"At that time, I just wanted to find you and play hide-and-seek with you again."
"I'm not willing to find you in the end."
Xu Qizhen smiled bitterly.
Sure enough, this is the kind of thinking only a childish kid can have.
"At that time, all I could think about was trying to get a win back from you."
"...It's just a child's competitiveness..."
There was one more thing he didn't say.
He actually cared a bit...how could a boy lose to a girl?
At that time, because of my frailty, I was occasionally teased by the boys in my class.
Said he was weaker than girls.
So in some insignificant places, such as a game, he will be extra serious.
certainly.
He didn't mean to look down on girls.
After all, he has a tough sister.
Ever since he was little, his sister has always been in front of him, protecting him and taking care of him.
He respects girls very much.
But we also need to be a little considerate of his sensitive heart due to being teased too much, as well as his vanity and competitiveness as a boy in terms of face.
…
"As I got older, I realized that my thoughts were childish."
Xu Qizhen picked his cheek.
"My sister also told me many times..."
"I said I made a mistake when I was a child."
"She lied to me."
"There is no such thing as a child playing hide and seek with me."
"She just wanted me to stop pestering her so she could hang out with her friends."
"I do not believe."
"I know best if anyone is playing with me, right?"
"I'm always confused..."
"But today I completely understand it."
It turns out she is a monster.
They met by chance.
The other person's whims and the sister's lies coincided so perfectly.
It created a fact that he believed in deeply.
Such a coincidence is really amazing.
…
"My sister's denial of you probably had some negative effects."
Xu Qizhen smiled.
"I want to find you."
"Prove me right."
"I did not lie."
"There wasn't any problem."
…
"In short, all kinds of reasons come together...I can't give up looking for you."
"Even though I know the hope of finding you is slim."
Sister doesn't need to emphasize this to him again and again, he actually knows it clearly.
"But I just want to find you."
"Looking for you has probably become a habit in my life."
And habits are hard to change.
Especially if I don’t have a strong desire to change.
…
Therefore, he has been looking for it for so many years.
He was very grateful for his persistence.
Otherwise, how could there be the current conversation between him and the other party?
…
After many years, although he still has not seen the other party's true face in Lushan.
He will probably never be able to see the other person's true face in this life.
But, he talked to her.
This is considered progress, right?
Xu Qi really comforted himself.
…
"oh oh."
The goddess felt that maybe, maybe, she roughly understood the psychology of this human being.
Xiao Xiao couldn't help but smile.
The goddess clearly still looked a little confused.
…
The goddess covered her head and shook it.
Human beings have many minds and think too much.
Sometimes it feels that it should understand the human words when it hears them, but in fact it does not.
It didn't understand what humans wanted to express.
…
But whatever.
If you don’t understand, you don’t understand.
It doesn't care so much about human words.
If you ask once, it won't ask a second time.
…
Xu Qizhen looked eagerly at the location that classmate Xiao had reminded him of before.
What was her reaction?
What's the expression on the face?
…
Xu Qizhen was once again annoyed in his heart that he couldn't see.
He gave up.
He reached out and rubbed his eyes.
Then, he looked at Xiao Xiao.
"Classmate Xiao."
Xu Qizhen said softly.
"she……"
"What's your expression now?"
"she……"
Xu Qizhen suddenly thought of something.
His voice became lower and lower.
"What does she look like?"
"Can you give me a general description?"
yes.
He can't see her.
But someone can see her.
And this person is right next to him.
He didn't "make the most of everything" and felt that such a good opportunity was wasted.
…
What does a goddess look like?
Xiao Xiao tilted his face.
…
The goddess showed a big smile to Xiao Xiao.
Its curiosity about that human being is gone.
But it still has a lot of curiosity about Master Xiao Xiao.
It's just Master Xiao Xiao's secret, it probably needs to be unearthed slowly.
…
"Have you ever seen a cartoon?"
Xiao Xiao frowned at Xu Qizhen.
…
"ah?"
Xu Qi was really stunned.
cartoon?
He nodded slowly.
Mainly, he was a little surprised by this question.
He didn't understand why classmate Xiao asked this question at this time.
…
"Have you ever seen elves in cartoons?"
Xiao Xiao touched the little white fox in his arms.
The little white fox flicked its tail.
A look of laziness and comfort.
…
Xu Qizhen's eyes were uncontrollably attracted to the little white fox.
But soon, he forced himself to focus on what classmate Xiao said.
An elf in a cartoon?
Xu Qizhen had a question mark on his face.
He nodded hesitantly.
"Saw it."
Because of his poor health when he was a child, he spent much more time at home than the other students in his class.
When he has nothing to do at home and has lost interest in games and toys, he will watch TV.
He likes to watch cartoons.
Various cartoons.
Including cartoons with girl themes that are hotly discussed among girls in the class.
He also read it.
Because I have a lot of time...
He saw it while changing channels and started watching it too.
In the eyes of children, no matter what kind of cartoon it is, it is better than other programs.
Elf is a standard feature in many cartoons.
He has seen a lot.
Whether it's a boy-oriented cartoon or a girl-oriented cartoon.
"……What's wrong?"
He didn't understand.
What happened to the elf?
…
"A goddess is similar to an elf."
on the whole……
If you really want to compare them carefully, there must be many differences.
But for Xu Qizhen, it is enough to know that the goddess looks like an elf.
…
"Elf……"
Xu Qizhen slowly opened his eyes.
"Is she... very small?"
…
Xiao Xiao raised the corners of his mouth.
"The elf is big?"
…
Xu Qi was really a little embarrassed.
Too.
Classmate Xiao even said he was an elf.
If it's not too small, we should just talk about elves.
…
"perhaps……"
Xiao Xiao gestured with his hands to show the size of the goddess.
"So big."
…
Xu Qi's eyes never blinked.
So... big.
That's really small.
It is indeed an elf.
"...she is so young..."
Xu Qi was really surprised.
"I always thought she was about the same size as me."
