Chapter 1045 Even if you are doomed, even if you miss me
"This..." The cashier looked at his handsome boss and felt embarrassed.
The boss of his own is indeed very handsome, very masculine, has good facial features, and always has a man-like body. He is a handsome handsome man.
However, she likes that kind of handsome guy, who doesn't need a 1.83-meter-old figure, nor does she need hard muscle lines, but she's the best, the most slutty, bad, and that feeling.
Just so happened that Fu Yue was just now, who was a handsome man, a bad and a slutty man. If she didn't know her gender, she would be so fascinated that her face turned red and her heart beat.
"What? You don't think she is more handsome than me, do you?" Zhou Qianyu didn't understand, nor did he understand the aesthetics of these little girls.
"No, no, of course not. Mr. Zhou, you are still very handsome. I have never seen many more handsome people than you. But my personal aesthetics are different. Some people also like men with small eyes and eyeliner drawings. This is hard to say." The cashier said tremblingly.
"Draw eyeliner, small eyes? What are your aesthetics?" Zhou Qianyu said in confusion, feeling a little unhappy. He thought of Fu Yue's evil look at the corner of his mouth, and he really looked like a bad boy.
This woman was always frightened by her, and she kept working hard. She had to manage her well.
"Ah sneezed again, took a tissue and wiped his nose, "I think it must be Zhou Qianyu cursing me behind his back again. This man is sick, staring at me."
"If you sneeze, you can say that someone misses you, and if you sneeze two, you say that someone scolds you, but you have sneeze so many times, I think you may have a cold, so you have to be careful." Bai Xi said worriedly.
"Ah, is that right? Then when I go back, I will eat a bag of white olive roots. It's okay, I'm in good health, I'll be fine, I'll get better after a night's sleep." Fu Yue said, wiping his nose.
"After a while, why don't you drink with us? Go to bed early and wake up. If we get drunk, just cover us with a quilt." Bai Xi suggested.
"It's okay, it's okay, I think I shouldn't have a cold. It's okay to have a few drinks with you, otherwise you can drink it. If I don't drink it, I'll go to bed, which is too unkind." Fu Yue said.
"You stop at the door of that 24-hour convenience store later. I will buy some cooked dishes. I will drink and eat only without eating. It is not that delicious and will feel monotonous." Bai Xi said.
"Okay, okay, you're still thoughtful. I remember there was a house in front of me, which contained a lot of cooked dishes that were packaged. I bought some iced black tea, Sprite, etc., which would be delicious when mixed with the wine." Fu Yue said, looking outside, "It seems to be nearby."
"Yeah, that's fine." Bai Xi looked at Sister Yi.
Sister Yi was in a daze, not knowing where she was floating.
Bai Xi knew about her situation.
At that time, she was the same. Whether she was walking, working, or even cooking, she would think of Ji Chenling.
She would think a lot about her past with Ji Chenling, and then she would think about it, and then she would fall into obsession and feel extremely sad.
The sadness cannot be vented, the person she loves is gone, she can only restrain herself.
But if you can't control it, you will feel sad, so you can only drink.
When drinking, she felt that people could not forget their worries, but after drinking, their minds would be very heavy and they would fall asleep immediately after lying on the bed.
When I don’t want to drink, I feel so distressed that I can’t fall asleep.
"Do you still feel sad? Is it because he feels regretful that he no longer loves you, or is he feeling sorry for your own efforts?" Bai Xi asked.
Sister Yi was silent, silent, lowered her head.
"I had a conversation before. I had been talking for five years. When I was about to get married, I found out that he was with my sister. My sister had his children. The key point was that he helped my sister say that I pushed my sister downstairs. I was kicked out of my house, and then my grandmother helped me to argue and almost got angry to death. I had severe depression because of this. Do you know what it feels like to have depression?" Bai Xi said to Sister Yi softly.
Sister Yi nodded, "I know, I don't know why I live every day, lonely, lonely, my heart is empty, I have no lover, I am also desperate about love, I have no relatives, and my relatives do not forgive me, I don't help me, I will only watch my jokes behind my back. Even if some of them are helped by me in the past, I will watch coldly. I only have a friend Fu Yue by my side, but this friend also has his own life. In fact, it is far from my life. I feel that there is no future and I can't see the future. It seems that every day of life is torture and pain. If I want to end it, maybe it won't be so painful and uncomfortable."
"I felt the same way at that time. I just didn't understand why a man who was so good to me, who said he would truly love me, marry me, take care of me, and protect me. At that moment, he seemed to have become another person, hurting me with all his might. He knew where I was the most painful, and stabbed it in with a knife over and over again." Bai Xi said recalling.
Sister Yi was very curious, "Do you still love him now?"
"To me, that person is like a stranger. Perhaps, he is not even as good as a stranger. When we see strangers, we will smile politely. However, when we see him, I hope that this person has never been here in my life. However, he has indeed come. In the past five years of dating, he has given me warmth, and will hand me medicine to me with great distress when I fall, and will take me to the amusement park to play when I am sad. I will wait for me at the school gate because I am too late after evening study, and I will hold on for a long time." Bai Xi recalled.
"Why do those men show love even though they don't love each other? I saw a news today. A male star, who has a beautiful girlfriend. The two have been dating for many years, but they are still looking for many girls outside. His girlfriend said that he always stayed with her and would comfort her and care about her. But why did he still look for so many girls outside?" Sister Yi didn't understand very much. The more she thought about it, the sadder she became. She wanted to drink, but found that Fu Yue had not brought the wine over and looked at Fu Yue.
Fu Yue understood the meaning of the look, "I'm going to prepare the wine now. You can talk first, you can eat it first."
Fu Yue put the cooked dishes he bought on the table.
"Let's sit there first." Bai Xi said, walking to the table first, pulling out the chair, and sitting down.
Sister Yi sat opposite Bai Xi and looked at Bai Xi longingly, but she felt that her eyes were too eager. She was embarrassed and lowered her head.
"I had been to see a psychologist at that time," Bai Xi said.
"I don't believe in psychologists." Sister Yi said repulsively.