In fact, it wasn't because she didn't feel humiliated because he didn't resist. After all, he had already accepted the fact that he couldn't beat his wife before.
But once someone else changes, he can't accept it in his heart.
Feng Yan raised his eyes faintly: "Do you remember me?"
coming.
I'm coming.
Come to Xingshi to investigate.
But now, Ye Lai didn't seem to have any guilt at all. He was leaning on the couch lazily, holding a bottle of water leisurely.
She lazily raised her eyes: "Ah. I hit my head and remembered."
"Where have you been these past few years?" Feng Yan lowered his head and asked casually.
But only he knows how much he cares about this matter.
What did she go to do?
What has she experienced?
Did she hang out with any man while she was away from him for such a long time?
"Should I ask you this?" Ye Lai stared at him: "Where have you been in the past few years?"
"I didn't go anywhere." Feng Yan met her gaze.
"I can't find you, where can I go? Besides waiting for you at home, what else can I do?"
Feng Yan became angry when he mentioned this.
Ye Lai also felt aggrieved, because their perspectives were different.
"So you just wait and wait to cause so many scandals with so many women?"
"What did you say?"
"What did you say I said?"
The two of them rarely have such tit-for-tat emotions over a certain matter.
In the past, people were either suppressed unilaterally or directly asked for mercy unilaterally.
This is the first time that I have fought hard and never gave in.
"You left out of nowhere." The emotions in Feng Yan's eyes were extremely complicated, "You left! You left me and the two children alone! Now you're asking me in turn?"
Ye Lai looked at him without speaking.
Feng Yan stood up. The trousers were intact. He put them on and looked into her eyes. He was filled with disappointment: "Ye Lai, I have never been sorry to you, not even once."
"On the contrary, it was you. During the years we were together, I..."
Feng Yan frowned.
This time, he didn't back down like before, and he didn't even give up on his dignity. He just opened the door and left with only a coat on.
He had hatred and complaints in his heart towards Ye Lai.
Later, he discovered that Ye Lai couldn't remember anything. Apart from forcing himself to endure it, he really had no choice but to say anything about the woman he had longed for and what the woman he had forgotten about had done.
But now that she remembered it, she didn't feel any apology. This was something Feng Yan couldn't accept no matter what.
He really loved Ye Lai, so he waited willingly and did his best to take care of the children she left him.
But what about him?
How has he survived these years of despair?
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Ye Lai didn't chase her out. She leaned quietly on the sofa, her mind filled with what Feng Yan said before leaving.
In her world, her memories after seeing Mr. Bai were all blurry, but before that, she remembered how she pursued her past memories.
She always felt that she had forgotten something, and she had some strange dreams every night, including this inexplicable arrival in this city, which was all subconsciously helped by her brain.
But in the end, you are still a human being and you have emotions.
The photos and news she saw on the Internet were all suppressed, but in every photo there was a photo of Feng Yan very close to a certain woman.
Either chatting and laughing, or whispering to each other.
There was a smile on his face.
At that moment, Ye Lai's emotions reached their peak.
She admitted that maybe she still couldn't fully understand the laws of human survival, so she couldn't accept the so-called playing around.
But she still captured the grievance and sadness Feng Yan showed when he said those words before leaving.
What kind of person was Feng Yan before?
Irritable, emotional, indifferent, arrogant and arrogant.
Has he ever had to compromise?
Now, for the sake of his two children, he begged a female gangster who trampled on his dignity.
In those years......
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Feng family.
"dad!"
The brother and sister, who had not seen their father for more than a day, came over excitedly.
Feng Yan was exhausted and said, "Dad, take a rest. Have you eaten?"
"have eaten."
The man went upstairs silently, entered the bedroom, started taking a shower, and never came out again.
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Rental house.
"Ye Lai, are you back? Where is Feng Yan?"
The woman put down her jacket and fell directly into the bed.
Heizi looked at her for a long time: "What's wrong with you?"
After a long time, the woman's voice was muffled, "Am I sorry for Feng Yan?"
Heizi blinked: "It stands to reason. But... you didn't mean it. You are an AI. You don't have much freedom. There are some things you can't do about, such as your chip being formatted."
When Ye Lai thought about it, she knew that Bai Jun had formatted her chip.
She knew why Bai Jun did this.
Her hands stopped shaking, and she didn't have any side effects after the chip was gone.
"He seems to hate me." Ye Lai analyzed the emotion he felt.
Heizi was surprised: "Hate you?"
"Um."
Since the day they separated, Feng Yan has never appeared again. Ye Lai would go to school on time to study painting, but he never came once.
"Ye Lai, why don't you take the initiative to find Feng Yan?"
"I need to think about it." Ye Lai said while copying: "My current thoughts are different from his, and I need to sort them out."
"Have there been any discrepancies before?"
"Very few, almost none."
Heizi lay next to her easel, "So Ye Lai, have you realized a problem?"
"Um?"
"When you had a chip, you and Feng Yan's thinking might be able to match, because your thinking can be changed and controlled. But now you are a normal person, a person with subjective consciousness and independent thinking, so
, do you think your three views will still be consistent?"
Heizi just realized this problem, so he raised it.
Ye Lai stopped painting and became lost in thought.
Ye Lai, who once entered the human world, was just like a blank piece of paper. The person she came into contact with the most was Feng Yan, so she would look like whatever Feng Yan drew on that piece of paper.
Now that Ye Lai does not have that piece of paper, can he still get along with Feng Yan normally, relying solely on his own subjective consciousness?
She gradually discovered that there were a lot of things that she couldn't accept.
Just like those tidbits of news, or Feng Yan's occasional roar.
But in the past, Ye Lai didn't care about those things and wouldn't have any emotions because of them.
"Ding dong——"
The phone vibrated.
Ye Lai stopped his painting and looked at it.
Another piece of entertainment news.
Her teeth clenched slightly.
In the photo, the woman who was very close to Feng Yan that night went to the hospital to take care of Feng Yan.
Although it was far away, Ye Lai could still see it clearly.
He didn't contact her because he was in the hospital. And in the hospital, he was accompanied by other women.
She put the phone on the ground and let Heizi look at it, "What do you think the old me would think when I saw this?"