Li Chen subconsciously let go of his hand. He wanted to step back and distance himself from the girl. The light from the silver-white pupils made him want to stay away for no reason. He needed space to think.
But the girl hugged him tightly. The force was so strong that he couldn't even move even if he tried for his life.
The girl had no murderous intentions towards him, which put him in a dilemma. He did not dare to start delusions and break his face. The voice in his heart also comforted him and prevented him from doing something he would regret.
He was too careless. After just one meeting and a strange feeling, he relaxed towards the girl. He even knocked on the door and rescued her. Afterwards, he hugged her. You are so good, Li Chen. He regretted it.
Regardless of the guilt of the victim, is the girl who was treated like this really not special at all? Does a mortal deserve to be treated like this by a family?
He was just deceiving himself and others. He was so hot-headed that he ignored everything. He started to engage in romantic affairs and indulged in the gentle country. The world was really in decline, morals were corrupted, and he madly despised himself.
"Relax."
The girl's voice was still soft and soft, but the spirituality in it was richer.
"who are you?"
Li Chen gritted his teeth, his voice filled with surprise. He tried his best, but the girl locked her so tightly that he couldn't even move a millimeter. If he was hesitant to activate the delusional mode just now, it was because of his sixth sense.
was indifferent, so if he doesn't open now, he is just thinking about whether he can survive the fight.
"What do you think?"
The girl smiled and remained motionless.
"I'm warning you, if you don't let go, I will take action!"
Li Chen became tougher. He felt that he should be tougher. If he couldn't fight, he would find a way to escape. Otherwise, how could he be like this?
"Hmm, do you want to do something to your lover?"
The girl's voice was aggrieved, but there was clearly cunning hidden in it. There was also a light of successful conspiracy in her eyes, which made her bright eyes dim for a moment. Unfortunately, Li Chen couldn't hear or see it at all, so he thought the girl was feeling wronged.
So that the "light bulb" doesn't work.
Hearing this, Li Chen was shocked at first, and then he said seriously in the next second: "You put...ahem, I have been solo for more than ten years, where did my lover come from? You are simply making something out of nothing."
"What does it mean that the mother's womb is rotten?"
The girl's brain circuit is strange.
"Can you please stop being unreasonable? I'm single and have never had a lover. Do you understand?"
Li Chen is full of aura, girlfriend, what kind of mythical species is that?
"It turns out that everything you said before was a lie to me, ugh... I thought you would accept me."
The girl didn't follow the routine and actually started crying. Li Chen was stunned. Tears welled up on his chest. There was clear grievance in her voice, and sadness spread from her body.
Li Chen could tell that she was clearly expressing some emotion through these words, and the reason for crying was not at all what she said before.
However, the girl's crying still made Li Chen confused and aroused some kind of pity, which made him very embarrassed. After all, just now he acted like I must have been deceived by the agents and must resist, and now he has to pretend.
What a shame for a good person to comfort her.
But the girl cried more and more violently, and Li Chen himself felt inexplicably uncomfortable. After an unknown amount of time, he touched the girl's head and said, "I'm sorry, please stop crying, okay?"
Of course, he didn't know why he said sorry, but his heart told him that he should say this, because he owed her.
The girl's cries stopped abruptly as he spoke.
She raised her head, looked at Li Chen's dazzling pale golden pupils, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and finally explained in a soft voice: "If you want to know, then I'll tell you, you said you can't tell anyone about you.
Things, even for yourself, are the same. The only thing you can tell yourself is that you have gone through many lives. At the end of your previous life, you erased all memories and chose to start over.
I can't say much about you. You said you like my obedient way the most, so I can change anything, but I can't change only listening to you. But I can tell you my things.
I am a monster. I was born. My tribe imprisoned me, pierced me, and fixed me. The whole world hates me and wants to kill me. I am powerless to resist.
I struggled in the mud every day, living in the eyes of contempt and disgust. Even other prisoners also spurned me. They would cry and stay away from me, so I was locked up alone, and there were special
A holiday to punish me.
I huddled in a dark place. I only had pain and suffering every day. Even seeing the sun was a luxury. Everyone wished that I would go to hell as soon as possible. I lived a numb life.
However, you are not afraid of me, and you are even willing to deceive the entire primitive race for me. You are really good to me, even though we are just strangers. One is aloof and enjoys the prosperity of the world, but the other only deserves to live in pain and torture.
, there should be no intersection.
