"Sister, if it were him, I might be even more frightened. Sending him so many emails over the years must be a burden to him, right?" A kind person always considers others. "It disturbs him too much. I feel like I
Like a madman."
But Xu Jinxia thought for a while and said something from her heart, "If he also liked you, he wouldn't have retrieved his QQ account after seven years. Seven years ago, he would have tried every means to spare no effort, so... you have to
Be mentally prepared and must not continue to be internally conflicted or deceive yourself and others.”
"I know." Jin Yi replied with a smile, but his heart felt like a needle pricking his heart.
The younger sister said to her elder sister in a comforting tone, "Sister, you don't have to worry about me. I've already figured it out. You have to film tomorrow. Go to bed."
"Then don't stay up too late. If you feel uncomfortable, you must find an outlet. You can also chat with your sister."
"There's nothing uncomfortable, and we haven't talked about it, right?" Jin Yi covered up the sadness in his heart with a smile, "You really don't have to worry about me. We already talked about what we should talk about last night. You can go to bed."
"Okay, good night."
"Good night."
The elder sister would also give her some private space. She just came over to see how her younger sister was doing. Seeing that she was in good condition, she stroked her head and said, "See you tomorrow, get some rest early." Then she turned and left.
When her sister closed the door for her, Jin Yi put away the smile on her face.
She felt a little sad and sad for no reason. When she opened the email again, there wasn't a word of love between the lines.
There was even a hint of coldness, and she tried her best to find warmth in the coldness.
He replied to the email, and he could have completely ignored it or not replied, so... did he have some feelings for her?
Falling in love with someone is always humble, and she would even have such ridiculous thoughts.
In the email, he just told her that he was still alive and why he hadn't logged into QQ for seven years.
Jin Yi couldn't help but think that maybe he didn't want this heavy feeling to have a sequel, and he wouldn't miss her. He didn't refuse outright because he didn't want her to be too sad.
His attitude was already obvious...she should have known better and shouldn't have bothered her anymore.
Even if I really, really like him.
This night, Jin Yi's mood was extremely complicated. He was still alive and safe. She should be happy.
She quickly put away her sadness and began to convince herself that this was a night worth celebrating.
Because he's still alive, that's more important than anything else, isn't it?
Over the years, she has not only conveyed her thoughts and love, but she has also been worried about his safety.
Late at night, Jin Yi finally logged out of QQ and turned off her computer.
She hugged the cat Bubu and went to bed, "Let's sleep with mommy tonight, Bubu." She turned off the light and looked sideways at the scenery outside the window, hugging the kitten, with tears in her eyes and a sour mood.
"Bubu, do you know? He is still alive and he is safe." Jin Yi raised the corners of his lips slightly, and tears rolled down his eyes, "I think the stone in my heart can also fall to the ground."
"Bubu, he should be married, right?"
"The girl who can stay with him must be a blessing from his previous life. She should be a very beautiful, outstanding and gentle girl."
Jin Yi really envied that girl.
At night, the study on the second floor of Shengwan Manor was still brightly lit.
Rows of collector's edition books are neatly arranged.
Huo Junyue was sitting at his desk, his QQ still logged in, but in an invisible state.
He was reading emails and even breathing heavily.
At this time, his mother came in again. Hearing the sound of footsteps, he gently closed the computer and asked, "Mom, why are you still up so late?"
"Grandma will bring Miss Gu back tomorrow. I came here specifically to remind you, don't be too repulsive to others. It's not good to lose etiquette."