"Then they won't be able to survive." Feng Yan pulled her to the bathroom, "wash your face and go to bed."
Ye Lai has now learned to take care of himself, wash his face, put on clothes and eat, and does everything by himself as much as possible. Only when he can't do it, Feng Yan will help him.
She bent down to wash her face, and Feng Yan pulled the hair on the back of her head a few times to see if it had grown better in that area.
As a result, as soon as their hands touched her, they were held down by Ye Lai's wet hands.
Feng Yan was stunned.
When Ye Lai turned his head, the coldness in his eyes was a bit sudden, and even his voice was sudden, "What are you doing?"
Feng Yan was not angry at being treated like this. After being stunned for a while, he tried to ask: "Ye Lai, why did you stop me?"
Ye Lai was defenseless before, but now...
She has become more and more like before, never letting others touch the back of her head.
Is she getting better soon?
Feng Yan's hands were trembling slightly, and he stared closely at the girl with drops of water on her face.
But Ye Lai said: "It's itchy."
Feng Yan's excited heart slowly fell to the ground. He barely raised a smile and said, "Okay, let's not touch it."
After washing his face, Ye Lai wiped his face shakily and prepared to lie down.
"I'll go to the study room and you go to bed, okay?" Feng Yan handed her the milk before going to bed.
Ye Lai nodded.
There was a small table in front of her, with a straw inserted into the milk cup. She was on the bedside, watching Feng Yan turn around and walk out.
Ye Lai is sensitive, both in the past and now.
She clearly felt that Feng Yan was in a very depressed mood.
But she couldn't find a reason.
why?
"Boom!"
There was a knock on the bedroom door, and Ye Lai said, "Come in."
Feng Yuan poked his head in and said, "My brother isn't here?"
"study."
Feng Yuan ran over with a brochure in hand and crawled directly to her side, "I suddenly pulled out a photo album, and it actually contains photos of my brother when he was a child. Let me show it to you."
She opened it, and the first one was a picture of Feng Yan giving a speech as a student representative when he was in high school.
Feng Yan was already very handsome in his teenage years. At that time, he seemed to love to laugh, and he looked gentle and polite. When he stood in front of the microphone, he was full of youthful atmosphere.
"This is a photo of my brother competing against other schools." Feng Yuan pointed to her.
The first thing Ye Lai saw was not Feng Yan, but another female classmate standing next to him. It seemed that he should be a partner and give a speech together.
They are full of the flavor of youth, and their eyes are full of longing and confidence for the future, sparkling and dazzling.
At that time, Feng Yan had not yet entered the big dyeing vat of society, nor had he become the cynical person he would become later.
He is also very kind and hardworking.
Looking at such a photo, Ye Lai felt like his heart was shaking.
It seemed like there should be a normal girl standing next to him, with arms that didn't tremble and who spoke sharply.
Ye Lai looked down at his shaking arms, and then remembered the speed at which he usually spoke.
She seems not worthy of Feng Yan.
She seemed to have embarrassed him.
"Ye Lai..." Feng Yuan was frightened, "Why are you crying?"
Ye Lai was stunned.
Feng Yuan wiped away her tears, "Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere? I'll find a doctor for you!"
"No..." Ye Lai suddenly grabbed her wrist, with deep helplessness hidden in his eyes.
Ye Lai bit the tip of his tongue and tried to speak faster, "I'm just sleepy."
"Okay, okay, then you go to bed." Feng Wan closed the photo album and left the bedroom without saying a word.
Ye Lai, who was plunged into darkness, did not fall asleep. She looked at the dim light outside the window, with emotions so complicated that she could not understand them at all.
Anyway, she just felt uncomfortable.
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"Aren't you sleeping?" Feng Yan was following up on the research and development project, but he saw the girl appearing at the door of the study.
Ye Lai just looked at him and didn't take a step forward.
Feng Yan noticed something was wrong with her, and immediately walked over, holding her little face in his hands, "What's wrong?"
Ye Lai stared into his eyes and said, "Feng Yan."
"Here you are." Feng Yan touched the top of her hair.
"Why, I'm different from you." Her voice was obviously choked.
Feng Yan felt as if someone had punched him in the heart so hard that he forgot to react for a moment.
"What's different? They're all the same." Feng Yan pulled her to sit on the chair behind the long table, and he squatted in front of Ye Lai, "Okay, how do you say this?"
"My hands are different from yours." Ye Lai said in a low voice, "You understand, but I don't understand. It's because I'm different that those people are talking about you."
She doesn't understand anything, yet she seems to understand everything.
Feng Yan took another breath and held her cold hand tightly, "Because you are a little angel."
"Angel?" Ye Lai's eyes showed confusion.
"That's right." Feng Yan told her, "Because you are a little angel, too perfect, beautiful and outstanding, so when you came to the world, God deliberately created a little trouble for you. God is too jealous. Isn't this right?
It’s your fault.”
"And you came to me just to help me, so we got over this little trouble. You see, you couldn't speak at the beginning. How long has it been since you were able to communicate with me normally?
You are great. But you are right, you are indeed different from us, you are much smarter and more beautiful than us."
Feng Yan wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, "Ye Lai, I don't know if you understand, but I always feel that meeting you is the compensation given to me by fate."
"Is that so?" Ye Lai tilted his head.
"Of course." Feng Yan laughed, "I used to be very fierce. When I was angry, I wanted to cut people into pieces. Do you see who I have beaten now?"
It was you who made me no longer angry and resentful of the injustice in this world.
Ye Lai finally laughed.
"We must be brave and face anything bravely. We must not doubt ourselves. No matter who you are or what your identity is, you have the right to live in this moment. No one has the right to question your existence." Feng Yan did not.
Care about whether she can understand.
But Ye Lai's brain circuit is a bit strange, "Are you implying that I am not a human being?"
Feng Yan was shocked, and his eyes darkened a little: "Did you think of something?"
Ye Lai raised his head and blinked, "I also feel that I am not human."
Feng Yan became more and more excited and was about to speak when he heard Ye Lai say again:
"I am indeed smarter than a human being."
Feng Yan: "..."
Well, he was excited for nothing.
"Feng Yan, you were so good-looking when you were a child." Ye Lai looked at him, "How can I make you look like that again?"
The man's expression froze, "Where did you see me when I was a child?"
"Little notebook." Ye Lai recalled what Feng Wan had just shown to her.
"You can't use the word 'get' for that..." Feng Yan sighed, "It's about giving birth to one."
"How did it happen?" Ye Lai seemed particularly curious.
Feng Yan frowned: "I can't give birth now."
"Why?" Ye Lai's eyes widened slightly, "Don't you know how to give birth? Go and learn!"