My name is Chu Nan, I am twenty-six years old and have accomplished nothing. I am a mediocre little man in a big city.
Recently, I have been saddled with a lot of debt at a young age and I don’t know what to do. I suddenly discovered that after all these years after graduation, I have no work experience. When I first graduated, I couldn’t find a job and ended up working in an electronics company just to make a living.
I worked in a factory and delivered food. Later, my friend helped me to join a good company. Because I loved pretending to be aloof in front of the boss, I never peed in the same pot with the boss. Then the boss said that he thought I was not suitable to work with him and that there should be something more ambitious.
My ideals led me to find another job. Later I thought that opening an Internet cafe would be quite promising, so I took my friends together and spent two years to destroy one. Before we broke up, my friend who was the major shareholder came to me. I thought he was looking at me.
Some hard workers wanted to give me some more money to repay the loan. The result was that he asked me where the market research I did originally was. I said it was in your mailbox two years ago. He was silent for a while and asked me, what do you think we did?
How about making money? I said maybe the market environment has changed. Then he rubbed his forehead and asked me to leave first, saying he wanted to "be quiet".
In order to get loans and rent, I have been fooling around to apply for jobs in companies every day. As a result, the current HR staff are all like smart people. They seem to know that I am a bastard at a glance. They did not listen carefully to me making up my work experience during the whole process.
I was told to go home and wait for news. So while I was waiting for news at home, my girlfriend broke up with me. Before going out with her suitcase and dog, she told me that her youth was not used to grow up with me. I watched from the window.
I asked her to get into a black Cadillac, thinking that when I get rich, I should buy one like this. I heard that this big brother here is really nice to my girlfriend. He often spends time with my girlfriend when I am away.
Shopping, watching movies, eating, etc. Knowing that she didn’t have breakfast, he could queue up from the north of the city to buy her favorite salted duck eggs within half an hour and deliver them to her company in the south of the city. On every special day, at 0:01 in the morning
I gave her a 520 red envelope when I shared it, and the next day I still bought gifts and flowers and waited for her on her way to work. Needless to say, she even had a small cold, so I just stuffed a big bag of medicine into her arms and attached some
It's disgusting. One time I also had a cold and wanted to take some. I found that there was even Suxiao Jiuxin Pills in the bag. I even doubted whether the pills were bought for me. He is such a considerate man. There is such a man.
Good brother, I am better than you in everything, and you will get whatever you want. I felt relieved at this moment, come on, brother, I wish you happiness! Looking at the man, woman and dog, I opened the window and sent my blessings - ha
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Now that you feel comfortable, go out for a drink with your friends.
I invited three friends to go have a late-night snack before 7 p.m., and the night market stalls haven’t opened yet. But today I just want to eat something from the late-night snack stall, and drink some beer from the late-night snack stall. Or maybe I like a
The large group of people did not know the supper atmosphere of each small table. It was the same environment as when I first met her, where it started and where it ended. My friend could tell at a glance that I was in a bad mood, so there was not much to say, just
He patted me on the shoulder (but maybe he saw the post I posted on Moments). Then he opened the rainproof cloth that the boss used to cover the table, chairs and bench, pulled out the stool and table, took out his mobile phone and turned on black. When the boss came to open the stall, he patted me on the shoulder.
I was stunned and thought to myself that the wifi signal here is not good. Are you here to eat? But I still came over with a smile on my face to say hello: "What do you guys want to eat?" My friend said without raising his head: "
We’ll order food later, let’s just get a box of beer first. My buddy is in a bad mood today, his girlfriend ran away with Kaizi, and he mainly drinks.” The boss was happy when he heard this, maybe because the profit from drinks is huge. He held up a
When a box of twenty-four bottles of beer came over, he said, "The only solution to worries is Dukang." When the wine was brought over, each of us drank one bottle while playing games. By the time the edamame and peanuts were served, the four of us were already drinking.
It was too big. I drank the most, and unknowingly I just drank the fourth bottle. I found that the other three people had already started talking about their recent dissatisfaction, and even cried. Anyway, everyone talked about their own things, and no one could
I didn’t listen to anyone, and we all had a great time chatting. I carried the bottle of beer over and asked the boss how much it cost. The boss didn’t seem too happy and said, “Did you pay?” I stared at the boss and said, “Oh,” and then turned around.
I walked home. The boss seemed quite speechless, but he still cared about me and said from behind: "As far as I can drink, I'd better order food first."
