The deskmate thought that the boy was still struggling with the question that should not be wrong, and was heartbroken.
This is probably the high demand that the so-called academic masters have on themselves...
He was amazed and ashamed.
…
The classmate at the table had a special look and did not disturb the boy.
He didn't want to hit the muzzle of the gun.
…
The first words from my deskmate were like the spell that opened Pandora's box.
The memory of that year gradually awakened in the boy's mind.
Even though it was not the boy's intention, those memories became clearer and clearer.
It's like black and white film stained with color.
The yellowish undertone gradually fades.
Time flows rapidly on it.
But it's flowing backwards.
The colors of the film are becoming more and more vivid.
Like something brand new.
…
The images on the film are more like coming to life.
vivid.
Extremely vivid.
…
boy:……
He pressed his temples hard.
It's like I want to press those memories back.
pity……
He was disappointed.
…
The school bell rang, and the class suddenly became noisy.
The students walked very fast.
The boy and his deskmate followed the flow of people and walked outside the school.
…
Before leaving, the deskmate patted the boy on the shoulder.
"College tyrant, don't put too much pressure on yourself."
"You got perfect marks this time, what will you do next time?"
"Always leave some room for improvement next time."
"Yes or no?"
…
Um?
The boy was slightly startled.
Then I realized that my deskmate might have misunderstood something.
He grinned.
"no."
"I was thinking about other things."
…
"real?"
My deskmate looked suspicious.
…
"real."
The boy laughed.
"Although I feel annoyed, I don't have to worry about a question for a whole day."
"Besides..."
Although saying this is a bit arrogant...
The boy coughed slightly, "I still got first place."
…
Deskmate:……
"It's so hurtful to talk to a top student."
My deskmate looked agitated.
Still took first place...
Listen to this.
Yo.
You are really aggrieved.
My deskmate twitched his lips.
They were so sloppy and still got first place.
….
The boy's expression was somewhat innocent.
…
My deskmate waved.
"Okay, you're fine."
"I thought you were trying to get into trouble, and I kept thinking about how to enlighten you..."
As a result, what the boy just said was absolutely stunning.
"I am leaving."
"goodbye."
…
"goodbye."
The boy waved to his deskmate.
…
"See you tomorrow."
My deskmate didn't turn around.
He stretched out his hand and waved it back.
…
"Um."
The boy smiled and said, "See you tomorrow."
…
The boy turned around.
A few minutes later, he stopped at an intersection.
He is hesitating.
Looking back now, he didn't know why he never went to the park or looked for Crow Crow?
No.
The answer is simple.
He must abide by the agreement he made with his mother.
…
Crow crow...
Today, a name that the boy had forgotten for a long time was reminded of him again.
He was a little melancholy.
In fact, he didn't spend much time with Crow Crow.
Rumors quickly spread around the school.
Many people speculate whether he has mental problems?
Because I was affected by my father leaving for unknown reasons...
…
look.
He has a source of stimulation for mental problems.
…
The classmates pointed at him and talked about him.
He once again became the "center of attention".
It's just that he doesn't need this kind of focus.
…
But Crow Crow appeared just in time.
Just when he needed a friend the most... Crow Crow appeared.
This established Crow Crow's special place in his heart.
…
However, Crow Crow, who has a special position, was forgotten by him.
Because what is more important to him is his mother.
…
Memories of the old days came back to him. Standing at a familiar yet unfamiliar intersection, the boy felt a bit like a feeling of shyness near home.
Especially now that he suddenly realized that his behavior back then... could be regarded as leaving without saying goodbye...
He did the same thing as his dad...
The boy couldn't help but clenched his hands.
A feeling of annoyance mixed with a touch of regret filled his heart.
He doesn't want to be like that person.
That irresponsible, arbitrary, inexplicable... annoying guy.
…
The boy wanted to find Crow Crow for a moment.
Explain to her.
Apologize to her.
He just took a step and stopped.
…
He promised his mother not to go to that park again.
But he also knows...
Mom may have forgotten this a long time ago.
…
But……
The current park is like a dragon's pond and a tiger's den to him.
He found himself subconsciously refusing to approach the park.
Are you used to it?
The boy smiled bitterly.
Not approaching that park, but bypassing it... seemed to be his instinctive reaction.
Overcome your instinctive reaction…
He found some difficulty.
He has to fight with himself.
…
The boy did not go to the park in the end.
He returned home.
…
the next day……
The third day...
He stayed in the same place.
He was having a heated debate in his mind.
…
The fourth day...
After staring at the ground for a long time, the boy sighed silently.
Still turned around.
…
This day is Saturday.
Mom goes to work.
The boy gets up.
It's already three poles a day.
He is no longer like when he was the most insecure before, wishing he could follow his mother 24 hours a day.
Even if it was a holiday at that time, as long as his mother got up, he would definitely get up too.
Not anymore.
He regained his ability to sleep.
…
The boy looked out the window.
Clear skies.
The weather is clear and sunny.
It is a nice sunny weather.
…
The boy finished his breakfast and cleaned up the dining table and kitchen...
Taking off his dishwashing gloves, he finally made up his mind.
I have been struggling for a week...
Since I care so much...can't let go...
Then go and have a look.
Otherwise, he would be a little restless no matter what he did and would not be able to completely calm down.
this is not good.
feeling bad.
It felt a bit like the time he had a fish bone stuck in his throat.
…
Like a lump in the throat.
…
"Bang~"
After touching the house key in his pocket, the boy went out.
…
I haven’t been to the park for a long time...
After going downstairs, the boy was quite confused and thought about the location of the park in his memory.
…
The boy was walking in a certain direction.
He walks very slowly.
Keep your eyes on the scenery and buildings on both sides.
…..
"It's right in front."
The boy murmured happily.
He finally felt 70% familiar with the road under his feet and the scenery on both sides.
…
The boy was a little stunned.
I can hardly find any parks near my home.
Could he be more crazy?
…
Ahem~
There was quite a feeling of getting off to a bad start, which made the boy inexplicably feel a little unconfident about what was going to happen next.
