"You are not suitable for lying. You can see it immediately as soon as you lie. I think it is better for Mr. Leng to answer me. Is it not easy to bring a rescue dog in, or is it not easy to enter the Xing family again?" Xing Xingchen asked, still smiling.
Very calm and composed.
"It's not easy. Your Xing family has too many secrets to hide. The more you hide, the more people want to explore. You'd better hide them all the time. I'm afraid that one day it will leak, and you'll come to your Xing family.
It may be a catastrophe.”
"Thank you for your reminder, but you have so many enemies, and each of them is a tough guy. I think your catastrophe will come first in front of me." Xing Xingchen counterattacked.
Xu Yan was in a very responsible mood, looking at the extremely evil Xing Xingchen.
Now, the two of them are also in the old house of Xing’s family and are also walking around the forest.
At that afternoon, the sun was just right, and the sun shone through the dense leaves, forming mottled spots of light falling on his majestic body.
At that time, a thought flashed through her mind.
If he could be loyal to her, they would be very comfortable and comfortable to live like this for the rest of their lives.
Now, when the fig leaf of the Xing family is uncovered, it is so dirty that it makes people dare not look at it directly, and it is so smelly that it is difficult to hide the suffocating feeling of death even if it covers its nose.
"Living in such a Xing family, you are also very tired." Xu Yan spoke directly.
Xing Xingchen looked at Xu Yan and was stunned for a moment when she met her complicated eyes full of pity and affection.
It has been thirty years, and no one cares whether he is tired of living, even his biological parents do not.
"What a joke?" Xing Xingchen finished speaking, his tone softened, "Have you eaten?"
"I ate, but I'm losing weight, so I eat very little and have no appetite." Xu Yan said.
"What weight loss? I finally managed to make you fat. You are pretty good now. It's not good to be too thin." Xing Xingchen blurted out.
Perhaps his tone and his eyes are soft, or perhaps she felt caring in his tone.
Since he hurried to meet Dong'er when he was in J City, they have never had a good exchange. Suddenly, they have become like this, mutually exclusive, mutually vigilant, and even mutually hatred.
She remembered how good Xing Xingchen was to her in the past, and there was a hint of tenderness in her strength, "Let's sit alone in the swing."
"Xu Yan." Leng Boran called Xu Yan, his eyes full of worry, "Don't joke."
"It's okay, I'm a bad life, thank you for a while." Xu Yan said, turning around and walking firmly towards the swing.
Xing Xingchen followed him in a complicated mood.
Leng Boran stood there and sent a message, "Xu Yan and Xing Xingyu are alone, you are always staring at them, so you can't let others leave your sight."
Swing
Xu Yan lightly lit her toes, and the swing swayed. The breeze in the forest blew the ends of her hair, and the air around her was very fresh.
Xing Xingchen sat on the swing next to him, without shaking, and was straight.
Neither of them spoke, and they could hear the sound of insects around them silently.
I remained silent for five minutes.
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Xing Xingchen looked at her, her eyes dark as if it was a thousand years old ancient pond.
Now, there are only two of them around, and the green nature.
Xing Xingchen frowned slightly, and his eyes became darker.
Xu Yan raised a smile and looked at the forest in front of him, without looking at him, "I have such an idea many times. It's very childish, but what I know more is that after this moment, the feelings will disappear, from
Love each other to not love each other and then to dislike each other, and finally not interacting with each other until they die. I always feel that this process is too sad, but it is like a person from birth to death, they will go through such a process from recognition to love each other and not love each other.
It’s helpless, but it can’t be changed, so I choose not to believe in love, at least my mood will not go from being excited and sweet to the end of sad, disappointment and despair.”
Xu Yan paused for a moment, still not looking at Xing Xingchen.
Xing Xingchen still didn't say anything.
"But, some subtle feelings cannot be controlled by yourself just by trying to control them. Only you know the depression and discomfort of your heart best. Even if you are happy every day, you deceive the world and try to deceive yourself, haha, I have a lot of words,
It's very noisy." Xu Yan looked at Xing Xingchen with a smile.
"No, it's great. Since this house has you, it's not as dead as before. You are like a ray of light that illuminates this dark world."
"This light is something you don't need for the first time." Xu Yan sighed, wanting to cry, but she can't cry, tears are useless.
She had no support and could not cry, so she smiled.
"It's not that I don't need it, it's because I know that this light has already wanted to leave. Instead of waiting for you to leave, I'd better end it first. At least, I'll feel a little better." Xing Xingchen said.
Xu Yan really smiled, smiling, smiling, her eyes were so wet.
She was reluctant to part with Xing Xingchen. She did not show it or say it out, but she knew clearly in her heart that just as she could not control her heartbeat, her thoughts and hearts sometimes deviated from each other.
"I think so every time, hahahaha. Some places like you are quite similar, but you are smarter than me and more capable than me. In fact, I feel very honored to marry you. I don't have anything to do with myself.
A place worth showing off, poor and poor generations, without outstanding abilities, and without outstanding talents. Every time I go out and see others showing off, I think to myself, I have a good husband, hahahahaha, although
This husband came from the agreement, but in the more than two years since he married you, you are my only glory. I can go out to show off and have a face. Later I found out that they laughed at me behind my back. Hahahahaha.”
"Xu Yan." Xing Xingchen called her name, and many words were choked in his throat, unable to say it, unable to say it.
"You had an ambiguous relationship with all kinds of women before. I would have thought that this was to protect me and divert the murderer's attention. Because you are so good to me, I know that I don't care what others say or how I see it. I see the result.
Yes, although I still can't figure out your feelings for Dong'er, I am always moved. I was willing to give birth to a child, hahaha, for money, hahahahaha." Also for love, otherwise, I wouldn't have a second child
indivual.
She didn't say the following sentence. She said so much now because she knew that now was the intersection between her and Xing Xingchen. After today, they gradually drifted apart.
I kept a lot of words in my heart. I had to wait for too long, and I felt sad when I woke up at night.
She was originally straightforward and said it all in one go. This was her farewell to the past. It would be impossible not to say goodbye, because there was no chance to say goodbye in the future.