Chu in the Chu River and Han Dynasties, and Nan in the southeast, northwest, and northwest. Although he is not the "virgin", he is almost the same. He has had several love experiences, and the one who ran away with Cadillac even lived together for a few months. But he has no taste for women.
He felt it several times. His love experience made him feel very tired and hard. The first few days were fine, but after a few days, he wanted to let his girlfriend sleep on his shoulder at night, and then he could hold her in a more comfortable position.
But my girlfriend always used the excuse that it was uncomfortable to sleep with my diaphragm like this, or because it was pressing my hair. The two people sleeping together looked like strangers. I suspected that it might be my problem. I checked the video information and went to
I went to the hospital and asked my friends. Except for some difficult and large-scale things that I have never tried before, there should be no problem. In the end, after this incident became known to everyone, an old driver buddy came up with a hypothesis. That woman
Is it possible that I just want to share a room with you, but don't want to pay rent?
I am not a salty person, because I still have dreams. After I became an adult, I have always dreamed of finding a gentle, virtuous, lovely and beautiful wife, and we would grow old together in a simple way. There would always be noisy fights, but in the future, the sunset
The person walking hand in hand is still her, it has always been her. Maybe this idea is a bit advanced at this age? In short, he who has accomplished nothing and comes from a poor family gives everything like a dog licking every time, and in the end he often gets the sentence "
We are not suitable." He thought of the bag he had just bought for her the day before when his girlfriend took it away. He had used all his Huabei credit to buy it. It was also the most expensive thing he had ever bought in his life. His heart ached even more.
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The recent hot weather for a month has made it difficult to get food, and I had to turn on the air conditioner when I got home so early, so I just took a beer and walked to the park by the river on my way back from the late-night snack stall. I sat on the roadside.
I was drinking beer and looking at the passers-by, especially women. Looking at those white legs with beer on them, I suddenly felt that this is life! I didn’t remember until there was no one in the square.
It was time to go back. As soon as I stood up, I was knocked down with a punch. Then the person who knocked me down asked: Are you teasing my girlfriend? I turned around and looked, there were three men and one woman. They were in their twenties.
She must be younger than me in appearance. I looked at the woman's face again. I had never seen her face before. Her legs were unimpressive. Then I smiled and said, "It's great to be young," while they scolded me, "You dare to look at me."
"You stinky gangster" beat me up again and again. Finally they stopped beating me, and I planned to just lie down and sleep. But before I fell asleep, they started touching me with their hands up and down, touching me.
I was very shy, and the last few people ran away after getting my phone. I stood up, shook the dust off my body, took out a 10-yuan bill from my butt pocket and cursed: "Silly, I still have ten yuan here."
Here are the dollars." Before going home, I bought two cans of frozen beer for ten dollars downstairs. The two cans of wine were really frozen. It is said that the boss had frozen them in the quick-freezer for others and forgot to take them out. They were hard.
When I got home, I put the beer on the cabinet by the door. I felt like I was sweating, so I went to the bathroom to take a shower. After taking a shower and changing my clothes, I felt like I was alive again. Looking at the beer on the cabinet, every part of my body was hit.
Suddenly it hurt even more. I picked it up and opened the lid and took a big gulp, almost drinking the whole part that had just been thawed. This sip felt like my brain had been washed away by the cold beer. It hurt. It felt like it would have been colder.
Maybe it all has to go away. Ah~~ After a long burp, he held on to the cabinet and giggled like he was about to die. Suddenly a gust of wind blew from the balcony, eh?? Such a cool wind? No, right?
The air conditioner with the refrigerator door open is not as strong as the weather. When has it ever been cooler in China? I walked to the balcony and looked up at the sky and the ground. It didn't look like rain. Then I lay on the wall and looked at the street below.
Feel it carefully, and look towards the direction of the flower bed on the right. I didn’t pay attention to that direction at first, because although it was a flower bed, it was full of weeds. I wouldn’t look at it twice at ordinary times. What if I saw the mosquito hiding inside?
, a group of mosquitoes came to wait for me to go to bed at night and I couldn't sleep at all. At this time, I looked over and found that there was fog there. The air seemed to be moving very fast in the fog, as if it was windy, but Chu Nan felt the cold wind not to mention how cold it was.
It's gentle, at least it's only a light wind of level 2 or 3. It seems that there is another world in the fog. After staring at the fog for a while, Chu Nan reached out to touch it as if he was possessed, and then stepped in with one foot.
