When the topic came to Jingye, it was her turn to break the silence.
"...I don't know." After she finished speaking, she laughed at herself, "I really don't know, but maybe no one would dislike a gentle gentleman like Jian Mu, right?"
What woman doesn’t like someone who is gentle and considerate to herself?
What's more, Jian Mu needs to have character, good looks, and good looks, so she can be considered a leader in all aspects.
But she really doesn’t know her feelings for Jian Mu.
The feeling that Jian Mu gave her was different from the feeling that Jiang Cun gave her back then. If what she felt for Jian Mu was love, then what was her feeling for Jiang Cun?
When facing Jiang Cun, what was the joy and dependence in her heart?
"You're not sure about your feelings for him?" Hearing what she said, Xiaomei, who was a veteran, immediately understood what she meant.
She still hasn't fully understood her own heart, so she is still in a confused state.
After hesitating for a moment, Jingye nodded slowly.
She wasn't sure, she couldn't tell.
Although Jiang Cunyu is just a memory to her now, and although she has no feelings or thoughts about him anymore, is the time when they got along happily together really not considered love?
And Jian Mu.
Is she really more than simply amazed by Jian Mu?
No one could tell her the choice. Although she made it from the bottom of her heart, she was so confused that she had no idea what to do.
"Let me tell you a story about me and my boyfriend." Xiaomei suggested.
She regarded Jingye as a friend in her heart. Regardless of whether she could be with Jian Mu, she didn't want to see her struggling in her relationship.
Things like feelings may seem ethereal and insubstantial, but if you delay them for a long time, they will hurt people.
"Can I really listen?" Jingye asked uncertainly.
Can those things about love be shared?
"He and I are from the same hometown, and his family is very close to mine. Coincidentally, we were in the same class from elementary school to high school. We grew up together, and even got into the Imperial Capital together."
Speaking of her boyfriend, Xiao Ben's originally soft voice became much softer at the moment.
"I don't know when he started to like me. When I was a freshman, he said he wanted to buy me a birthday gift, but he didn't know what I liked and wanted to give me a surprise.
He can only go to his roommate for advice.
He was introverted and didn't speak clearly. His roommate thought he wanted to use it for himself and recommended a men's perfume to him. He was stupid at that time and didn't know anything. He didn't know it until he bought it and delivered it to me.
A men's perfume...
He and I were together in our junior year, and he seemed to have suddenly enlightened. I don’t know where he learned the romantic skills. He would send me a bouquet of roses every other day. Later, on my birthday, he simply arranged them in a circle.
Candle found a bunch of witnesses to ask me if I would like to be with him..."
Listening to her narration, Jingye couldn't help but think of himself and Jiang Cun.
The year she met Jiang Cun, she was 20 years old. She met Jiang Cun on the campus of Teito University.
Jiang Cun is a famous figure in the school, the young master of the Jiang family in the imperial capital. He has been well-dressed and well-off since he was a child, his family is in good condition, he is fair-looking, his abilities are outstanding, he studies well, and he serves as the minister of the student union. There are many people pursuing him. p>
Rong Lingling was also in the student union at the time. She often went to see Rong Lingling when there was no class. Over time, she met Jiang Cun a few times, but it was only a nod. She didn't know why Jiang Cun liked him.
She.
Shortly after Rong Linngling went abroad, Jiang Cun confessed to her and formally pursued her.
He would send her flowers, buy her gifts, drive her for a drive through the streets and alleys of the imperial capital, and find ways to comfort her when she was sad because she missed Rong Lingling.
A few months later, she agreed to Jiang Cun's confession.
Even when they were together again, the emotional interaction between her and Jiang Cun was limited to holding hands and hugging each other. She thought that the relationship between them could go on like this, plain but warm, until she saw him and Jing Han together.
It was on Jiang Cun's birthday. In the small apartment under his name, she made a cake with her own hands and planned to send it to him. But when she arrived at his residence, she didn't see his smile, but she saw a virtual smile.
The door is closed and the floor is messy.
He was with Jing Han, and when Jing Han saw her, he gave her a triumphant smile.
She was the one who initiated the breakup. She knew that Jing Han liked Jiang Cun, but she didn't expect that she would do such a thing, let alone that Jiang Cun would betray her.
Jiang Cun and Jing Han both volunteered. They looked talented and beautiful, but she was the only one who seemed like a complete joke.
But she didn't expect that Jing Han was not satisfied with her breakup with Jiang Cun, and she planned to kill her.
Memories appeared in his mind one after another. Jingye raised his head, closed his eyes tightly, and held back his tears.
There is no room for change in everything that happened in the past. She can only look forward, forget his true and false tenderness in front of her, and remember the layers of despair he gave her.
Hate will never be forgotten, but love will be forgotten.
Xiaomei's voice continued, and Jingye's fingers suddenly curled up.
No one would question that the relationship between Xiaomei and her boyfriend is not love, but what about her and Jiang Cun, is it really love?
At this time, she once again remembered what Jian Mu said in her ear.
For a person, a moment of heartbeat, subconscious tension...
She really doesn’t love Jiang Cun, right?
She gradually remembered that the thought Jiang Cun spent on her back then did not actually make her feel excited, but it was his concern for her after Rong Linling went abroad that made her feel warm.
At this moment, she vaguely understood that she most likely regarded Jiang Cun as a relative. As an orphan, she had never known what family affection felt like since she was a child, so she should have misunderstood family affection as love. But even so, she and Jiang Cun have become strangers.
She suddenly felt relieved.
It has really passed. No matter what kind of feelings Jiang Cun has for her now, at least in her heart, she has completely come out.
"I understand." She said leisurely.
Xiaomei picked up the disposable paper cup and went to the water dispenser to get two glasses of water, and handed one of them to her, "I said a lot of words, which really made my mouth dry, but since you understand, I will say this much
It’s worth it!”
After saying that, she raised her head and drank the full glass of water.
She put the paper cup down and looked at her. When she saw that the confusion in her eyes had dissipated a lot, she knew that she really understood.
"Thank you." Jingye thanked her sincerely.
If she hadn't used her own experience as an example, maybe she wouldn't have figured it out in a short time.
She doesn't love Jiang Cun, but what about Jian Mu?
Are she and Jian Mu in love?
She felt that she still couldn't find the right answer, but there was a long way to go.
If there is true love in their hearts, they will definitely get close to each other, just like Xiaomei and her boyfriend, Ling Ling and Mo Chifeng.