He took out a few tissues to wipe away her tears, and then said as if coaxing a child: "If you don't tell me some things, I won't ask you more questions, and I won't go behind your back to check you.
You trust me enough, and I hope you can give me more trust."
"I believe in your loyalty, and you also have to believe in my abilities, okay?"
No one can understand the pain and worry of seeing the woman you like with eyes full of grievances but unable to say a word.
He lowered his eyes, "Huh? Tell me about it?"
Ye Lai bit her lip, not knowing what to say.
After a long time, she plucked up the courage to say, "I need to leave."
Feng Yan didn't seem surprised at all, "Where are you going?"
"Go to work and make money." Ye Lai closed his eyes.
She felt that after she returned to the base, Li Hen would test her, and after confirming that she was fine, he would definitely send her a mission.
Li Hen was very suspicious and she was afraid.
Not only was he afraid of Li Hen's cruelty, but he was also afraid that it would implicate Feng Yan.
Li Hen was already suspicious after the phone call today.
She was worried that Li Hen would target Feng Yan, and when she thought of that possibility, she felt that it would be better for Li Hen to control her.
"Work to make money?" Feng Yan murmured, "Are you short of money? Didn't I give it to you?"
Ye Lai opened his mouth, but nothing came out.
She is not good at lying. She only lied to Li Hen on the phone. Once face to face, she will definitely be full of loopholes.
Someone moved her body, and she and Feng Yan were sitting face to face.
Feng Yan was wearing black pajamas with dark patterns, and two buttons on the collar were unbuttoned. He took the silver-framed glasses on the bedside table and put them on, then looked at her seriously.
"If you have something you want to do, I won't interfere with you, but you have to ensure your safety. You can't hide anything from me."
Feng Yan tried his best to make his words as easy to understand as possible, "If you want me to be able to find you at any time, you can't get too close to other men without permission. We also have to meet."
She wants to leave.
he agrees.
But she has to remember the way home.
Feng Yan touched her head, "You said you were an orphan, and I believed you. You said you had nothing to do with Jiang Yi, and I believed you. You said that man was your brother, and I believed you. You said you were going
I also believe that you can make money by working."
"Ye Lai, you can't betray my trust in you, okay?"
Ye Lai's head tilted slightly.
She suddenly couldn't understand a question.
Obviously Feng Yan is a very sensitive and insecure person.
But why did he believe everything she said?
And why do you never ask questions about her words and actions?
Ye Lai may never understand in his life. At a certain point in a relationship, most people will choose to deceive themselves.
It's not that you don't dare to face the facts, it's that you can't face the outcome without the other person.
Therefore, don’t ask, don’t think too much, and don’t get entangled is the best way.
"Where are you going?" Ye Lai watched him get up.
Feng Yan lit a cigarette and walked out, "Don't you have to go to work? I'll pack your luggage."
Will the boss of Tangtang Scientific Research Group personally pack the luggage for others?
Ye Lai followed.
In the cloakroom.
A gray opened suitcase lies on the floor.
The man wearing black pajamas and pajamas was picking at the hangers, "You're in China, right?"
"Yeah." She replied.
should be.
"Just pack a few pieces of winter clothes. I see that Feng Wan has also worn this kind of warm clothes, but she is thick and should be resistant to freezing, so I will bring you two pieces."
While Feng Yan was helping her fold her clothes, he said to himself: "These shoes have thick soles. If you are always walking around outside, wear these to save yourself from getting cold."
"I saw this underwear. It's quite expensive, so it should be of good quality?"
"This hair dryer has many settings. Use this when washing your hair to avoid damaging your head."
"The temperature will get lower as the Chinese New Year approaches, so you need to bring a down jacket."
Packing it back and forth, there are three suitcases.
Ye Lai watched him go out and come back, and then put a wad of cash in the suitcase in front of her.
