What she was thinking about was the man in front of her.
After knowing him for so many years, it seems that he has never been flustered when it comes to these matters. No matter what happens, he can always deal with it calmly.
This is the aura of a superior person that he was born with.
But it is also acquired through experience.
Just imagine, a man goes to war at the age of twelve, and his biological father completely ignores him under the guise of training. Everything he has now is obtained by himself.
Song Chen didn't know what he had gone through in those years, and he had never spoken about it in detail.
But just thinking about it, I know it must not have been a good experience. Only by crawling out of the dead again and again could he become who he is now.
Such a man undoubtedly makes people feel very safe.
And such a man, such an excellent man, has a heart that is only for her.
I started laughing as I watched it.
Seeing her like this, Cang Xiuxuan simply turned around to face her, "What? Do you think it's too pretty?"
Such shameless words came from his mouth, but he didn't feel disgusted at all. Song Chen just followed his words, "It's good-looking, but it's a pity. She's getting older every year."
In fact, time has really left no trace on Cang Xiuxuan's face. Even though he is eight years older than Song Chen, he looks like a mature man and has nothing to do with the word "old".
But when Song Chen said this, Cang Xiuxuan actually reached out and touched his face, with some uncertainty in his eyes, "Do you really look older?"
Over the years he had known Song Chen, he had seen her changes little by little, and seen her blossom little by little, but she was still the same bright and beautiful girl after all. He even thought about whether he would really wait until he turned gray-haired.
Even then, she was still like this.
This is some lack of confidence in his heart.
Originally, he knew that if you really like someone, you will feel inferior, just like now.
Song Chen naturally saw the loneliness in his eyes, and threw himself into his arms with a smile, "I don't mean that your appearance has changed, but I think it's time for us to have a child."
These words were caught off guard. Cang Xiuxuan had never thought about having a child between him and Song Chen, because it would be the fruit of his and her love. But she had said before that she didn't want a child for the time being, so naturally he also
I won’t bring this matter up again.
But now, she takes the initiative to talk about having children...
The huge surprise made Cang Xiuxuan not know what to say.
"Child? Do you really want a child?"
His behavior made Song Chen feel a little guilty. Before, she just felt that she was a modern person, and having a child at her age would be harmful to her body. Moreover, she herself seemed unable to accept that being a child at her age now would be harmful to her body.
Mother.
But she ignored his thoughts.
He is truly an ancient man, and in this era, many people his age already have several children.
Hearing his uncertain question, Song Chen looked up at him and looked at him seriously, "Well, we want a child. When this matter is over, we want a child. No, we don't want one, we have to have one."
Two, let them have company."
She has been alone since she was a child. Although he has many brothers and sisters, what is filled between his brothers is not feelings, but the struggle for power. Growing up in the palace, all he saw was intrigues and intrigues all day long.
With such thoughts, naturally there is no emotion at all.
Then their children will definitely not be like this.
"We have to teach them to love each other from an early age and to support each other no matter what the circumstances."
She doesn't expect her children to achieve great things, she just wants to live an ordinary life.
"I heard that when a woman gives birth to a child, she has to pass through the gate of hell." Cang Xiuxuan was still a little worried about Song Chen's suggestion of two. If he didn't really want a child for him and her, he might not let her have one.
Give birth to a baby, let alone two.
Song Chen knew his statement better than anyone else.
In ancient times, medicine was underdeveloped, and many women got themselves into trouble during childbirth, but this situation was absolutely impossible to happen to her.
"Have you forgotten what I do? Safety is the most basic thing. I will not leave you here alone."
These words may have been a bit heavy, but Song Chen immediately changed the subject, "You can just stop thinking about how to make up for me all day long, and wait until this matter is over and Cangliu's child is born.
You can also go for an internship first and see how to be a father. I don’t want my child to be raised by a wet nurse or educated by others. We have to raise him or her ourselves."
Sure enough, Cang Xiuxuan didn't think about that anymore, and he even laughed when he heard her words.
"I'm afraid Cangliu will be scared to death by me."
After all, his identity is not suitable.
But why did he suddenly want to regret it and not want a child anymore? From what she said, his status will definitely change after the child is born.
he does not like.
So he pressed Song Chen into his arms again, lowered his head and kissed her for a while, "After you have a child, you can still only look at me."
Such childish words made Song Chen dumbfounded.
"Are you starting to get jealous before you've even written your horoscope? It's not shameful to compete with your children for favor."
Cang Xiuxuan looked indifferent, "What's the shame? I'm just planning for myself."
"You still have plans for yourself..."
"Knock knock~~"
Just as the two of them were saying this, there was a knock on the door of the room, "Master, there is a letter from the princess."
The two of them had returned to the palace to live at this time, but few people knew about Song Chen's return. Cang Xiuxuan was still a little surprised when he heard Song Chen's letter.
"Where did it come from?"
The person outside replied, "I don't know where it came from. It was delivered to the door of the palace by a little beggar. It was designated for the princess. After delivering the letter, he ran away."
Hearing these words, Cang Xiuxuan frowned, intuitively not wanting this letter to be sent in.
But Song Chen thought it was nothing, "Just bring it in and take a look, will you know? It's just a letter, it's fine."
This era is not like modern times. There may be other things in it. The letter is poisonous and the person who opens it will be poisoned. But she is invulnerable to all poisons, so she is not there at all.
Scared.
She said so, and Cang Xiuxuan had no choice but to have the letter delivered.
There was no writing on the envelope and it was disgustingly clean. Song Chen had no choice but to open the envelope. Inside were two pieces of letter paper, which seemed to be full of writing.