Cang Xiuxuan admitted it. No matter what she said about him, he just didn't want to hear anything Song Chen said about Jin Chu.
She didn't even want Jin Chu's name to come out of her mouth again.
Song Chen looked at Cang Xiu
Don’t you have to think about whether you have seen the wrong person?”
"The people I like are brave enough to face whatever happens. They will never be like this. If you still insist on turning this story over, then I think I need to reconsider our relationship.
It’s related.”
What Song Chen said was not polite at all.
Not only was she rude, she also specifically picked on Cang Xiuxuan and said whatever she didn't like to hear.
She must dig him out today. She must know what he is thinking and why he has such an illusion that he has anything to do with Jin Chu.
If she really had a relationship with Jin Chu, she would still be here now. According to her personality, she would have slept with Jin Chu a long time ago. Would she still find him attractive and delicious here?
Cang Xiuxuan knew that Song Chen was provoking him, and the hand on his side had been clenched into a fist, trying desperately to restrain himself.
Anyway, he admitted whatever she said today, and he couldn't let her continue talking about Jin Chu in front of him.
"As long as you are by my side, that's enough."
Yes, this is the only thought in Cang Xiuxuan's heart now. He firmly believes that as long as this incident is over, there will definitely be no problems between him and Song Chen.
His attitude really made Song Chen angry, and he wanted to leave directly without saying a word to him, but when he thought that he would continue to torment him after he left, Song Chen couldn't bear it.
It was only her fault that she was attracted to him, otherwise she wouldn't have cared much about him.
"I'll put my words here today. If you don't tell me clearly, this matter can't go through like this. I don't know which of my words caused you to have such a misunderstanding. The relationship between me and Jin Chu is
There is not much interaction at all. If you think that I want to give him food because I have thoughts about him, then I have thoughts about all the men in the world."
Song Chen has made it very clear. If Cang Xiuxuan still only thinks about escaping after she says these words, then she really needs to think about the relationship between her and Cang Xiuxuan.
It’s related.
Rather than leaving these hidden dangers, it is better to resolve this matter as soon as possible. Anyway, as long as the two of them have no intersection in the future, Song Chen will not care about these thoughts of his or no matter how much he torments himself.
Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.
If there is this time, there will be a next time.
She felt that the most important thing for two people to be together was mutual trust. If Cang Xiuxuan couldn't even give her this trust, then she didn't want him.
There was determination in Song Chen's eyes. Even though Cang Xiuxuan no longer wanted to face this problem, seeing Song Chen like this, he knew that if he continued to insist on his previous ideas, he would completely lose her.
I just hope that the words I say next will not wake her up and make her realize that she is really interested in Jin Chu.
This was the best result he could think of.
Although his mind was awake, his body was still a little unresponsive. Cang Xiuxuan was a little weak at this time. He slowly sat up with his hands on the bed and faced Song Chen face to face.
"I know you are careless, and I also know that in this situation, nothing is more important than human life. I am not against you giving him food."
They had already reached a consensus on this matter before, and he would not be so ignorant.
"continue."
Seeing that Cang Xiuxuan had made it clear that he really wanted to solve the problem, Song Chen's Shengye was no longer so cold.
Cang Xiuxuan looked at her deeply, his eyes full of complex emotions.
Song Chen frowned subconsciously, "Just say what you say, don't look at me like this, it will make me feel like a heinous scumbag!"
She believed that she had no potential to be a scumbag in her life.
No, not only in this life, but also in the previous life, she treated feelings like this. She was always very serious.
It is better to lack than to overdo.
Otherwise she wouldn't be so serious about this matter.
Cang Xiuxuan had never been so cruel to Song Chen in the past. When Song Chen said this, he actually blushed, but he still had to continue.
"When we were talking about changing cattle and sheep, the expression on your face was very expectant. I know you haven't seen Jin Chu for a long time, and you should be looking forward to it, but I just can't stand it. You don't know how you look at me
In my eyes, my heart feels like it’s being stabbed with a knife!”
He really felt like this at the time. Seeing her smiling and expectant face, he felt like his heart was being tingled.
He never wanted to experience that kind of pain again in his life.
But then I thought about it, it was painful, but losing her was the ultimate disaster.
