"It doesn't seem to make sense to say this, anyway. My plan has been suspended, and, do you think, can people stay rational all the time? In fact, at least for me, I'm often dominated by emotions
,Love will make oneself endure other people's shortcomings, and tolerating one's mistakes, fear, and anger will make us even more wrong behaviors. If we can be so rational, this is a saint." Bai Xi said.
"Oh." Long Youfei sighed, "If you want to go back, go back, otherwise, if you are in Cao's camp, your heart is in the Han Dynasty and don't want to force you, what I want to say has already been said."
Bai Xi lowered her head and ate the vegetables, without saying anything, but she didn't get up, just sat quietly.
Long Youfei held his chin and looked at her.
It feels good to be silent like this, no one speaks.
Ten minutes later, Bai Xi looked up, looked at him, and said calmly: "I'm finished eating and I'm leaving."
"Well, I've settled the bill, let's go, don't look back." Long Youfei said meaningfully.
Bai Xi picked up her bag, nodded at Long Youfei, turned around slowly, opened the door, and walked out.
She didn't look back.
Long Youfei smiled bitterly.
He was actually looking forward to Bai Xi turning back.
Sometimes people will talk about right and wrong. Even though they know that she will not look back, why is that one-thousandth hope?
Bai Xi went out and returned to her car, drove, and went back.
She opened the door and Ji Chenling was already there, sitting on the sofa thinking about things.
He saw Bai Xi come in and stood up, "Have you eaten?"
"Well, have you not eaten yet?" Bai Xi asked, seeing Aunt Tang.
Aunt Tang has to take care of Tiantian, so she should have made dinner for Tiantian to eat. Therefore, Ji Chenling doesn’t have to go out to eat when she has supper at home.
When she went out, she went out directly, and didn't see Aunt Tang or Tiantian.
"I've eaten it." Ji Chenling smiled and looked at Bai Xi carefully.
"Are you going to see a movie tonight?" Bai Xi asked calmly.
"Well, I have bought movie tickets. We have passed by now, and it's still early," Ji Chenling explained.
"Where is every day?" Bai Xi asked, looking around.
"She is in the room." Ji Chenling explained.
"I'll go and see her first." Bai Xi said, and went straight upstairs without Ji Chenling's consent.
Ji Chenling looked at Bai Xi's back and frowned tightly.
Although Bai Xi did not get angry or quarrel with him, she was gentle and calm.
But it is too gentle and calm, and that is after suppressing one's emotions.
He felt uncomfortable.
He would rather she quarrel with him, complain, blame, and want him to change.
I don't like her now as dull as water.
Aunt Tang walked to Ji Chenling and said, "Sir, do you want to have some supper? I'll heat it up soon."
Ji Chenling shook his head and continued to look at the stairs. Bai Xi disappeared in the direction, and said in a deep voice: "No, I don't have much appetite."
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Bai Xi knocked on Tiantian’s door.
"Come in." Tiantian said in a silence.
Bai Xi pushed open the door and saw Tiantian playing sandbags in the garden. She was sweating all over, her face was red, and she was a little bit small, and she looked like she was boxing seriously. She looked so handsome.
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My eyes turned red unconsciously.
She wanted to accompany her and watch her fall in love, get married, and have a baby.
If she had time at that time, she could help take care of her children every day, just like her grandmother took care of her since she was a child.
As I looked at it, my face felt wet and I noticed that I was crying.
She quickly turned her back, wiped her tears, took a deep breath, and adjusted her mood.
Although Tiantian is still young, her emotions are still very sensitive and she doesn’t want Tiantian to notice it.
"Mom, are you asking me for trouble?" Tiantian pressed the sandbag hard, and tried harder.
"Be careful, don't get hit by sandbags." Bai Xi reminded softly.
"Mom, don't worry, I can't be beaten. I have to keep working hard and work harder than anyone else. One day I will surpass Gu Lingyue. This person is too much, but he... no...
…It’s…no…it may…it’s…my…opposite!” He said one word every day and punched him.
Each punch is very strong, as if you think of a sandbag as Gu Lingyue.
Bai Xi feels that every day is so positive and unwilling to admit defeat, and it is actually very good. Maybe he is like Ji Chenling.
"My parents go out to watch the movie later. Do you want to go together?" Bai Xi invited softly,
"Ah. My mission has not been completed today. I want to go to the movie, but I am very busy now. Mom, can I go on Saturday? I can take time to go to the movie on Saturday." Tiantian was working hard while focusing on it.
Sandbag said as she said.
Bai Xi looked at Tiantian like a little adult, knowing to assign tasks to herself, knowing to complete it with self-discipline, having goals, ideas, and a clear mind.
Very comforting and gratifying... However, after these emotions, I felt a sour and astringent feeling in my heart again.
She took a deep breath and suppressed the uncomfortable feeling.
"Then your parents are out. Be careful, take care of yourself, and take good care of yourself." Bai Xi told reluctantly.
"I'll let Zuo Si come to guide her later." Ji Chenling said.
Bai Xi turned around and saw Ji Chenling coming up at some point.
She nodded, "Okay, I feel relieved to have a professional person accompanying her. I am very worried that she will hurt herself by practicing like this."
"Mom, I don't know what to do. Don't worry, I'm such a bad person. I will defeat everyone and become the most powerful person in the future." Tiantian said.
Ji Chenling raised the corner of his mouth and said to Bai Xi with a smile: "I thought so when I was a child, so it's better."
"Yes." Bai Xi replied calmly.
Ji Chenling put away his smile, "Then let's go out now?"
"Okay." Bai Xi nodded gently and walked forward.
Ji Chenling called Zuo Si and asked him to come over and give advice to Tiantian.
Bai Xi went straight out of the door and stood in the passenger seat of Ji Chenling's car.
Ji Chenling opened the car door.
Bai Xi got into the car, put on a seat belt himself, closed her eyes quietly, and looked like she was resting.
Ji Chenling looked at her, "If you feel tired, just take a break early and don't go to the movies."
Bai Xi opened her eyes and said softly to Ji Chenling: "No, I've been sleeping for a whole afternoon. If you feel tired, you can stop going, it doesn't matter."
"If you are angry, you can lose your temper at me. I am very arbitrary in this matter." Ji Chenling took the initiative to admit his mistake.
Bai Xi's gentle attitude makes him... very... uncomfortable...