Su Youjin was a little stunned, then nodded slowly, "Yes."
Amber eyes sparkled.
The proud and confident Su Youjin is back again.
She never thought of giving up looking for silver. If she couldn't find it in one day, it would take two days. If she couldn't find it in two days, it would take three days. If she couldn't find it in three days, it would take four days...
One month, one year, three years, five years... As long as she keeps looking, she will always find the money.
…
However, Su Youjin turned her head and looked at Xiao Xiao who was walking beside her. Maybe with this person here, she wouldn't need to spend so long to find the money.
I don't know why, this idea suddenly flashed through Su Youjin's mind.
Maybe it wasn't sudden, she had been vaguely thinking so since she dialed his phone number, right?
But now, this understanding has inexplicably deepened.
why?
It's obvious that this person hasn't done anything yet.
Obviously this person has found nothing so far.
However, Su Youjin's heart, which had been restless and chaotic since the money disappeared, strangely eased a bit and regained its initial peace.
She became a little more confident about finding the silver.
…
The night is getting darker and darker, and the campus is getting quieter and quieter.
The dim light of the street lamp illuminated the thick snow underneath, and also made the darkness outside the circle of light become darker and darker.
The noisy people's voices disappeared without knowing when.
A few scattered black shadows also moved in a hurry.
…
Xiao Xiao and Su Youjin took the glass greenhouse as the axis and gradually started looking outside.
He also called out Duo Ji, wanting to see if he could find the remaining breath of Yin Zi.
Unfortunately, the heavy snowfall during the day covered everything under the soft and fluffy snow.
He lowered his head, sniffed left and right, and then shook his head, expressing his helplessness that he had gained nothing.
The surprising heavy snow made Xiao Xiao's lips curl up with helplessness at this moment.
His brows were slightly furrowed and his expression was solemn.
It's not easy to find the silver now.
…
Xiao Xiaokankan rushed back to the dormitory building before the curfew.
Walking on the quiet stairs, Xiao Xiao was thoughtful.
…
He and Su Youjin searched for it all night, but found nothing.
The silver seemed to disappear out of thin air, leaving no trace of its existence.
Except for the memories of him and Su Youjin.
…
One night, Su Youjin was very quiet, but revealed a faint stubbornness.
The amber eyes are a mixture of hope and despair, and the pale skin is almost transparent.
If Xiao Xiao hadn't reminded her, Su Youjin would have spent the whole night on campus looking for her.
…
Xiao Xiao sent Su Youjin back to the girls' dormitory.
Su Youjin's eyes seemed to glow under the dim light.
"Su Youjin, tomorrow is a weekend day."
"We have plenty of time to find."
"Go back and have a good rest."
"Otherwise, how can you find money if your eyes are blurred?"
Xiao Xiao said softly, with a warm smile in his eyes.
"Um."
Su Youjin also curled up the corners of her mouth, even though the arc was so shallow that it was almost invisible.
…
"Go up."
"have a good rest."
Xiao Xiao warned again with some worry.
"Um."
Su Youjin nodded, feeling somewhat obedient.
She was also really tired.
Besides, someone was accompanying her to look for money, and she felt that the burden on her heart seemed to be relieved a little.
…
Perhaps these days of searching had made her too tired. Su Youjin occasionally had a sudden realization. Could that strange little creature be just her hallucination?
Just like those adults whispered when she was a child, she was too lonely, so she imagined a playmate.
...
She has always believed in the authenticity of silver.
Obviously when she touched Yinzi's hair, the warm touch she felt in her palm was so real.
She could hear Yinzi's subtle breathing ringing in her ears.
How could these be all just my hallucinations?
...
She is not someone who just follows what others say.
On the contrary, she is actually a quite stubborn and stubborn person.
However, when no one could see Yinzi, she secretly rejoiced in her uniqueness. Yinzi was her only friend.
But occasionally, really just occasionally, she would wonder, does silver really exist?
Even her sense of sight, hearing, smell, and touch, all the feedback she got told her that silver was not an illusion.
...
Was she deceived by herself?
She never believed it, but she had contradictory doubts.
She read a lot of psychological books.
But it made her more and more uncertain.
When a person doubts himself, what else can he believe in?
...
However, Xiao Xiao's appearance saved her.
Not only did it save her life, it also put her at ease.
Pulled her out of the quagmire of self-doubt.
...
At that time, she realized that she had always cared about him.
She was not as convinced as she thought.
A small doubt is like a thorn in the flesh. It doesn't hurt much, but it feels like it's lodged in the throat.
It's both uncomfortable and unpleasant.
...
When she learned that Xiao Xiao could also see Yinzi, she was stunned for a long time.
However, the corners of his mouth slowly curved up, and his amber eyes were no longer hazy. The brilliance flowed through them, shining, and they were exceptionally clear and moving.
The other girls in the dormitory who saw her smile were stunned, their eyes were full of amazement.
...
That's great, Su Youjin smiled and narrowed her eyes.
Silver is real.
The silver was not her own hallucination.
Just make sure of this.
Silver has always been her money and is her best friend who has been with her to this day.
...
But now, she has lost her best friend.
Not sure if it's okay?
Are you in a dangerous situation?
Are you eating well and sleeping well?
...
She had too many worries, and her frown had not completely relaxed in the past three days.
What Su Youjin hates most is people who indulge in self-pity without taking any action.
Therefore, she will not let herself become such a person.
Even though she failed again and again, she still walked around the campus over and over again.
Maybe, next time, she will be able to see that silver-gray figure rushing towards her.
...
Hope and despair, despair and hope.
Her face remained as cold as ever, and her inner torment did not reveal anything.
However, her furrowed brows, the increasingly vivid black and blue under her eyes, and her pale complexion all told people that something was wrong with her.
Faced with the concern from others, Su Youjin was grateful, but politely refused any form of inquiry.
...
She told them that she just had some insomnia.
She really hadn't been sleeping well these past few days, and she barely slept at all.
So, she didn't lie.
It's just a bit of evasion.
Even so, she is still a little sorry for those who really care about her.
However, she will not tell anyone about the money.
