It is difficult for human hearts to be truly satisfied.
After realizing one wish, there will always be the next wish waiting in line.
"This year is better than last year, and next year that is coming soon will definitely be better."
Under the night, the carnival of young people dyed every conspicuous place in the city as usual.
In this alley that is not on the street, Bae Joo-hyun and Lin Nayeon are walking slowly. Whether they are eating and drinking, taking a walk to digest food, or emptying their brains, they have no intention of going back to the dormitory.
"I hope this is the case, it depends on what the company is going to do."
Looking up at the distant sky, Pei Zhuxuan tried to catch a few stars, but eventually ended in failure and saw only the moon.
After surviving the scolding debut and the bleak early days, life is getting better now.
But I am afraid of comparing many things with others and comparing with my peers.
Especially my profession, I live in comparison. Even if I don’t want to compare, fans and passers-by will push me to compare with other idols.
"Will you recommend you? Music Bank has a good effect."
Putting one hand on Pei Zhuxuan's arm, Lin Nayeon thought of her job as a host in Music Bank, and there were many praises, so she should not ignore the company. She should give Pei Zhuxuan some resources to let her bring the combination together.
?
"Popularity is balanced, our company is like this, and your company is like this."
He laughed at the nasal pronunciation without any comment. Pei Zhuxuan shook her head and pulled the scarf on her neck a little higher.
No one really doesn't care about personal resources at all, but whether it is personal resources or combination resources, as long as you can bring together any type of resources, as long as you have resources, there is no room for picking and choosing.
"We don't want personal resources anymore. Fortunately, the combination is in good momentum now and you can make money in the combination."
Thinking of the amazing development momentum of his group, Nayeon Lin was happy and couldn't express his mood. After all, this friend around him was not having a good life.
"Sometimes I feel that I am too paranoid. Actually, I am not as quiet as I seem on the surface. I am also a person with desires and something I want, especially when I see Senior Taeyeon.
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The breath that was exhaled turned into white mist and melted into the cold wind, as if giving the cold wind substance, rubbed through Pei Zhuxuan's cheek, giving her the illusion of scratching.
"Some people in our industry may not envy her, right? However, you are in the same company as her, and your feelings must be different from the rest of us."
Everyone in this industry understands in their hearts that the path that the senior has taken cannot be copied. Now there is the current environment and market, and it is no longer the same as before.
“It was the same, but…”
Some of the scenes seen at the Ruge Hospital appeared in my mind. Pei Zhuxuan narrowed her eyes and was a little confused.
Originally, she felt the same as others. Kim Taeyeon, a person who has few friends and is very thoughtful in the circle, would not let others see the real her.
However, the Dr. Lin seemed to lift the mask on her face, so that Pei Zhuxuan could see it.
Although the senior had a mask on his face, it was enough to make her feel "Your feelings must be different from the rest of us."
“But what?”
It has not been revealed in public, so there are not many people who know that the relationship between the two is good. Lin Nayeon is less "smart" and cautious, so he asked out when he had a question mark.
"Do you know Dr. Lin from Ruge Hospital?"
After a brief pause, Pei Zhuxuan's eyes were lazy, her tone was playful, and she looked like she was asking questions with a clever attitude.
"Of course I met you. There is no one in our dormitory that doesn't know. Do you know you too?"
Because of Ming Jingnan, not only Nayeon and other teammates knew Dr. Lin, but also the agent and assistant.
"Yes, I know each other too. When I was injured in my foot, he helped me arrange the doctor for treatment. When we had a traffic accident, he helped me arrange the doctor. And when I was chased by an illegitimate child, he helped me drive it away.
The illegitimate ran away."
Putting aside the incident of Dr. Lin's sister hitting her on a bicycle, Pei Zhuxuan thought about it all over again and again. With the limited number of contacts and time, she and Dr. Lin were quite intimate.
"Wow, a lot of things have happened. Do you have any contact information?"
He opened his eyes wide and wandered around, and Lin Nayeon hugged Pei Zhuxuan's arm and shook it gently.
Both of them said "Dr. Lin" was good, so if you feel uncomfortable in the future, you should go to Ruge Hospital.
"No, I am not your teammate, nor is Taeyeon senior, they have the contact information of Dr. Lin."
He shrugged his shoulders, and Pei Zhuxuan spoke in a light tone.
"You haven't answered my question yet. Why did it be the same? It's different now."
It is not good to ask the bottom of the question, but after all, the friendship is here, and the curious Lin Nayeon still asked appropriately.
"Although each of us will say in front of the camera that our seniors are their idols, the meaning of the word idol changes with age and identity changes."
Although it was not enough to say anything to others, Bae Joo-hyun still had no intention of hiding it in front of her friends.
"When I was not a trainee, I loved it and chased stars. I thought she was my favorite idol. After becoming a trainee, I hope to debut and become an artist like her. With the greatest age, I was in the practice room.
When I endured and suffered for so many years, I was paranoid, crazy paranoid. If I weren’t that paranoid, I might not have been able to make my debut.”
After saying so much in one breath, Pei Zhuxuan took a deep breath slowly. No trace of her body was tense, and her tone was also very relaxed, so relaxed that no one could feel empathy.
If you swallow your own pain, there is no need to let others know so much, and there is no need to long for the emotional value given by others.
What can heal those wounds is the satisfaction of success.
"When I see my senior now, I feel paranoid, but also envious and confused. I envy the success and limited freedom she has obtained after paying the price, and can sing my own songs, go to meet the people she wants to meet, and go to the places she wants to go
, I am confused about myself, I can’t see my future.”
Stopped and stood there. Pei Zhuxuan seemed to be about to fall asleep. The more she spoke, the less her voice became. Even the wind around her paused for a moment, as if she understood her mood.
Lin Nayeon's heart was shocked. She didn't know what to say, but she grabbed what Pei Zhuxuan didn't say.
What does this have to do with Dr. Lin?
Could it be...
"Unnie, Dr. Na Lin..."
He only said half of his words on purpose, and Nayeon left the key to Bae Joo-hyun.
If Pei Zhuxuan is willing to say it, she will keep her mouth shut no matter what conclusion she tells.
If Bae Joo-hyun is unwilling to say it, then she will change the topic and will not mention this matter in front of her friends.
"I know what you want to ask. Although I admire Dr. Lin out of the mentality of being a polite person, I have only been in the industry for two years and I am not trying to talk about relationships now."
The voice was clear and firm, without any hesitation, and without any rush. Pei Joo-hyun looked at Lin Nayeon's eyes sideways, with clear eyes, and it was indeed not hiding anything.
"I think those are beautiful, and I want them too."
Suddenly, the wind sounded again, and the gust of wind held Pei Zhuxuan's head like a sword and played it out, separated from her and Lin Nayeon's sight.
I couldn't see Bae Joo-hyun's eyes, nor could I hear Bae Joo-hyun's voice clearly. Lin Nayeon took a step back half a step, and the cold wind made people's ears hurt, but I saw Bae Joo-hyun seem to have no feelings at all and doesn't care. Standing in the wind, melting in the wind,
Still motionless.
"Such a coincidence, good evening."
In the sound of the wind, Lin Nayeon heard another voice appear.