A month has passed since I started reading this book.
The book has just passed its new issue period.
Here, I have some thoughts from my heart that I would like to share with you.
First of all, Lao Tang would like to thank you all very much for your support!
Thank you!
Your recognition is the biggest motivation for my efforts.
I have many friends who have been silently supporting my humble work from the beginning.
I see recommended tickets, monthly tickets, rewards, etc. in the background every day. Many of them are familiar names.
I will look at the data every day very carefully.
There are many friends who vote for me every day with their recommendation votes and monthly votes. I am really very happy because I have been recognized by you.
Every day, some new friends join in, and then slowly become old friends, silently supporting me.
I'm really grateful.
Thank you for recognizing me.
Of course, there are also many friends who come to support and read every day but do not show their faces, for which I am sincerely grateful.
It is precisely because of you that it gives me unlimited motivation.
This book once appeared on the homepage of Qidian.com and ranked eighth on the new book signing list. These are all due to your contributions.
Thank you so much!
As a newbie, I feel very happy and proud to be recognized and supported by so many people.
Arrogant face!
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Next.
I just want to talk to my friends who scolded me.
First of all, thank you very much for your support here.
No matter what, if you can read the book I wrote, you think highly of me.
It's just that maybe what I wrote is not very in line with your tastes and preferences.
I'm really sorry that I can't get your approval and love.
I disappoint you.
sorry.
I admit that I have many shortcomings, and I am working hard to correct them and improve myself.
Try your best to be better and better.
But no one is perfect, even God cannot be liked by everyone, not to mention that I am just an ordinary member of all living beings?
I hope you can understand.
If you really don’t like it and can’t stand it anymore, don’t force it. Go find books that you like and that match your heart’s content.
Many authors are much better than me, and I know this.
There are so many books for you to choose from, there is always your favorite type waiting for you.
There's no need to be angry because of me, right?
After a busy day, everyone reads books to make themselves feel happy and happy.
I usually read books, and when I encounter a genre that I don’t like, I silently click on it and then look for another one.
If you don’t like it, just click x.
Never get angry.
not worth it.
There is just one thing that I would like to ask of you sincerely.
Please please!
Can you please be merciful?
It’s not easy for everyone. Life is already so difficult. Can you leave me a little room?
It’s not easy for me to write a book.
I read the comments every day and get scolded by you, which is really annoying.
It affects my writing mentality, and also affects the reading mentality of many people who like this book.
Of course, these are just individual friends.
It’s just that sometimes the scolding is really unpleasant.
There's really no need, my friend.
Except for those who post random advertisements, I will never delete or ban other comments.
But.
To paraphrase Zhang Daxian, this person is really, my mentality is going to collapse!
There are even some friends who haven’t clicked in to read it, but just looked at the comment area.
Oh haha~
That's it, just leave.
This is really not good.
So, please!
Keep your mouth open!
Ask for face!
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I started reading the book Swallowing the Stars in 2015.
It was in early summer, I remember it very clearly.
I still remember the shock and excitement I felt when I first saw this book.
I simply couldn't put it down and stayed up several nights to finish it.
That was the first time I met the Tomato God, and I have read basically all the books he wrote since then.
But I haven’t read the two books after Feijian Wenwen.
Maybe I have changed, I feel like I don’t have the same taste and passion as before.
(Master Tomato, I'm sorry, I couldn't keep my heart in the end, I didn't survive the seven-year itch, I changed my mind.)
However, I have not changed my mind about the book Devouring the Starry Sky. Over the years, I have read it again and again and again three times every one or two years.
This is one of my favorite books in all the years I have been involved in online writing.
I like the vast starry sky and the majestic waves.
Including many Devouring fanfics, I have read several of them.
In writing this book, some settings or understandings may be wrong.
Or maybe it was influenced by some fan fiction and confused.
Another point is that everyone may have their own different understandings and ideas when reading Swallowed Starry Sky.
Thank you very much to some friends here.
I am very grateful that you will help me make suggestions when reading the book. I will make changes to some things that I feel make sense.
After all, as I get older, my brain sometimes doesn’t work well and my memory is confused, haha.
Sorry sorry.
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In fact, a few years ago, I had a very strong impulse to write my own book about Swallowing the Stars.
Just because of some practical reasons, this idea has never been realized.
After all, you have to live, and you are so busy running around that you can only think about it in your mind most of the time.
I often lie in bed with my eyes closed when sleeping, imagining my own gorgeous starry sky in my mind.
Now, I finally have this opportunity to write down the story in my heart and share it with everyone.
Some friends may think that Yun He’s character is too timid.
Well, I understand this as being steady and cautious.
There is no way, I have passed that passionate and impulsive age, and there is really no way to write the protagonist in the story as a character like Long Aotian.
First of all, I couldn't get over the hurdle in my mind. I didn't like the characters I wrote, so how could I continue to write them?
I used to be passionate, arrogant, and impulsive.
But after years of being beaten by society and tempered by reality, I have slowly settled down.
I understand a truth.
Reality is reality, and I am just the most ordinary member of all living beings, not the so-called protagonist.
Unfortunately, I understood this truth too late.
I've lost a lot over the years.
I have lost everyone who loves me, including the people I love.
Not cherishing it properly, not grasping it properly.
There is no use regretting now.
That's too late.
Therefore, I think it is better for people to be cautious.
Don't be impulsive when things happen, be more prudent and think calmly before making a decision.
Maybe some things can be avoided and won't happen.
Sometimes living a more ordinary life may not be worse than living a vigorous life.
These are some of my personal thoughts.
I used to be unwilling to be ordinary. I always felt that life was dull and lacked passion, and I always wanted to do something.
Then what?
Finally became nothing.
You deserve it.
At this age, I have experienced everything I need to experience, and I have seen everything I need to see.
I think it's time to settle down and think about it carefully.
At the end of last year, my store closed down due to the epidemic.
I can't hold it any longer.
They are always blocked at every turn, and I understand.
It's an extraordinary time.
But no money was made.
However, shop rents have skyrocketed.
I really have no choice.
I have been free for the past two months and have some time.
So I wrote this book.
This can be regarded as an explanation for the obsession that has always been in my heart.
Give yourself permission to try one last time.
Do what you like and want to do.
No matter what the final result is, at least I tried hard.
After writing this book, if your grades are passable and it proves that you are the material and suitable for this job, then keep going.
If it doesn't work, it can be regarded as fulfilling one of my dreams. After working hard and trying, there is nothing to regret, right?
There are already enough regrets in life, it would be better to have one less regret.
Then make a compromise with reality.
When it’s time to go on a blind date, go on a blind date, and when it’s time to get married, get started.
When you should work hard to make money, work hard to make money.
After having a family, all my thoughts are focused on the family.
In the days to come, I will live for daily necessities.
When I raise my children and start a family in the future, I will be done with this life.
hehe.
In the past two years, as I have grown older, my family has become more and more anxious to press for marriage, and my head is getting bigger.
I wonder who the woman I will spend the rest of my life with in the future is, and what will she be like?
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Sorry, it's a bit verbose.
I didn't expect that I would say so much in just one sentence.
Finally, I wish you all happiness, smooth work, happiness and good health!
To all my friends who support me, thank you again!
Friends who don’t like the clumsy work, please be merciful!