"Everyday, if he has a mother, his mother can take care of him, but he has no mother anymore. This is something he cannot choose, but he can still choose to live a good life. Look, he knows that you don't like him, right?" Bai Xi guided softly.
"I think he should know that he kept saying that I was pretending something. I hesitated whether to pretend. I think it was very hard." Tiantian said frankly, looking at Bai Xi innocently with his eyes wide open.
"He knows you don't like him, but he still takes the initiative to come to our house. It's a last resort, but it's the best choice. He is still very strong, because some things are inevitable and have happened, so he can only face them. There is a saying that is very good, that you don't think about the past and not fear the future." Bai Xi said patiently.
"So, mom, are you asking me to accept the fact that he came to our house?" Tiantian asked with a frown.
Bai Xi's eyes became deeper and darker. "It is to accept that anything that has happened has happened. You should live a positive life if you can do it. Also, adjust your mentality to the best, accept, don't be wronged, don't complain, don't make any difficulties, don't force, don't force, don't force, and redefine what you want, what you can work hard and grasp."
Tiantian scratched his head and sighed helplessly.
"Mom, I'm only six years old. I don't understand what you said, but if you want to accept him, as your daughter, I can only reluctantly agree to it. However, I have to fight wits and courage more in the future. Mom, you will love me more, right? I am your biological daughter." Tiantian asked with some fear and worry.
"I love you, and dad loves you too. You don't have to worry about this love. It's always there, forever. Even if your parents die, the love for you has not changed." Bai Xi said confidently.
Tiantian sighed again. "Okay, mom, can you arrange him on the first floor? If there is a room on the first floor, my mother-in-law can take better care of him."
Bai Xi saw Tiantian's aggrieved expression and knew that she was unwilling to accept it.
"Okay, I'll arrange him on the first floor."
He raised his eyebrows every day. "Then I can't go on now. I'm going to study and practice martial arts. I still have to practice secretly, so he can't find out."
Bai Xi nodded, "Do you want to eat fruit? I'll bring it to you later."
I shook my head every day, "I have no appetite to eat fruits, I want to adjust my mood and think about my life.
"Wait early?"
I sat on the bed every day and lay down, "I still won't exercise today, I'm not in the mood to exercise anymore. I'm going to bed later, Mom, good night."
Bai Xi knew Tiantian was unwilling to do so, but she inexplicably agreed to Gu Lingyue, and she had a headache, and she had something to do not solve it.
She had to discuss it with Zuo Si.
She went next door to Tiantian and called Zuo Si.
"Madam, the matter has been resolved. Kim So-ri has been shot. Most of Kim So-ri's subordinates have also been arrested, and a small number of them have become rats crossing the street. They have been wanted by the whole world and have no time to take care of themselves. The virus has been destroyed. The matter has finally come to an end." Zuo Si said happily.
"Well, it's good news, but there is another important thing. I want to discuss it with you. You must make sure that there is no one around you." Bai Xi reminded.
Zuo Si heard Bai Xi's voice solemnly and became serious, "There is no one around, it's very safe. What does the lady want to say."
"Ji Chenling said, if I die, he will be with me and will not leave me so lonely alone. Do you know about this?" Bai Xi asked.
Zuo Si paused. "I want to ask about the results of the research. Maybe the antidote can be developed within one year."
"What if you can't find the antidote within one year? No one can change the decision Ji Chenling made. He is very stubborn. You should know this very well."
Zuo Si was silent.
He has never, nor has he understood love, and he has never even talked about love. He does not understand what it feels like to be with life and death, and how irrational it is to be with life and death together.
"In fact, there is a way, which is to make Ji Chenling no longer love me. In that way, even if I die, he will not feel anything. Even if he has feelings, he will not be impulsive or irrational behavior." Bai Xi said in a deep voice.
"What do madam want me to do?" Zuo Si asked the key point.
"Ji Chenling said that he will restore his previous memory this week. I don't know if this operation will be successful. I don't want it to be successful. My past and I are too vigorous, too deep into my bone marrow, and too heartache. However, I hope that he can continue to remove his memory about me. I have checked the information, and through electric shock, it can prevent the extraction of memories. He can forget mine again." Bai Xi said.
"You want me to do something?"
"You can ask Fu Lijun to help you. After all, they are their best friends. With his help, he will get twice the result with half the effort. Let him take Ji Chenling away for half a year or a year in the name of business. Anyway, he has projects all over the world, and it is normal for him to leave for a year or a half. At that time, even if he thinks about anything, his feelings for me will fade, and he will understand that you are for his own good." Bai Xi said seriously.
"What about that day?" Zuo Si asked.
"Tiantian." Bai Xi hesitated for a moment, "I'm worried that when I put it next to Ji Chenling at the beginning, Ji Chenling would guess who Tiantian's mother was, but it doesn't matter, because he doesn't remember it, so there is no deep feelings. However, I can't show up. I want to take Tiantian for half a year to a year, and then hand it over to Ji Chenling. Do you think it's okay?"
"Many people know your relationship with President Ji, and, soon, it will be President Ji's birthday. I don't think this matter can be hidden." Zuo Si said worriedly.
"If you can't hide it, you can't hide it. He doesn't remember me. Just say that it's the sequelae after jumping into the cliff. Even if I meet him, I will deliberately alienate you. Zuo Si, you hope he will live well, right?" Bai Xi's eyes were slightly red.
"But what about you, are you fighting the disease alone? You are too lonely alone, you still have to take care of Tiantian. Bai Xi, you are so kind, it shouldn't be the result of this." Zuo Si said with pain in Bai Xi.
Bai Xi's eyes became redder, and she raised her smile slightly, and her voice became more restrained and firm. "Zuo Si, for me, my wish and hope is my wish and hope. This year, I will live well, live a wonderful life, and live a solid life. Don't worry about me, you will help me, right?"