.A strange feeling enveloped my hands and feet in the mist before I could react for a moment. By some strange coincidence, I raised my hand and took a sip of the newly defrosted wine, and then my whole body entered the mist.
The moment I completely entered the fog, I felt as if my soul was being stirred by the cold wind here. It hurt. Then I fell out. The excruciating pain made me stare at the fog for a while. I became a little scared.
I went back to the bathroom and propped up the sink, blew my nose, coughed a few times, spit, and washed my face again. I felt that I was still a little confused, so I thought it would be better to wash up and go to bed early. People who are good for nothing often don't have any good habits.
I understand the truth, but I only think of it sometimes like now. It’s not good to go to bed early and think about it. I still have things to do tomorrow... I have nothing to do tomorrow... so I lie in bed and think of it.
The scene just now, a sudden excitement, it seems that I have finally sobered up! Did something strange happen just now? The fog suddenly appeared, and the place where the walled flower bed was supposed to be was actually stepped into without any hindrance? An adventure?...
...This is an opportunity! Thinking of this, I rushed out again, and carefully stuck my head out of the balcony to look at the foggy place before. This time, my mind was not as confused as before. I saw clearly that the fog was only about two meters long.
The width and height are as high as one floor. I feel that this is a door, a door that attracts me to step through. I clenched my fists. The only thought in my heart now is that this door can change my destiny, and now I
The current situation needs to be changed. Then there is no need to think about it. I have to go in and take a look! Just when I felt that I had awakened and made up my mind to walk through this door even if it was hell, my body refused to obey me.
The cold breath coming from the mist made me instinctively afraid. It was exactly the same as when I was threatened with a knife by a gangster in society, and the goddess I secretly loved was beside me. It was obvious that I had decided to resist in my heart, clenching my fists
Why can't I lift it up? My legs are still trembling in a cowardly manner, as if if I force myself to move even half a step, my cowardly self will be unable to do anything but fall to pieces. This is my psychological shadow, and what happened later
Whenever I face difficulties in life, I will recall things. This time, I want to change, this time I want to try again. Lift your legs... Come on, do you still want to live in the shadows... Sure enough,
He fell down and lay on the ground looking at the fog in front of him. He gritted his teeth and crawled forward with all four limbs together. One meter, half a meter. Chu Nan could reach out and touch the fog again. He wanted to feel the same feeling as before.
It felt like one's soul was being eroded by the cold air of the fog. The moment Chu Nan's hand touched the fog, the fog began to flow violently. This time, the feeling was even more real. It was not just being eroded, but seemed to be being eroded by the air in the fog.
The flow was torn apart. Chu Nan took his hand back and looked at it. There were no scars, and there was no other discomfort on the fingers that came back. Just when I was thinking about whether such pain would kill me as soon as it entered.
, I noticed that the fog seemed to have faded, and a figure seemed to appear in the fog. The figure was facing me and walking toward me step by step with difficulty. The world inside seemed to be blowing a blizzard. Look at that figure
His walking posture should be heading this way against the wind. The man had a scarf-like red ribbon that was blown behind him. It was the only eye-catching thing, just because the red color was behind him most of the time.
It's hard to tell what it is, but it seems like a bloody star in the fog, blinking from time to time beside him. I was a little lost looking at that figure, and I almost didn't notice that the fog was really fading.
Now, it is still the same size as before, and I am very close to the fog. Lying on the ground, I know that if I don’t go in, the fog will disappear soon, and the door to another world will be closed to me. Whether I can grasp the opportunity in front of me, it is
The last bit of time is up. No matter if it is hell, heaven, another world or the second dimension, even if you need to kill another self in order to survive in a parallel world, there is no time to think at this moment, so you can only stand up and jump
The answer will be found only by jumping into the fog. But the strange body obviously no longer thinks about anything to be afraid of, and there is no reason to tremble, but the whole body is still shaking violently. After trying several times, I can't stand up at all.
When Chu Nan, dripping with sweat, finally knelt down in front of the mist, the mist, including the blurry and thin parts around it, was only about one meter in size. Chu Nan felt that unless his body suddenly regained normal mobility and added a two-step running
, he could jump in like a circus lion jumping through the fire ring. Chu Nan withdrew his eyes and watched the mist getting smaller. He looked down at his hands on the ground. He raised his hands with the last bit of strength and thought.
He hit the ground with his fist, and then cursed himself as usual, "I'm still a waste." But when he raised his hand, he was suddenly caught by something. Then he flew up and plunged into the fog.