I remember you said: Do monsters deserve to be locked up? I don’t like this kind of nonsense the most. Besides, are beautiful girls considered monsters? You also said: The world is nothing, if it doesn’t like you, then you won’t
Are you alive? There is always someone who likes you. Don’t be so sad. Just smile. You also said: As a human being, happiness is the most important thing. If you are unhappy, just let it die. Why do you remember it...
You said a lot of things, and I remember every word clearly, and I have engraved those words in my heart."
The girl pointed to her heart and continued: "After I was rescued by you, you took me to many places and played with many things that I had never seen before. That period was the happiest time in my life.
.
It turns out that life can be so colorful. You don’t have to hide in a dungeon, you don’t have to be insulted by others, and you can stand in the sun and walk with the people you care about, and see many beautiful things together.
I followed you for a long, long time. Later, you asked me not to follow you. You said that sooner or later, you would erase your memory. Then you would not be able to remember me at all. Why bother chasing after me? Anyway, someone as beautiful as me would sooner or later find someone good.
destination.
But I don’t care so much. Even if you get rid of me, I can’t give up. You told me not to follow, and I have to be obedient. We just have the same journey, and I only look at you from a long distance away.
, I never disturb you, I listen to you carefully, I want you to come and see me, I think about it every day.
I watched you getting older, your body stooped, and even about to leave me. That day I suddenly didn’t want to listen to you anymore. You are not who I am, so why should I listen to you.
I appeared in front of you. I looked at your old face and smiled bitterly. You said: Is that so? When you see me again, just tell me your story. I can only talk about mine.
I have gone through many lives without being able to mention another word.
You asked me to promise you, and I agreed, but I still listened to you.
After saying that, you left, and a monster like me will never die. Even time can hardly leave scars on my body. I think you are so selfish. It is obviously you who wants to break into my life, like
Like the sun in the sky, it hangs above my head, spreading warmth and light to me. You clearly know that I like you, but you always change the topic.
You took me out of the mud and pain, but you were unwilling to acknowledge me and drove me away. You didn't even take me with you when you left.
You allowed me to be alone in this world. At that time, I felt like I was locked in a cage again, dark and damp, lonely and desperate. But you said you would be reincarnated. I don’t care if you lied to me or not.
As long as you say it, I want to believe it, so I stepped into the old abyss that connects countless worlds, and I want to find you.
The old abyss will corrode any monster that steps into it. Fortunately, I am a monster, and it can only blind my consciousness, so I walked in a daze until my subconscious sensed your breath again, and I walked out of the old abyss.
When I came to this world, my consciousness sank for too long, and it took me a long, long time to wake up. But when I saw you for the first time, my progress accelerated a lot. When you came to save me the second time, I woke up about halfway.
I have just completely awakened my previous memories, so I can’t wait to tell you this. Even if you are scared and at a loss, I still have to tell you.
Because you said that if you like this kind of thing, you have to say it out loud, otherwise you will take it to the grave and not even be able to compare with a decent burial object. So, I like you and I want to be with you forever.
Even if you don’t acknowledge me, that’s okay, it doesn’t matter, I don’t blame you.”
The girl's eyes were filled with eagerness and attachment. She wanted to tell him that she didn't want to leave him, that's all.
After listening to the girl's words, Li Chen went from being at a loss, then to being at a loss, and finally still being at a loss.
His lips wriggled, but after all he still didn't spit out: How can you prove it? In that case, because his heart was telling him that the girl didn't lie, not even a word.
So he did have a past life, and in the past life, he considered that he would eventually marry and refused the girl's pursuit. That was indeed something he could do. He would be embarrassed to fall in love knowing that he was going to die, but there were some things he couldn't figure out. Why
The last time he asked her to tell him these things, would reincarnation end with him? Otherwise, there would be no reason not to tell him more things.
"You also want to tell yourself that it's over, don't think about it, you are the end, every you is you, and the last you must not carry the memories of the past, so don't worry too much, just go on." Look.
Catching Li Chen's gaze, the girl forced a smile: "You said that if you start to think about it, you should also say this."
Li Chen was shocked again, but this saucy operation did have its own style.
In fact, he doesn't particularly want to think about what is and isn't there, after all, it can't be changed.
He just didn't know how to face the girl's gaze, he was... afraid.
He suddenly wanted to slap himself: Why did you delete all the memories? Why don't you leave some magical secrets and the like...