Is the surrounding area...blank? Or is it darkness?
Xing Liuli couldn't tell the difference anymore.
From a long time ago, she was just walking back and forth on the stairs that she didn't know whether to go up or down, spiral or straight. All kinds of detailed senses were being lost, leaving only mental activities.
Obviously, she is lost.
Not long after the ceremony began, she fell into this state.
This should be what Shakya Vina calls the state of letting go. But how long does she have to wait for this stage to pass?
Or will it never end and she will be completely lost here?
Surprisingly, even if I try to stimulate my energy by thinking this way, I am still limited to a flat mood activity curve.
The inner panic disappeared into nothingness after an initial period of time. As time went by, she felt that her existence was being torn apart.
She tried to dig up memories from the past to fill the void in the present.
But unfortunately, she failed again.
The memory has also become blurry.
Everything began to be stripped away, and gradually only one title remained... not, not one, but two.
Sagavina Quinnier.
Star glass.
These two titles are the most ingrained in her body. No matter what kind of treatment she suffers, they still hold her tightly.
The two names swayed uneasily in the empty confusion, and then it seemed that they finally found a trick to maintain stability.
They are intertwined in everything and feed each other.
This allowed the situation to persist for a little while.
But after all, it is not a long-term solution.
Finally, the feeling of emptiness reached an unprecedented peak, and these two titles began to become full of cracks, as if they would break if touched. Will they finally leave me?
She thought so indifferently.
However, an unexpected scene occurred.
The name "Sajavena" began to mix her already fragmented body into the relatively intact fragments of "Xing Liuli".
"Sakya Veena" became the glue of "Xing Liuli".
Bring it back together.
At this moment, a dazzling light indeed appeared in front of Xing Liuli's eyes.
With the appearance of this ray of light, Xing Liuli's other senses gradually returned, finding their anchor point again in this huge void, condensing Xing Liuli's appearance and her individuality.
"Just now..." Xing Liuli made a somewhat surprised sound.
But soon, she looked at her hands and clothes in shock.
Her voice became much deeper, and she was also wearing Sagavina's clothes.
And most importantly, her mood changes are extremely low, and she has become numb and ruthless to most things. If Xing Liuli's essence was not still struggling, I'm afraid she would have completely turned back into the heartbroken queen she used to be.
"Did Sagavina do it? No, no, I can't go back on my decision after I've made it, or even do this kind of stabbing in the back." Xing Liuli stretched out one hand and covered herself.
forehead and close your eyes.
After feeling a little relieved, she looked forward.
In the vast void around her, the starlight in front of her was extremely dazzling, guiding her in the direction.
After standing still and staring for a long time, Xing Liuli stepped forward and stepped on the void with her long boots. Unexpectedly, she made a crisp sound, which spread in the void and went away until it completely disappeared.
Xing Liuli's footsteps did not pause, and she walked calmly towards the starlight in front of her, and was then engulfed by the dazzling starlight.
…
When you open your eyes, what you see is a starry sky.
However, this starry sky was not as beautiful as she had imagined. Instead, it seemed a bit cold and heartless. Because she felt bored, she withdrew her gaze and looked around.
Then there was a hint of surprise in his eyes.
"This is……"
In front of you is a group of buildings that are not considered luxurious, but they are very large and give people a different kind of warmth.
Seeing this old scenery in his memory, Xing Liuli's vision was a little lost, and then he couldn't help but take steps to approach the building.
After a moment, she saw a sneaky figure passing through the corner of the wall.
After thinking for a while, Xing Liuli followed as if nothing had happened.
It seemed to be walking, but it didn't slow down the figure at all.
On a wide lawn, Xing Liuli saw that figure.
She has beautiful long ice-blue hair and a small and exquisite figure wearing a somewhat messy child-shaped robe, jumping around on the lawn, her eyes focused on the starry sky.
The little guy noticed the approaching footsteps of Xing Liuli, who turned his head alertly, revealing his cute and alert little face.
"Who?" the soft and waxy voice said sternly.
"Princess, why didn't you fall asleep late at night and why did you go out here?" Xing Liuli asked casually, approaching the girl naturally.
Xing Liuli's natural attitude really fooled this innocent little girl. The girl said in a daze: "I want to look at the stars. I had a day of magic classes today and I'm about to go to bed again. I can't do what I like."
"But when you were in class, didn't you pay attention to the lectures and often sneak out?"
"Where is it?"
"Did you ask the head maid, Miss Sreethy, to hide it for you? If I go and complain, the King will punish her."
After saying this, the girl pulled on Xing Liuli's skirt pitifully: "Big sister, please don't tell daddy."
This tearful look really made Xing Liuli's indifferent mood ripples.
"I won't tell your dad."
"Yeah!"
"But they actually all know it."
"ah!?"
The little girl said in confusion: "Impossible! They all say that I must learn those things in order to truly grow up and become useful. They will definitely be unhappy if I don't learn them!"
"You know they will be unhappy, so why don't you learn?"
"Because...because..." the little girl hesitated and couldn't speak.
"Because your father is the king and your brother is so powerful, you don't have to work hard?" Xing Liuli said to the little girl in a cruel tone.
The little girl's tears slowly fell, but she tried not to cry out.
"Why don't you cry?"
"Mom said, a princess can't cry casually."
"fine."
"Huh?" The little girl's eyes were red and she was a little confused.
"Are you obedient in this aspect?" Xing Liuli felt helpless, and then said: "Your father and brother are indeed willing to pamper you. If they really have the ability."
"Sister, what are you talking about?"
"No, nothing."
"Vina!" At this time, a man's gentle call came from behind.
The little girl turned her head to look, but Xing Liuli turned away in the opposite direction without any hesitation, without even the slightest intention of looking back.
The environment shattered like ice crystals, revealing another layer of the world beneath it.
As soon as I came out, I heard a slight suppressed sob.
Xing Liuli glanced around. It was still night, and the sky was still cold. She was standing on the walkway covered with blue carpet, and the small sound came from the closed door next to her.
Xing Liuli didn't hesitate at all. She probably knew the situation she was in, so she directly raised her hand and knocked on the door gently.
What she wants to do is clear.
The last faint sobbing stopped abruptly.
"Princess, open the door."
Hearing Xing Liuli's voice, there was a sudden sound in the room, and then the door was opened.
"Big sister?" The little girl with red eyes looked at Xing Liuli in surprise.
"Are you crying?" Xing Liuli asked expressionlessly.