After saying these words, Cang Xiuxuan really didn't escape anymore and looked directly into Song Chen's eyes. Anyway, that's what he said. No matter what answer Song Chen gave him, he had to listen.
.
He also wanted to know her truest answer.
"Cang Xiuxuan, were you a storyteller in your last life? You can conjure up such a big drama with just one look in my eyes and one expression, and you're still torturing yourself to death."
Song Chen made no secret of his contempt for Cang Xiuxuan.
Cang Xiuxuan thought about Song Chen's reactions after hearing what he said, but he never expected that she would be like this, as if she didn't care about what he said.
He didn't understand.
He had to start admitting that there was something wrong with his brain.
However, Song Chen's next words indeed proved this point, there was indeed something wrong with his mind.
"If I told you that the smile and the expectant look in my eyes were because I could eat delicious hot pot, would you believe it?"
After returning home, Song Chen also thought a lot, and replayed the conversation between herself and Cang Xiuxuan over and over again in her mind, not forgetting all the details, but at that time she never thought that it was because of this.
Just for this reason!!!
It made such a big mistake, Song Chen felt that he would never be able to look directly at the hot pot again.
"Fire, hot pot?"
Cang Xiuxuan was obviously stunned by Song Chen's words. He didn't understand why it was related to hot pot again, "Did you know that when you came back from Shangjing, Jin Chu followed you all the way and personally escorted you the whole time?
"
Those people around Cang Xiuxuan didn't know about this, and Song Chen himself didn't know about it either. This was only reported to him by people around him later when they discovered the news of Jin Chu's appearance at the border.
At that time, he compared the time when Jin Chu appeared, which coincided with the time when Song Chen and the others took a detour. What kind of person was Jin Chu? If he hadn't been interested, how could he have done so much.
How could Cang Xiuxuan not think more about these things!
"Jin Chu escorted me all the way? Why didn't I know?"
Song Chen really didn't know about this matter. "I made a deal with him before and made a promise that if you have such a need in the future, you can come to me again. At that time, he even sent someone to go with us."
Song Chen could tell Cang Xiuxuan these things without any grudges, and she had already told Cang Xiuxuan everything that happened along the way when she came back.
At that time, I didn’t mean to report, I just wanted to share with him everything I had learned along the way.
Cang Xiuxuan naturally believed what she said, but he did not deny that the incident had planted seeds in his heart, otherwise he would not have done it because of her...
Seeing him like this, all Song Chen could do was take a deep breath.
"The best hot pot is made with butter. When I was in Dayong, I couldn't get butter because of my status as a farm ox. When we were talking about that, the first thing I thought of was
After exchanging food with Jinchu and the others, you can get cattle and sheep. Then you will have butter, and you can eat delicious hot pot without any scruples. I originally wanted to share this good mood with you, but you gave me a look.
nothing left."
As long as he thinks of that scene at that time, Song Chen feels the grievance in his heart.
As I thought about it, my eyes turned red, "The most important thing for two people to be together is trust. You have to know that no one covets you, but have I ever thought about you like this before when I faced those people?"
She suddenly felt that falling in love was simply too uncomfortable. She hated this feeling. If she could, she would rather she had never been tempted. If she could, she would rather she was still the same person who only made money.
As soon as Song Chen said those words, Cang Xiuxuan knew it was over.
Now that I think about it carefully, this was really the case. The little look in her eyes didn't appear when they just talked about Jin Chu, but when they talked about it later.
But at that time, he was only concerned about his own jealousy, so he didn't notice these time issues.
What comes back and forth in front of her is that time when she happily turned around and wanted to say something to herself...
And what about him?
What did he do at that time!
He actually looked at her like that!!!
Cang Xiuxuan feels that he is really nothing!
"Chen'er...I was wrong, I wronged me, please forgive me..."
Cang Xiuxuan looked at Song Chen at a loss. Her red eyes and calm look made Cang Xiuxuan panic to the extreme. He was so wrong.
He also knew Song Chen too well. She must be very disappointed with him this time, otherwise she would not look at him with such calm eyes.
Song Chen took a deep breath again. She didn't see Cang Xiuxuan panic every time, but she felt really sad.
Avoiding Cang Xiuxuan's extended hand, "We don't want to meet for the time being."