During the time when Lao Mo's father passed away, many friends brought sincere greetings and heartfelt care to Lao Mo. Lao Mo was deeply grateful.
In book reviews, in groups, and on WeChat, there are words of comfort from readers and friends everywhere. Lao Mo is really touched. In a simple sentence, Lao Mo deserves to have friends like you in this life.
Speaking of my father's passing, I am very sorry that I was not able to see my father for the last time. This is also the part of my heart that makes me most guilty.
My father had a very unfortunate life. My great-grandfather was a landowner. He married his third wife and gave birth to my grandfather when he was fifty years old.
But it didn't come at a good time. After my grandfather was born, the family fell into decline and he contracted tuberculosis (which is now called cancer). When he was thirty years old, he died in the same year as my great-great-grandfather.
Eighty years old.
My father was the eldest at that time, he was fifteen years old, I had three brothers, two sisters, and my youngest aunt was only two months old.
If it were just these, that would be fine, it wouldn't be a big deal, but it just didn't happen in a good time. Because of ancestral relations, my father was rated as a rich farmer when the composition was evaluated.
Many young people today do not know the background of that time. At that time, in the production team, as long as someone looked at my father displeased or made a report, my father would be labeled like Plants vs. Zombies.
Criticized. (I don’t know if this game was developed based on the background of that era)
My father's childhood was gloomy. After he got married, the days of being criticized became less and less. After the land reform, all land was contracted to farmers, and my father was truly free.
At that time, the Northeast was encouraging land reclamation, and my father and my mother began to long for it, and finally they were able to reclaim their own fields.
It turned out that the good places were all occupied by people with backgrounds, a bit like someone had already mapped out the territory.
In desperation, my parents had no choice but to go further afield to open up wasteland. A few years later, in addition to the fields assigned by the production team, they finally had their own four acres of paddy fields (for growing rice, crops in Northeast China can only be grown for one season) and part of dry fields.
Now that we have our own small piece of land, life has just become prosperous. My brother, sister and I have gradually appeared in the family. At least the family no longer has to worry about food and clothing.
However, the good times did not last long. When I was nine years old, my father suddenly suffered from cerebral thrombosis and almost died.
As a result, after I survived, I became paralyzed and unable to work normally, and the whole house seemed to have collapsed.
At that time, my eldest brother was in the first grade of junior high school. After he dropped out of school, he began to work in the fields, plowing the fields, holding plows, etc. All the heavy work fell on the shoulders of my mother and my eldest brother.
My sister also helps with farming, but my job is much easier - herding cattle. I am not as tall as a cow, and I am often dragged all over the ground by the cows (sweat! No wonder the tauren warriors are so strong.).
The loss of my father, the main labor force, suddenly made our family very poor. As for the so-called relatives, I will use the word "hehe" instead. Anyone who has been poor will understand, so we will not talk about it.
My sister also stopped studying in the second grade of junior high school. Her grades were very good at that time, but she was very sensible. After all, the conditions at home were too poor.
My brother and sister dropped out of school one after another. When I was in the first grade of junior high school, I finally understood my sister’s difficulties.
Because our family is in the mountains (Ganfanpen Village is my home, the soil is pretty good), we have to walk fifteen miles of mountain road to get to the middle school in the town. We need to live on campus and go home every weekend.
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So here's the problem. When I go home every weekend, the school often incurs some small expenses. I don't know exactly where so many items come from. Anyway, they are all kinds of "fees". This time it's three yuan.
, five yuan next time.
Every time I go home and ask for money, it has become the most unspeakable problem for me, but it’s not enough. I remember that I didn’t get the money again. As a result, when I went to school on Monday, Lao Shi directly asked me to go home to get the money in the evening.
Damn, it was winter at that time, school ended at around four o'clock, and it was almost dark. I was walking on the fifteen-mile mountain road alone. There were often unknown birds singing in the woods, which scared me to the point where my hair stood on end.
After experiencing this kind of thing several times, I decided not to read it anymore. When I announced the news, there was silence in the house.
Originally, I had great hopes of going to college, and my family promised that they would support me in my studies even if they were willing to sell it.
But I saw that my future would be unbearable from the expense of junior high school, so I was graduated and spent eighty-eight to buy a diploma, because at that time the country implemented nine-year compulsory education.
If you buy a certificate, it proves that you have received nine years of compulsory education. This is a lie.
Later, my brother and sister got married one after another, and I graduated from junior high school with a bachelor's degree and started my working career.
Since 1997, I have traveled to many places, sleeping in parks and under bridges. When it rained in the middle of the night, I stayed under the eaves of other people's houses until dawn. When I was the most hungry, I had not eaten for two days, but I still accidentally picked up 50 cents.
, bought a cake to eat, worked as a security guard, waiter, chef, salesperson, mason...
I am not saying this to win your sympathy, but I want to tell you one thing. I am working so hard just to change my destiny.
Although I suffered a lot, I also learned a lot. When I was twenty-four years old, by chance, I became a magician.
It seemed like a very high-end career. From then on, I also had a stable income. Although I didn't make a fortune, I didn't have to go hungry.
When I was twenty-four years old, many people just entered the society from college, but after the transformation of society university, I understood a lot of things.
I began to communicate with my parents frequently, and became less willful. I would always report good news but not bad news. When I was able, I would go back to see them more often, and when I had the opportunity, I would take them out for a walk.
Because I had foreseen the arrival of this day at that time, I cherish everything I have now, so I don’t have too many regrets when my father passes away this time.
Even if my life is reversed and I am allowed to live again, I may not live a better life than this time, so I hope that my friends can cherish the present.
Just like a song says: Treat each day as if it is the end and fall in love. Every minute and second is so beautiful that tears fall.
The pace of life nowadays is getting faster and faster, and many people can no longer stop and think about something. I don't want you to follow the footsteps of your predecessors at a loss, led by others.
Knowledge cannot change destiny, only wisdom can change destiny. When you can see through the essence of life, then think about what you want.
If we think of a family as a boat of life, fighting to cross the ocean, it is our parents who brought us to the boat, but when the time comes, they need to get off the boat.
And we are the same, we will also take our children on this ship, and then we have to get off the ship even if we are reluctant to let go.
Whether it is a small boat or a giant sailing ship, the appearance is different, but in fact it is still the same process of welcoming and sending people, and the cycle continues.
We can easily see our own results, but many people don't want to, or dare not think about their own results, to avoid the results, and then they are completely lost. Finally, when the results come, they will find that what they have lost is
Far less than what you got.
Forget it, pretending to be deep is not my style, and pretending to be melancholy is not my tone. In the world of novels, it is the kingly way to indulge in pleasure and grudges.
I just got home today. I quickly coded a chapter and uploaded it. I felt a little emotional for a while. I want to tell you a little bit. Don’t mind me. I haven’t had a good sleep in a few days and my mind is very confused. I will go to sleep in a while and wake up.
Continue coding.
Here again, I would like to thank those friends who care about Lao Mo. I have regarded writing as a part of my life. I will adjust my mentality as soon as possible, get into work, and try to code and update as much as possible. I hope everyone can support the original version and Lao Mo.