This is the first time Im publishing a single chapter, and I want to express some of my inner thoughts.
I suddenly received a site message in the background today, notifying me that it will be put on the shelves tomorrow.
I immediately went to the editor and talked a lot of nonsense about working hard and dreaming hard, and then adjusted it to next week.
Yes. It will be on the shelves next week.
The word count is up and I have to write it.
I really can't imagine that 629's collection can have any subscription results.
Since signing the contract, there are only two recommendations that are so unpopular that they are almost frozen.
I asked the editor, why don’t you like my book?
In terms of structure and settings, I have created tens of thousands of words of settings and plot lines, and they will never fall apart in the later stages.
When it comes to essay pens, I won’t lose to anyone.
In terms of content, many readers were truly moved.
In terms of diligence, I never stop updating for a day.
Even if we only talk about the data, I have over 600 collections and almost 3,000 recommendation votes. I am quite satisfied.
I still have more than 40 genuine rewards, such as alliance leaders and helmsmen.
This is all real data. I paid one dollar for a ticket and it was like lightning.
Isn't it better than those brushes?
The editor said that your tracking data was too poor when you posted recommendations. Xianxia’s recommendations are really tense now.
Okay. I understand. I understand.
I don't mean to blame anyone. The editor has no obligation to do anything for the author.
But it’s really hard to calm down.
Am I not careful enough?
Not sincere enough?
After writing four thousand words every day, my whole spirit was drained.
The pace is slow. Can I write slowly? Is it okay if I write more free chapters for readers? There are no recommendations. Is it okay if I rely on word of mouth to accumulate readers little by little?
It seems not possible. It must be put on the shelves.
I do not know what to say.
Some readers said that I write online articles just to make money.
When I receive soft articles, I don’t have to use my brain. I just publish them. Isn’t it faster to make money than writing this?
For me, the only difference between online articles and physical articles is the different platforms, that’s all.
I write novels with the same sincerity and sincerity.
I don't know why it happened like this.
Too many blows. Too many people have hit me. Too many things have hit me.
After all, I am not invulnerable to all poisons, and I don’t have a kunpi drum on me.
I was really lost, depressed, and had self-doubt.
Am I really not suitable for writing online articles?
I strive to build a real world and put a lot of brushstrokes on small characters. Is it really inappropriate?
Every person, every city and even every country I write about has their own style and temperament, and they are all different. Am I wasting my efforts in vain?
I design a different combat system for each person, trying to fit the character's temperament. Is this unnecessary?
I pursue the self-consistency of logic and the completeness of the plot, and refuse to have fun without thinking. Am I doing something wrong?
I don't have an answer.
But everything in front of me seemed to be giving me the answer.
…
I read through my novel again.
I have a "plot flower" document, which contains various plot fragments. It has more than 10,000 words. If I have written it, cross it out. If I discard it, move it to the back. If I am about to write it, put it in the front.
Continuously adding and deleting.
I have a "Resource Library" document, which contains various settings structures.
Just copying a directory should be enough to see the hard work I put into it:
Detailed explanation of the illusion of Taixu, detailed cultivation of Tao system, general description of realms, Taoist levels and representative Taoist skills, formations, formations, supernatural powers, Taoist system, aquatic tribe, monsters, ferocious beasts, general description of wild beasts, skills
Records of Dharma, Records of Divine Weapons, Records of Treasures, Records of Rare Objects, Currency System, Maps (with summary of forces), Country and Sect.
There are also timelines, plot backgrounds, important historical nodes, and the changing process of the times from ancient times, ancient times, medieval times to modern times.
The story that continues until the present world begins.
I completed these settings as if I were writing a paper. Doesn’t it make sense?
Isn’t this complete world they built magnificent?
Can’t the emotions I invest in this world move readers?
I do not believe.
I do not believe.
…
I don’t have any recommendations, just see if I can add more to my collection before it’s put on the shelves.
Starting now until it hits shelves next week.
Every time the collection increases by 100, one chapter will be added and updated until the saved manuscripts are exhausted.
I have at least ten chapters saved that I can add.
…
Maybe it's of no use.
I just try my best to be myself.
That’s all.
I will definitely finish writing this story.
It will not disappoint any reader who reads this novel.
Let this story begin with a pure heart and end with a pure heart.
