Chapter 1055: What the hell, what kind of trash, get out of here
"Everyone likes to be loved, but you want not to be loved. You must know that once you are no longer loved because of your character, it may not be easy to be loved again, because there will be determination in your mind." Anton advised.
Bai Xi felt reluctant, regretful, and even had conflicts in her mind.
What exactly does she want?
What if she could survive, would she really... make Ji Chenling hate her?
"I can think, I'll transfer the money to your card later." Bai Xi said, preparing to hang up the phone.
"No, no, it's just a small question. I'm just a simple answer. You're not useful yet. I don't know if it will be helpful to you. Everyone is friends, no," Anton said with a smile.
"I'll call you 10,000 first, and you may ask you questions in the future." Bai Xi didn't want to, and didn't like to owe others favors.
"Then it happens. You are my friend. I'll give you a discount for 10,000 yuan per hour. You can only talk to me for a few minutes. You can accumulate it. How long will it take for the next call? It will be accumulated until it has accumulated an hour. Do you think it's okay?" Anton said with a smile.
"Yeah. Thank you." Bai Xi said softly.
"To be honest, I think talking to you is a kind of enjoyment. There is a book called "The Happiest for a Calm Women", which says that some women feel refreshed just by talking to her. I think you are such a woman." Anton praised without hesitation.
Bai Xi smiled slightly.
No matter what the other person’s purpose is, it will still make her feel comfortable.
"Thank you, then I'll hang up the phone first. Thank you for your help and guidance." Bai Xi said politely.
"Don't be so polite, everyone's friends." Anton said enthusiastically.
"Yes." Bai Xi responded and hung up the phone.
She transferred the money to Anton.
When brushing her teeth and washing, she kept thinking about the method Anton said: You must quarrel, hurt your face, hurt your self-esteem, make the other party uncomfortable, make the other party unable to get off the table, and you are heartbreaking. Put all the bad qualities on yourself, and the other party will quickly dislike you.
Bai Xi thought about it and found it really funny.
What she dislikes the most is quarrels. Even if her colleagues deliberately target her and bullied her, she would not bother to argue and lose face.
She also likes to think from the perspective of others, try not to make the other person uncomfortable, and try to keep others' face as much as possible.
She firmly believed in a sentence that her grandmother once said to her: Give people a room to turn around and have a great way to go.
She didn't want to hurt others, and she didn't want the other party to be heart-wrenching. Even for people like Long Youfei, after knowing that Ji Chenling was still alive, what she wanted was just to get into the water and not break the river.
She wants to do everything, things she doesn't like, go against her principles, go against her bottom line, make herself hateful, or even hideous.
I feel wronged and sad. The sadness mixed with very complex emotions is a sorry for myself, a sorry for Ji Chenling, a sorry for every day, a complaint about fate and compromise with life, a helplessness of the virus and a hatred of sudden misfortune.
In the end, it was useless and could only turn into sadness and weighed heavily on the heart.
My eyes turned red again and I wanted to cry again.
After all, she is not as strong, fearless and free as she imagines.
Wipe your tears and wash your face.
She heard the sound of pushing the door.
Could it be that Ji Chenling is back?
She quickly adjusted her emotions, but...
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Does she need to adjust her mood?
Didn’t she hate what she wants?
She thought for a while, grabbed the shampoo bottle, and smashed it hard towards the mirror.
The mirror began to crack from the center point where she smashed it, and there were many hers.
Bai Xi paused and heard the sound of footsteps getting closer.
She deliberately shouted in the mirror with rude politeness: "Get out of here, no matter what kind of trash, what the hell, you are all happy."
Because I don’t curse people much, I don’t think much of it in my mind.
The door was pushed open.
Bai Xi looked at the door.
It was Aunt Tang, not Ji Chenling who came in.
Bai Xi was a little regretful, a little embarrassed, and even more at a loss.
Aunt Tang looked at the glass and asked in confusion: "Madam, what's wrong with you? Who bullies you? Do you want to tell Mr. Ji that he will definitely stand up for you. He is a very protective person."
"No, no, no." Bai Xi said cramply, putting the shampoo bottle on the table and rubbing his palms on his clothes. "Sorry, I scared you."
"No, madam, I'll call someone to come and reinstall the mirror later. But, madam, what's wrong with you? Don't forget to tell sir, women, because they are protected by men, and men also like to protect their women, which makes them feel missionary." Aunt Tang said angrily.
Bai Xi was embarrassed, because her impulse caused trouble to Aunt Tang, "I understand, thank you Aunt Tang, that, has Ji Chenling gone?"
"Well, the sir saw that you were sleeping well, so he didn't disturb him. He took a shower downstairs after running. Madam, you can call Mr., even if he was in a meeting, he would answer. You are the most important thing for him. To be honest, I used to think that Mr. would live alone to live a lifetime because he was not interested in women at all. However, when the sir appeared, Mr. changed a lot. I think he changed in a better direction. What a great thing." Aunt Tang said with a smile.
Bai Xi lowered her eyes.
Good and misfortune depend on each other, right?
If she could live well, she would turn herself into a better person in order to match Ji Chenling.
but……
Bai Xi realized that her emotions were a little bad, and she didn't want Aunt Tang to see it. She raised her eyes and changed the topic: "Where is every day?"
When talking about this cute little cutie in Tiantian, Aunt Tang also raised a smile. "She got up earlier than her husband. She started exercising early in the morning. After breakfast, the husband took her to school. Madam, are you going to have breakfast? I was there to see if you woke up?"
"Oh, okay, I'll bother Aunt Tang." Bai Xi said politely.
"I should do it." Aunt Tang went out happily.
Bai Xi went downstairs to have breakfast.
Aunt Tang’s breakfast was very rich.
She could see that Aunt Tang liked Tiantian very much.
If she dies, it would be good to have Aunt Tang and Ji Chenling take care of Tiantian.
After she finished eating, she called Xing Yue, "Minister Xing, I am Bai Xi, that's right. I'll come here to go through the resignation procedures later. Isn't it convenient?"
"Mr. Bai, are you going to resign? Is it because of Xiong Canglan? I heard that he is dead, but the contract has not been signed yet. In this case, you can't leave. Aunt Jin needs your help." Xing Yue said.
"It's hard to say. I have reasons why I need to leave." Bai Xi said ambiguously, not wanting to say too much.