Chapter 104 You are willing, but I am still reluctant
In these few seconds, Li Zao's mind kept replaying the scenes of the past three months.
Zhao Zichu provoked again and again, and his purpose became more and more obvious.
As for Lu Xiangning, he denied cheating from beginning to end.
Was this her preconception, or was he hiding it too well?
If they are really going to be together as Zhao Zichu said, then wouldn't it be in line with his wishes for her to initiate a divorce?
But in fact, in order to prevent the divorce, he even interfered with the divorce agreement.
Li Zao always felt that he understood him, but now, he didn't understand him very well.
The sound of a car sounded again downstairs, and Bai Xuting left.
Lu Xiangning's voice was particularly low today. He said, "After that, there will be my dad and grandpa, each one heavier than the other. Are you afraid?"
Li Zao was stunned for a moment. Before he could formulate a verbal reply, he said again, "Don't be afraid, I'll stop you."
Li Zao: "..."
She couldn't describe what it felt like, but she felt that the grievance in her heart was moved for the first time, sour, astringent, and warm.
Li Zao asked him softly, "Why did I have to do those tests in the hospital today?"
Although she was weak and exhausted, she still had a vague feeling. She was pushed into a dark B-ultrasound room, and a female doctor used an B-ultrasound probe to slide on her lower abdomen while talking about the examination data.
The nurse also drew her blood.
"I actually heard the conversation between you and Dr. Fang in the corridor." The more Li Zao thought about it, the more he felt something was wrong. "Why did you say, 'The miscarriage three years ago was exactly the same as this one'?"
Lu Xiangning sighed deeply, put his hand into the quilt, and climbed up her belly.
Li Zao instinctively shrank, but did not stop him.
He pressed his big palm on her lower abdomen and rubbed it gently.
"Every time I take measures, you are not very happy. You even asked me if I don't like children."
"Well, do you not want to have children, or do you not want me to give birth to children for you?"
Or, do you just want Zhao Zichu to give birth to your child?
Lu Xiangning shook his head, his frowning expression looking particularly helpless, "Do you still remember three years ago, when we were still living in the Lu family, you suddenly fainted at home?"
Li Zao thought about it for a moment. It was a very sultry afternoon, just like the recent weather. She didn't know what was going on. Suddenly she felt her body trembling slightly, and then suddenly, her legs went weak and fell to the ground.
Fall down.
Later, when she regained consciousness, she was already in the hospital. Doctor Fang told her that she had suffered from heat stroke during her menstruation period.
She didn't take it seriously, she was just upset that her period was so many days early.
"Remember, what happened?"
"That's a miscarriage."
"???" Li Zao suddenly turned around and looked at him in surprise.
Although I was prepared in my heart, I was still shocked when I heard him say it in person.
"It was my fault," Lu Xiangning's face was full of apologies. "I recovered at that time, but there were still drug residues in my body, and I had undergone various examinations during my recovery. It was not suitable to have a child at that time. Doctor Fang said it was
Biochemical miscarriage means that the fertilized egg itself does not develop well, so for you it is just like a period."
"So you never wanted children?"
"It's not that I don't want it all the time, it's that it's postponed." Lu Xiangning tightened his grip a little and squeezed her. "Are we asking you to get pregnant while going to school?"
"Why not? Our school has it."
Lu Xiangning pinched her again, "You are willing, but I'm still reluctant."
"..." She felt that these words were untrue.
Li Zao blushed for no reason and avoided looking directly into his eyes.
Sweet words? What the hell?
Can a dog man spit out ivory from his mouth?
"Having a child is a big and important thing. I don't want him to be an accident. I hope he can come within our plan." Lu Xiangning said sincerely, even a little sad, "Some couples, themselves
They hurriedly gave birth to a child before they could figure out how to live their lives. In the end, the conflicts increased and they couldn't even live their lives. If they couldn't live their lives well, what about the child? What would happen to the child?"
Li Zao didn't think much about it, he just felt angrily that every time he took such proactive measures, he just didn't want to have a child with her.
Because they have a child, they will always have a bond. He doesn't want to have a child because he doesn't want to be bonded with her.
"I am a living example..." Lu Xiangning smiled bitterly.
This wry smile made Li Zao's heart suddenly tighten and throb.
She held his big hand under the quilt and wrapped it tightly with both hands.
"If it weren't for me, maybe they would just get divorced, and she could start another journey again."
At that moment, Li Zao resonated.
If you haven't experienced it, you won't be able to empathize with him, but she can feel his suffering infinitely close.
Every spring, her mother would get sick. Every night when her mother was imprisoned in the mental hospital, she would think that if her mother had not given birth to her, maybe her mother's life would not be as difficult as it is now.
The root of all this is their father.
It was their father who caused it.
Seeing that Lu Xiangning's eyes were getting more and more hurt, Li Zao stood up and hugged him with open arms.
Lu Xiangning also stretched out his hand to protect her back.
"Can you tell me about your mother?"
Lu Xiangning kept adjusting his emotions, but her hug was too timely and warm, and instead it brought out the missing part in his heart.
No one had ever told him about his mother, and he had never asked anyone.
It was as if his mother had never existed.
Lu Xiangning's voice was very low, and his words were full of regret, "I don't remember, I don't even remember what she looked like... She left when I was three years old, and Lu Xiangjin was only two years younger than me."
Li Zao nodded, patted his back and comforted him: "I understand, no need to say anything more."
Holding her felt so warm, but he didn't feel it was enough. He let go of her a little and immediately pressed his lips to hers.
Li Zao: "..."
The more excited she became, the more excited her aunt became, and she kept getting excited.
However, the man was too strong. He pressed her down and blocked her lips. She could not push away or speak.
Just before she was about to suffocate, he finally let go of her.
She immediately cried and said: "It seems...it leaked again..."
Lu Xiangning, who was entangled in her neck, moved for a moment, then slowed down and slowly moved towards her neck.
"If you hold me down any longer, I might stain the sheets with blood."
"..."
"It would be bad if it leaks onto the mattress. It costs two hundred thousand dollars for a mattress. If you don't feel sorry for me, I feel sorry for you."