Ri Lingmeng pursed her lips slightly, and the diary in front of her was full of pages. It was probably the longest entry in the diary so far.
After reading it, Bartgasso was silent for a moment, and then said: "She is only eighteen years old."
Ri Lingmeng nodded.
Without further words, they couldn't wait to turn to the next page.
The owner of the diary started traveling again, and this time, the instructor directly approved her application to travel alone without saying anything. She was now an official traveling mage.
Although she has quit the Execution of Magic, the things she did during her travels were the same as in the past.
While perfecting the travel project, while saving people in a world that is gradually becoming chaotic, the owner of the diary received many flowers and praises, but also witnessed more darkness.
[March 20, 1498, Heritage Chronicle]
[I heard that some people are a little dissatisfied with the name "Heritage Chronicle"? This is really funny. Although it is funny to mark the digging of ancestors' graves on the chronology, now this kind of attempt to conceal it is obvious.
Their behavior makes people laugh even more. I wonder what kind of high-sounding name they plan to give themselves after abandoning the name of inheritance.】
…
【Heritage, May 19, 1498】
[My roommate asked me if I was tired while I was doing it.]
【I’m tired, so can this world make me feel more relaxed? 】
[After hearing this, she said that I was “idealistic”. Am I? Isn’t world peace what everyone wants? Then there may be too much idealism in this world.]
[Okay, okay, I know she didn’t mean it this way. Ideals are ideals. Ever since my brother died, I have felt a lot heavier. Maybe the ideal I place my trust in is his. 】
…
【Heritage July 5, 1498】
【A conflict between two countries was prevented today.】
[I tried my best to persuade them, but they answered my words with magic cannons.]
【Since I don’t want to talk properly, I have no other choice.】
[There was a child not far from the battlefield. I deliberately diverted the fighting fire elsewhere to avoid hurting him, but after I finished dealing with those crazy troops, the child yelled "Witch" and ran away in panic.
】
[There are many more titles. Witch, which sounds better than "Ice Death". 】
【Why are they all negative names?】
…
[December 23, 1498, Heritage Chronicle]
【I want to say sorry to my tutor.】
[I probably won’t be able to complete my graduation project. Obviously, genius is a false proposition.]
[I have only returned to my hometown for a long time, the Kingdom of Frosen on the plateau. I originally thought that being independent from the world might not lead to it being involved in this burning world, but I seem to have forgotten that we still have
An unfriendly neighbor.]
[Myrtle has declared war on my hometown. Now is not the time to "play" outside, I want to go home.]
…
The owner of the diary returned to his hometown after leaving a big circle.
The strength and knowledge she possesses at this time are undoubtedly the best in that small country.
Verora, the first teacher of the owner of the diary, handed over the position of the chief mage of the kingdom to her, and she began to really be able to help her father, who was the head of a country.
There is less time to write diaries, and the span of diaries has increased again.
[February 12, 1450]
[It seems that I haven’t touched a diary for a long time. Picking up the pen is for paperwork, and putting down the pen is for going into battle. It’s rare to have some leisure time, so write a few strokes. 】
[As expected, I am not a genius. I failed to obtain a recognized mage status in the Mage Tower. Although I returned to my hometown and took my current position, I failed to bring any changes to my hometown. 】
[The war is dragging us down, and the Kingdom of Merte is dyed red. Just like the red that symbolizes madness I have seen when walking on the continent. It brings far more than madness, but also destructive power.
.]
[I alone may be able to change some parts of the battlefield, but I cannot change the general trend. We can still maintain a stalemate now, but how long can we maintain a stalemate? We on the plateau are like gladiators in the ring. We can only rely on ourselves. 】
…
[December 9, 1450, Heritage Chronicle]
【Father passed away.】
[He was already old, coupled with Merter’s oppression and hard work day after day over the years. He was unable to survive this winter. 】
[I still have to prepare for the Winter Festival, so I’ll leave it here for now.]
…
[January 1, 1451, Heritage Chronicle]
【In this simple and unassuming winter festival this year, I took over the throne from my father.】
[The moment I sat in that seat and took over the crown from Teacher Willow’s hands, I thought of my brother. If he were still here, maybe he would have taken over his father’s position a few years ago.]
【He will definitely do better than me.】
【However, I must do better than he could possibly do.】
…
[June 5, 1451, Heritage Chronicle]
[My mother also passed away, and she passed away peacefully. Every day since her father died has been a torment for her. I admit that I also ignored her feelings.]
[But the war on the front line was not pleasant. She wanted to express condolences to me, but I really couldn’t say anything or answer.]
[I went out to stabilize the front, and when I came back, my mother’s body was already being prepared for burial under the auspices of Teacher Willow.]
【sorry.】
[I asked Teacher Willow if I could cry. Her mature and intellectual but slightly wrinkled face showed a kind smile, and then she shook her head.]
【I am the king of this country, I cannot cry, there is no time to cry.】
【Sorry, mother.】
…
[May 29, 1457, Heritage Chronicle]
[Frosen is in danger, but the situation on the mainland is also confusing.]
[The Horang dynasty is beginning to make moves, and has already begun to be called the Blood Dynasty. 】
[My roommate took the risk to come over and visit me. She said my clothes and crown looked good on me.]
[It’s so rude to comment on a king like this!]
[But after chatting with her for a while, I did feel a little more relaxed.]
[She didn’t stay long. Before leaving, I couldn’t help but ask her how I can save my country.]
[She doesn’t know either. Of course, she is just my roommate.]
[However, she told me that with my current condition, it would probably be very difficult.]
[Yes, I also know that I am not suitable to sit in this seat.]
…
[September 2, 1458, Heritage Chronicle]
[There are recent reports that a plague has appeared in the country.]
[I should have disposed of the corpses after the war every time, but this kind of thing cannot be completely contained. This is undoubtedly bad news. Merter has also been engaged in a war of attrition recently. It seems that he has realized that when we
Days are running out and we want to take us down without any bloodshed.】
…
[December 20, 1458]
【Bastard!】
[This is not an ordinary plague, they have been planning it for a long time!]
【They actually used this method!】
【Civilians are innocent!】
【What should I do? Father, mother, brother, what should I do?】
…
[January 2, 1459, Heritage Chronicle]
[I accepted Merter’s invitation to peace talks.]
[I know that this invitation to peace talks will not get the results I want. Flossen will become part of Mert in the future. But, enough is enough. Watching my people fall in front of me one after another, but I
There is nothing I can do, I really can’t do it!]
[This winter festival is unprecedentedly bleak. Tomorrow I will go to the Kingdom of Merte.]
【Father, mother, brother, bless me.】
…
[January 4, 1459, Heritage Chronicle]
【I made a deal with the devil.】
[It’s not Mert, but another demon that is even colder than the Kingdom of Mert. 】
[I originally went to Mert for peace talks with a feeling of giving up. But when I actually arrived there, I realized how dirty and ugly human beings are.]
【I mean, myself.】
[Looking at the lights and colorful decorations in Merte's capital, the people's faces are filled with happy smiles, immersed in the joy of the winter festival. I don't understand. 】
【Why can't my country be like them...?】
[Why, my people are suffering from hunger, cold, and the plague brought by Mert, but they can be so happy!?]
[I am unwilling, annoyed, resentful, and cursed. I never thought that I was so fragile and twisted. 】
【Then, that night, I met it...】
【A lich with white horns.】
[It told me that it was the culprit who released the plague and was hired by Merter to act. However, there is something it wants more in me, so it plans to negotiate a deal with me. 】
[Cold cannot cause real pain to humans, but death can.]
【Give it my fallen heart and it will give me the power to die.】