Cang Xiuxuan gently bit Song Chen's lips again and murmured softly while kissing her. Song Chen's reason was also crumbling little by little.
The fear in my heart deepened.
At this moment, he didn't care about anything else, so he got up and ran to the house, picked up a set of clothes, threw them on Cang Xiuxuan, and ran away again.
After closing the door, Song Chen leaned against the door, still breathing heavily.
Worry about future life.
Compared to her reaction, Cang Xiuxuan was extremely happy. After calming down for a while, Cang Xiuxuan got up and put on his clothes.
The pain in my body seemed to have eased a bit, and I was able to stand up and walk.
After eating and drinking, it’s time to start settling accounts.
Song Chen didn't know this yet, but for some reason he felt like he could solve everything with one blow.
This time around, it seems like the heart-breaking moments before no longer exist.
It's quite interesting to think about it. There is a reason why primitive impulse has never degenerated.
"Chen'er, open the door."
Cang Xiuxuan's voice interrupted Song Chen's thoughts.
His voice still sounded a little weak now, completely different from when he coaxed her before.
Especially that low growl, which was full of energy.
If Song Chen hadn't been a doctor himself and knew about his physical condition, she would have suspected that he was faking it.
"There is some medicine outside. You can take it yourself. I don't want to see you now."
Upon hearing his voice, Song Chen's hands began to feel hot again.
medicine?
Cang Xiuxuan slowly turned around and saw some white pills on the ground not far away.
He had never seen these pills before. They should be something she had. She took them out under the circumstances he was in, which shows how precious they are.
But at this time, these pills were thrown on the ground in a mess.
Cang Xiuxuan's heart ached.
How helpless and desperate she was at that time...
Only then will you sink yourself.
He turned around and walked over there, picked up the pills one by one, and swallowed them with the spiritual spring water, regardless of whether they were clean or not.
Return to the house where Song Chen is again, "Open the door."
This time the voice was colder than before, and Song Chen couldn't react.
"I have something to say." Seeing no response from the door, Cang Xiuxuan added.
Song Chen also calmed down, temporarily abandoned other thoughts, opened the door and walked out.
Cang Xiuxuan was indeed standing outside the door with a cold face.
Song Chen frowned subconsciously, was he about to lose his temper inexplicably again?
Does she have to think again...
Another vicious cycle?
"Song Chen! Remember every word I say next!"
Cang Xiuxuan saw her little thoughts, but had no intention of paying attention at this time.
"From this moment on, no matter what happens to me, you will not allow me to behave like today again unless you see me die in front of you!"
If he didn't wake up in time today, he couldn't imagine...
Song Chen looked at him blankly.
It turns out that his cold face now is because...
He said, unless you see it with your own eyes.
He clearly had a cold face, but Song Chen still saw fear in his eyes.
"For you, I will try my best to live regardless of any difficulties. You must also live well for me. Always remember that you can only see with your own eyes. I don't want you to depend on me for life and death. I want you to live well!"
As long as a person hears such words, he will not be angry anymore, or if it were a delicate and frail little girl, he might be moved by Cang Xiuxuan's words, but... she is Song
morning.
"I won't let you die in front of me either!"
She looked at Cang Xiuxuan with burning eyes, and every word she spoke was ringing.
The beating made Cang Xiuxuan stunned for a while, and he almost didn't even lift his breath.
This girl is really...
"I will depend on you for life and death. Anyway, you remember every word I said today. As long as you dare to kill me with your front foot, I will definitely follow you with my back foot. This is not to commit suicide for love, but to settle accounts with you!"
"Cough~cough~"
Cang Xiuxuan was really angry. He also looked at Song Chen intently, trying to force her to take back all these words with the pressure of his eyes.
What does it mean that when he takes the lead, she will follow? He just wants her to live well.
"Could it be that you can't bear to let your child be alone in the world?"
child?
Song Chen was shocked. She hadn't thought about this problem yet, but she didn't expect that he had already thought about it so far.
But the child's affairs are also easy to handle. "I can't bear to let go, so you must live well."
There are still so many years to come, and she can't guarantee that they can be by each other's side at any time, and they don't know what other things will happen in the years to come that will test them.
"Cang Xiuxuan, I can't live without you."
Finally, Song Chen lowered his voice.
She didn't want to feel that bone-crushing pain again, she didn't want to experience that kind of despair, the world without him was meaningless to her.
If he wanted to leave him first and wanted to use the child as an excuse, then she would rather not have the child.
Her sudden weakness shocked Cang Xiuxuan, and he quickly walked to her side, pulled her into his arms, and pressed his face against her shoulder, "Chen'er, I promise, I promise you, no matter what happens in the future,
No matter what the situation, I will protect myself, because no matter what time it is, I know that you are still waiting for me. After today, we will never talk about whether we will die or not."
Song Chen was sullen in his arms and her eyes were red.
She is not a crybaby, but she shed a lot of tears just today.
Fortunately, everything is fine.
After her identity as a time traveler was revealed, she seemed to become more relaxed. The two of them chatted for a while, and Song Chen began to ask Cang Xiuxuan what the situation was like before.
Cang Xiuxuan was helpless as she faced the problem that suddenly appeared in a derogatory atmosphere.
After all, this wasn't the first time, so he could only endure it.
But Cang Xiuxuan obviously didn't know how to answer the question she was asking now.
"I forgot what happened. At that time, I only wanted to catch up with you. At that moment, I felt that I would lose you."
His answer made Song Chen silent.
In fact, she was really thinking seriously about the relationship between the two at that time...
"Let's talk after we get out."
Although there is a difference between time in space and outside, she always feels that she has been in space for a long time this time.
Maybe it's because what happened was so traumatizing, I always feel like I've started my life over again.
Thinking about it again, this time she was living again.
Great enlightenment!
After coming out of the space, Cang Xiuxuan lay on the bed again, but before lying down, Song Chen asked him to take off his coat and threw it into the space, leaving him in only his middle coat.
But... now there is another problem...
In addition to the internal injuries on his body that have not yet healed, all the external wounds have healed!
I was too anxious at the time and didn't think about this problem. Now it's a bit difficult to solve.
Cang Xiuxuan raised his hand to smooth her frown, "It's okay, just don't let them get close."
Song Chen found it a bit difficult to handle, "If they don't get close to you, who will take care of you?"
"you."
Cang Xiuxuan said the word "you" so naturally. In fact, not only Song Chen felt that he had lived again, Cang Xiuxuan also felt the same as her now.
He would never forget the fear of losing her.
Different from the previous time, the time he was in her space, he really saw her life disappearing, and later he saw the place where she used to live. After all, the insecurities in his heart seemed to be much lessened now.
As for when it would completely dissipate, he felt it was still impossible.
Unless he can figure out why she's back here.
It's just that she doesn't know this problem herself, so where can he investigate it?
Of course, this small problem is not enough to affect his judgment now.
Now that he is making such a straightforward request, the final solution can only be two points, either she will follow him to the city, or he will stay here.
Cang Xiuxuan is more inclined to the former.
Here, her parents are always here, so some things are not convenient.
For Song Chen, it was not impossible to take care of Cang Xiuxuan, but she didn't care that the two of them were not married. Her parents would definitely have thoughts in their hearts.
"Don't worry about your parents, they will agree."
I don’t know why, but Cang Xiuxuan can guess Song Chen’s thoughts accurately now.
After Song Chen heard what he said, he really no longer had any worries. Naturally, there would be no problem for her to take care of him. He had nothing wrong with him, and the internal injuries would just be healed slowly.