xu Yan went back, she lay on the bed and fell asleep when she was very open.
Leng Boran lost his sleepiness and sent a message, "I don't have much feelings for your sister. If she wants love, then after marriage, it will probably only disappoint her. Don't let her waste her youth. Moreover, I seem to