Su Bai poured a large glass of wine in response to her question, then placed the wine glass firmly on the table and said to her: "Zhang Mingli, you may not understand what it feels like to not have love."
"I really don't understand."
Zhang Mingliang shook her head cooperatively.
"Forget it, there's nothing to say about the past. Let me tell you one thing. Although I like her, I know that I can't get her. I have to continue living. I may get married and have children in the future, even if I don't love her.
That woman, but we are just a single person like me, do you understand that?"
Su Bai asked her.
Zhang Mingliang didn't know why, but she felt that she couldn't look directly at him anymore. Her eyes felt a little stinging.
Su Bai smiled, took the box, and then smiled uglier than crying, "I don't know why, her birthday was already over when she came back, so I thought about giving it to her the next year, but then
She was abroad at that time, and when I tried to give it away this year, she almost died again."
He licked his back teeth and said no more.
If Zhuo Jian's favorite thing since childhood was Fu Yanye's birthday, then what he liked most since childhood was Zhuo Jian's birthday. He really wanted to bring all the things that the weird little princesses in the world liked in front of her.
She likes it and he gives it to her every time.
But she preferred the one given by another person.
That person's name is Fu Yanye.
No one's gift can replace his.
Even her closest relatives.
Every year at her birthday party, Fu Yanye wouldn't be there, so the party couldn't be held.
She didn't say it, but everyone was playing together, who wouldn't understand?
He tried to confess his feelings that year, but he still didn't say anything, but she asked him sadly, "Brother Su Bai, they all say that Brother Yanye and Sister Ruxiang are a couple, do you think so too?"
It was obvious that what she said was not such straightforward words as "I like Fu Yanye", but her pitiful appearance still made him swallow all the words he was about to say back into his stomach.
That little girl liked Fu Yanye, and it was all written in her eyes.
Su Bai poured himself another glass of wine, sat down next to Zhang Mingli, looked at her crookedly and smiled, then raised his hand and squeezed her shoulder: "Have you ever loved someone, but you couldn't even say it out loud?
No chance?"
"No."
Zhang Mingliang replied emotionlessly.
"So you don't understand how I feel."
Su Bai said and drank another drink.
"But I think you had the opportunity to say it, but you didn't dare."
Zhang Mingliang still talked to him so emotionlessly.
"Don't you dare? Of course I don't dare. One is a brother that I can be with forever, and the other is a woman I will never get. If it were you, how would you choose?"
If he can't get a brother or a woman, then he's too miserable.
"You are so cowardly."
Zhang Mingliang said provocatively.
Su Bai stared at her for a long time, then suddenly approached her.
Zhang Mingliang's face suddenly became hot, but he remained strong and did not move.
Su Bai stared at her with a smile, "Actually, I'm also curious, is a woman of your age still a virgin?"
"If I were, would you plan to break it?"
Zhang Mingliang's heart was obviously beating fast, but she refused to give up.
Su Bai felt like he was drunk, so he looked at her with a smile and said, "You can try it."
Without saying a word, Zhang Mingliang picked up her glass of wine and threw it in his face.
Su Bai: "..."
"Do you really think you are a master? Do you want to give it a try?"
"Zhang Mingliang, you..."
"Sister is a woman you can never reach."
After Zhang Mingliang finished speaking, she stood up and left.
Su Bai wiped his face and felt ridiculous.
She even calls herself elder sister?
Will you never be able to reach higher?
Who can't he, Su Bai, compare to?
Su Bai turned to look at her and opened his mouth to her back: "Zhang Mingli, I have put you to sleep sooner or later."
Zhang Mingliang ran to a private room, closed the door and let out a heavy breath.
Did you put her to bed sooner or later?
Zhang Meili couldn't help but feel that she was looked down upon by him.
After Su Bai said the harsh words, he forgot about it, just took out a piece of paper to wipe it, and then continued drinking.
Holding the box in my hand, my mind was full of things from my childhood.
When you were so pure, you can never go back.
But why can't he let go?
Every time I meet a beautiful girl, I feel that this person is not suitable to be a girlfriend, let alone a wife, after just a few words of conversation.
He wanted to see her, just to give her a gift.
He is her brother, so he can give it as a gift.
After finishing a bottle of red wine, he took the gift and left the private room. There was a huge crowd of people outside, but he stayed away lonely.
——
At around ten o'clock in the evening, Fu Yanye tucked himself into the bed next to Zhuo Jian.
He asked her in a low voice: "Zhuo Jian, when something happened to you, did you think of me?"
Zhuo Jian's heart trembled. The only thing she thought of at that time was him.
"No!"
Her low voice filled the dark room.
There was a long silence after that.
I don't know if there are mountains, seas or the Milky Way between them, although their bodies are close to each other.
Before Fu Yanye's hand could fall on her waist, he retracted after hearing this sound.
"I almost had a car accident when I went home this morning. The only thing on my mind was you."
Fu Yanye turned around and lay down, looking at the roof and talking to her.
Zhuo Jian's heart tightened and she turned around to look at him.
"I was thinking at that time, if I died, would you be heartbroken?"
After Fu Yanye finished speaking, he turned to look at her.
There was a special tranquility in his eyes.
The room was obviously dark, but at that moment, they looked at each other, and then they felt the feeling in their hearts.
"Will you?"
Fu Yanye asked her.
"What's wrong with you? How could you die if you were fine?"
"Let's use an analogy."
"It's not like that."
After Zhuo Jian finished speaking, she turned away again. She hated this topic.
"Actually, I am not willing to die. I will definitely try my best to survive, unless..."
The bottom of his eyes was an icy abyss.
"Unless what?"
Her weak voice sounded particularly sad in this empty room.
"Unless we die together."
Fu Yanye stared at the back of her head, and immediately turned around to hug her after finishing speaking.
Zhuo Jian instinctively wanted to push away, but she failed.
Because she was heartbroken to death.
"I will drag you with me to the death, Zhuo Jian, do you understand?"
Fu Yanye held her hands together, and his low and deep voice was like a sharp knife piercing her heart.
Zhuo Jian didn't understand, she didn't want to understand.
"If you want to die, you can die by yourself. I still want to accompany my son to grow up."
The tears streaming from the corners of Zhuo Jian's eyes dripped onto the pillow, and he could no longer care about his scratchy voice.
Fu Yanye stood up, held her shoulders and made her lie on her back, looking at her with his dark eyes, every word leaving a mark on her body, "I won't let you get what you want, you know I'm selfish by nature.
, as long as I want to take you there, no matter heaven or hell." This chapter has been completed!