"Then can you teach me how to make Fu Lijun fall in love with me?" Fu Shimi asked.
"There are all kinds of people in the world. If love is so easy, there will be no so many requests but no choice. Sometimes, letting go is letting go of yourself." Bai Xi advised, his eyes also covered in mist.
"Did you let it go? A year after Brother Chen Ling died, have you watched his videos every day? You didn't let it go either." Fu Shimi said, pursing her lips. Many memories flowed through her brain. It was so aggrieved. Tears as big as soybeans rolled out, and they reached their mouths, salty.
"I have let it go. Qi Feng and I have been in love for five years. I met him when I was a child. He was with my sister and was pregnant. When my sister pushed me down the stairs, he helped my sister lie, saying that I pushed me and I was kicked out of the Bai family. I was very sad and sad. My heart hurts every day. My grandmother was so angry that she was so angry that she almost died of a heart attack because she wanted to help me seek justice. I almost suffered from depression for a year, but I let it go." Bai Xi said.
"You let go because you have a better Ji Chenling, right?"
"When I let go, Ji Chenling had not appeared yet. I let go, because I really let myself go."
"Then why don't you let Ji Chenling go? He has been dead for a year." Fu Shimi retorted.
"Because he is very good to me and has helped me a lot. He died for my life. I dare not forget him, for fear that he will be forgotten, and will feel pitiful and distressed. I don't want to forget him. Even though I was very painful when I miss him, I really have love, and because I have him in my memory, I feel happy, that is a feeling of happiness and pain. Even if Ji Chenling has no memory and he forgot me, his past is engraved in my heart. If I don't want him, Ji Chenling in those memories will be so sad and not worth it. So, I don't want to let go. Maybe, he and I will not have an ending. Maybe, he will not fall in love with me in this life, but I don't regret loving him. Even if I don't have it, even if I leave alone in the future, he will always stay in my heart." Bai Xi said seriously.
Fu Shimi was sad, her nose left with a sore nose, and her tears were more like pearls with broken threads, suppressing her breathing, as if this could suppress the emotions that were about to burst out.
However, after enduring for a minute and struggling for a minute, he opened his mouth and amplified the crying.
I was crying, and I couldn't speak, and I felt that it was embarrassing to cry like this, so I lay on the sofa.
Bai Xi didn't know why Fu Shimi was so sad, maybe she thought of something that made her sad.
She has lived a very unsatisfactory life this year.
She took the napkin box, sucked a few pieces of paper, wiped her tears, and handed the box to Fu Shi.
Fu Shimi cried for three minutes, and after her emotions broke out, she gradually calmed down.
She took the cardboard box in Bai Xi's hand and wiped her tears, "Fu Lijun, it seems that she has never been nice to me."
"Then why do you like him? As far as I know, people who like Fu Lijun are not in good minds." Bai Xi said.
Fu Shimi followed Bai Xi's words and said, "I just have a bad mind."
"You are not in a bad mind, but in a watery mind, you will regret it in the future."
Fu Shimi smiled and said self-deprecatingly: "So my tears are the water that entered my mind at the beginning?"
"When the water flows dry, you will wake up, and when you feel much sad, you will naturally learn to protect yourself." Bai Xi comforted.
The door was suddenly pushed open, Ji Chenling came in, saw Fu Shimi still there, frowned, "You haven't left yet?"
"No, no, no." Fu Shimi put all the wiped paper into her fist and said, "I came in to deliver clothes after I went out."
Ji Chenling looked at Fu Shimi's hand and then at Fu Shimi's eyes. "You come here to ask Bai Xi? I've cried and made a fuss, so I should hang myself next?"
"No, I came in to show off my acting skills. Have you finished your work?" Fu Shimi asked, stood up, holding the napkin and putting her hand behind her back.
"I won't leave yet." Ji Chenling said.
"Oh, I'll leave now, it won't affect your rest. By the way, what time will your plane be tomorrow, and what time will I take you off?" Fu Shimi asked.
"You can send us away at 8 o'clock in the morning." Ji Chenling said.
"Okay, okay." Fu Shimi responded, ran out and helped them close the door.
Ji Chenling sat next to Bai Xi and looked at her softly, "Tell me."
"What did you say?" Bai Xi was puzzled.
"Fu Shimi cried and made a fuss in front of you. She played the emotional card. She probably hoped that you would tell me that I would protect her in the future." Ji Chenling said judgingly.
Bai Xi smiled and nodded, "You are right, but I directly rejected her. My relationship with her is insignificant compared to my relationship with you. I can just shed a few tears, and I will do it. Women are not as kind to women."
"Li Jun..." Ji Chenling was about to continue, and the knock on the door sounded, "Come in."
Fu Shimi poked her head and carried the two luggage in, "Brother Chen Ling, your assistant sent it here. I brought it up to you. You didn't take a shower, so you should use it when taking a shower later."
"Yes." Ji Chenling responded deeply, "Just put it at the door."
"Oh." Fu Shimi responded and looked at Bai Xi secretly, worried that Bai Xi would tell her secret, take a deep breath and exit their room.
"What's wrong with Fu Lijun?" Bai Xi asked afterwards.
"He doesn't like Fu Shimi. Rather than saying he doesn't like it, he can be said to be a girl without a good impression. We played a game before, writing about the person he likes the most and the person he hates the most. The person he hates the most is Fu Shimi." Ji Chenling said.
Bai Xi felt a little uncomfortable.
Maybe she was both a woman, she also felt Fu Shimi's love for Fu Lijun and gave birth to a child for Fu Lijun, which was equivalent to destroying all her possibilities.
But the person she loves the most hates her.
She felt that Fu Shimi would still be sad when she returned because Fu Lijun's personality was cold-blooded in her bones.
"Who is his favorite person he wrote?" Bai Xi asked.
"I." Ji Chenling said, a little embarrassed.
"Does he like men?" Bai Xi asked worriedly.
Xiao Ye likes men, so he is quite disgusted with women, but later on... Forget it, it's all over. When she thinks about it, she feels chills!
"He is straight, and physically, he likes women, but he has a high vision and most women can't catch it. An Xin asked him before, if he could like her, do you know what he said?"
Bai Xi had heard what he meant, and then combined with Fu Lijun's personality, he said, "Dream? Are you worthy? Don't be self-indulgent. Instead of spending time on me, it's better to spend time on Ji Chenling."