He has never told anyone what his true feelings are.
Therefore, no one told him that his existence was not wrong, let alone the culprit who killed his mother.
Therefore, over the years, the knot in his heart has been unable to be untied, and it has even gotten bigger and bigger. From the beginning, he only drank to numb himself, and finally committed suicide.
And now, Rong Shu was the first to tell him that his mother never regretted giving birth to him, and he never killed his mother. His existence was affirmed, and he was the one who loved him most.
Naturally, his knot in his heart was somewhat relaxed, and he also opened his eyes a little.
Rong Shu didn't know what Fu Jingting was thinking.
But when she heard him say that he looked away a little because of her enlightenment, she was very happy in her heart.
This shows that whether before or after he was drunk, he listened to her words and took note of them.
It also means that even if he is drunk, he is still the most loyal to her.
"Fu Jingting." Rong Shu gave Fu Jingting a chicken leg and put it in his bowl, "We have time, shall we see a psychiatrist?"
"Psychiatrist?" Fu Jingting frowned subconsciously.
Rong Shu nodded slightly, "Yes, see a psychiatrist. Your mother has been dead for more than ten years. It's time for you to let go. Is it possible that you really want to be unable to let go because of your psychology, and then continue like this every year on this day?"
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Having said this, she put down the chopsticks in her hand and looked at the man seriously, "Fu Jingting, do you know? Grandma has always been worried about you. Now that grandma is older, to put it bluntly, grandma may have only been here for a few years.
Do you still want grandma to worry about you all the time? At your age, grandma should enjoy a happy old life instead of worrying about her children and grandchildren. We have been selfish and let grandma worry too much. I really
I don’t want to have to worry about us in the days after I see my grandmother.”
Fu Jingting pursed his thin lips and remained silent without answering.
Rong Shu rubbed her temples and said, "And me, Fu Jingting, do you also want me to worry about you like this every year?"
"Of course not!" Fu Jingting replied immediately.
Rong Shu stared at him, "If not, then you agree to see a doctor."
Fu Jingting lowered his eyes, "I will consider it."
"What's there to consider?" Rong Shu frowned, "This matter should be agreed directly instead of considered, so you must agree, otherwise we should cancel the matter of getting back together. I don't want to have a lover with an unstable temperament.
, and I don’t want to have to worry about him every year. This is a very tiring thing for me, so as long as we don’t get back together, it doesn’t matter between you and me. No matter how you are, I don’t care. If I don’t care, I won’t care about you.
Worry less and you won’t feel tired.”
Hearing what she said, Fu Jingting's pupils suddenly shrank, then he clenched his chopsticks and stood up suddenly, holding her shoulders tightly with both hands, the veins on the back of his hands were exposed, and he was obviously a little excited, "No cancellation allowed, please."
Shu, you can’t cancel!”
It took a lot of effort for him to touch her heart again and make her forgive him and be willing to get back together with him.
Now we were about to get back together in two or three days, but we canceled the reunion at the juncture of these two or three days.
So what does his hard work for so long mean?
He finally got her back with great difficulty, and he must never lose her again.
He will go crazy!
Seeing Fu Jingting so excited and manic, Rong Shu knew that his threat of not getting back together had irritated him.
After all, he has been pursuing himself hard all this time. Although he has promised to get back together with him now, he has not really gotten back together.
Therefore, he has always been in a state of worrying about gains and losses, and has no sense of security in his heart.
That's why he suddenly became so excited when he heard that he didn't want to get back together.
Sighing in her heart, Rong Shu began to press her hands to calm Fu Jingting's emotions, "You don't have to cancel the reunion, but you must promise me to see a psychiatrist. I said that if you don't get better, even if we get back together.
, but after that, I will still feel tired because of you every year, maybe by that time, we will eventually separate."
"No." Fu Jingting tightened his hand on her shoulder, "We will not separate, I promise you, I'll see."
In fact, he has always known that if he can't continue like this, sooner or later, he will destroy himself.
Even if you don't destroy yourself, your weakness will be known to the outside world.
After all, there is nothing in this world that can be hidden for a lifetime.
Once opponents from the outside know that he will change his temperament every year on this day, and then target him, he will most likely harm himself and cause the Fu family to suffer heavy losses.
Therefore, it is not that he has not considered finding a psychiatrist to relieve himself.
But every time he had to make a decision, he backed down.
Because once he sees a psychiatrist, it means that he will never dream about his mother again.
But now, he thought, it was time for him to let go.
For my grandmother, and even more for Rong Shu.
Thinking of this, Fu Jingting suddenly calmed down, then hugged Rong Shu, leaned his head against her ear and whispered: "Rong Shu, I will see a psychiatrist, so don't cancel the reunion, okay?"
There was a hint of pleading in his voice.
He is begging her!
Rong Shu didn't know what he was thinking. She raised her hand and patted the man's back gently. She put her chin on his shoulder and said, "Okay, don't cancel. As long as you go to the doctor as promised, I will never cancel."
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"I will keep my word. I will ask Zhang Cheng to arrange a psychiatrist now."
As he said that, he pushed her away to get the phone.
But Rong Shu hugged him in turn, looked at him and replied: "No, I asked Assistant Zhang to look for him during the day. I believe there will be results tomorrow."
"Okay." Fu Jingting nodded.
Rong Shu suddenly laughed, "I just said that as long as you don't agree to see a psychiatrist, I will cancel the reunion. Similarly, as long as you agree to see a psychiatrist, how about I give you a reward?"
"Reward?" Fu Jingting's eyes lit up.
Rong Shu hummed, "Yes, reward, reward, how about we get back together now? Get back together in advance!"
Fu Jingting was stunned by these words. He was stunned for a while and did not respond.
Rong Shu raised a hand and waved it in front of him, "Fu Jingting, are you okay? Wake up and come to your senses!"
Fu Jingting's eyes flashed, he recovered from his daze, then grabbed her hand and squeezed it tightly.
It can be seen from his slightly trembling hands how excited he is at the moment, "You...are you serious?"
His Adam's apple slipped, and his voice rarely lost its composure, becoming a little unbelievable.
Obviously, Rong Shu's early reconciliation made him unstable.
"Really." Rong Shu nodded heavily and replied seriously: "Fu Jingting, you heard me right, this is indeed true. How about we get back together early? Are you happy?"
Fu Jingting did not speak, but raised her chin and kissed him forcefully and fiercely instead of answering to answer his mood at the moment.
He was really excited and happy.
He didn't expect that good things would happen so suddenly and that she would be willing to get back together with him in advance.
If he had known earlier, he had just agreed to see a psychiatrist earlier, and maybe he could have arrived a few minutes earlier.
Rong Shu didn't expect that as soon as she and the man got back together, the man would happily kiss her. She was stunned for a moment, but after she realized what she was doing, she took the initiative to put her arms around the man's neck and kissed him back.
The man noticed it and paused for a moment. Then, as if he was encouraged, he directly pressed the woman onto the back of the chair.