Feng Yan squatted on the ground and said: "If your phone is out of battery, use cash. I've put your ID card charger in it for you, and that smart phone..."
He paused and said, "You can take your suitcase by yourself. It won't fit in the suitcase."
After saying that, Feng Yan stood up, turned his back, and called Liu Tan on his cell phone.
Liu Tan, who is on call 24 hours a day, quickly answered: "Sir?"
Feng Yan raised his hand to press his eyes behind the lenses, and his voice was a little hoarse: "Prepare a car that can carry luggage."
"OK."
Soon, Liu Tan transferred a commercial vehicle.
Feng Yan walked directly to the door without wearing a coat and signaled to Liu Tan: "Put all your luggage in and give Ye Lai the car keys."
Ye Lai followed him out.
Snowflakes were floating in the dark night sky, light and thin, but at this moment it seemed to be carrying endless weight, pressing on her legs and shoulders, preventing her from taking a step forward.
Liu Tan handed Ye Lai the car key, and she opened her palm and looked at the car key.
It wasn't until someone hugged Ye Lai that he came back to his senses.
Liu Tan backed away with a wink.
The two hugged each other under the corridor light of the villa, and his palm was always on Ye Lai's back, sliding from top to bottom.
He didn't say anything, but the reluctance floating in the cold wind was deeply depressing.
After about five minutes, he let go of Ye Lai and said, "Let's go."
The chip in Ye Lai's body was running normally, but it didn't translate the emotions she felt but didn't understand into answers to her.
Her steps were a little empty, and she walked towards the car step by step.
She thought Feng Yan would ask and disagree.
But there are none.
His reaction left Ye Lai a bit overwhelmed.
But when she actually opened the car door, someone suddenly grabbed her wrist.
Turning around, when she saw Feng Yan's red eyes clearly, she was also hugged.
Her mind went blank for a moment.
Feng Yan's voice was different from usual, very hoarse, as if it was about to break.
The snow was getting thicker and thicker, and the cold wind was biting, but he didn't shiver.
"Ye Lai, you want to come back and celebrate the New Year with me."
She replied in a daze: "Okay."
"You must remember to come back to me."
"good."
Feng Yan hugged her so tightly that Ye Lai was a little out of breath, but she didn't choose to push him away.
After Feng Yan let go, Ye Lai saw him stuffing something into his pocket.
In the snowy night, he stood in front of her, with the same relaxed and lazy look as when they first met. The lenses blurred his red eyes.
He smiled and pinched Ye Lai's cheek, "If you can't find your home address, just use the address on the business card to find it, or..."
Feng Yan took a step back and rubbed his nose, "Or call me and I'll pick you up."
-
The car was driving on an ice-covered road.
There were no lights on in the car, and Ye Lai's eyes were a little hollow.
When she was driving to leave, Feng Yan said to her——
"Any time, anywhere, call me if you are in trouble."
At that time, Ye Lai heard himself ask inexplicably: "Will you always be here?"
Then, she saw Feng Yan smile.
He said: "As long as you remember me, I will always be here."
-
The wind and snow were scary.
Liu Tan took a coat and put it on the man standing on the roadside, "Sir, it's snowing heavily, are you going back?"
Feng Yan kept looking in the direction where the commercial vehicle disappeared. His tall figure was reflected in the snow, and his eyes were deep and quiet under the lenses.
She chose to remain silent again and again, not telling him anything, and her whole body was full of secrets.
Can he really be so generous that he doesn't care at all?
no.
Feng Yan thought he was not that considerate, but he deceived himself and wanted to believe that Ye Lai actually had something to hide.
He is so many years older than her, and there are things she can't do, so it's up to him.
For example, understand.
But there are some things...
"Liu Tan."
"Sir, I'm here."
He murmured: "Who do you think she is?"
Liu Tan didn't understand.
Feng Yan twirled his fingers, with a deep look on his face, as if he was talking to himself: "The number that sent me that photo belongs to Li Hen."