"I'm fine." Su Miao saw the worry in his eyes and wanted to turn her face away from the window.
Gu Wangchuan's hands were squeezed tightly: "Su Miao, you really don't know how to protect yourself. You have only been back in Yangcheng for a short time, and you have suffered so many injuries."
Su Miao's eyes were filled with moisture. Before she came back, she was mentally prepared to be hurt.
But Gu Wangchuan's words still hit her most vulnerable point.
Su Miao put away his hand and looked out the window without saying anything.
She was too tired and didn't want to fight him.
Gu Wangchuan was annoyed for a while, so he took out a cigarette and put it in his mouth as usual to light it, only then did he realize that she was already beside him.
Su Miao doesn't like to smell smoke.
Gu Wangchuan put the lighter back to its original place and played with the cigarette with his long fingers. After a while, he said: "Miaomiao, everything is over."
Su Miao glanced back at him, "I'm not your ex-wife."
"Well, it doesn't matter if you don't admit it, but there are some things I want to tell you." Gu Wangchuan did not force her to admit her identity at this time.
Su Miao tried her best to cover up the turbulence in her heart with a cold tone: "I don't want to hear it."
"You are very similar to my lover." Gu Wangchuan didn't seem to hear what she said and was talking to himself.
Su Miao's body trembled, and the resistance in her heart made her subconsciously unbuckle her seat belt and try to open the door.
But Gu Wangchuan had the foresight to lock the car door.
Then, his tone was close to pleading: "Even if you are not her, even if she was really buried in the sea three years ago, there are some things I still want to tell her personally. Can you..."
Gu Wangchuan paused, and his tone became more subdued: "Just treat her as her for now, and let me finish what I'm going to say next?"
Su Miao's heart trembled violently.
How could Gu Wangchuan be so humble?
Su Miao thought that he would only use strong methods to make others tame...
She should refuse.
But his words followed his heart and defeated his reason: "Okay."
Gu Wangchuan gave her a grateful smile.
Just know that her heart is still soft.
Gu Wangchuan broke the cigarette in his hand into two pieces and held it tightly: "What I want to say is actually the matter of filing for divorce with her back then..."
Su Miao frowned, thinking that what he was going to say was about his mother, but she didn't expect it to be this.
When she mentioned the divorce that year, she was very resistant. Just when she was about to interrupt, Gu Wangchuan said, "It's not too late to scold me after I finish talking."
"I'm not her, so I have no right to scold you." Su Miao said lightly, looking ahead, but her eyes were wandering.
"Ha." Gu Wangchuan laughed out loud, the curve of his lips was a little cold, "I said the reason for the divorce was that Tang Xiaoxiao came back. At that time, I didn't realize my feelings for you."
"The disappearance of my biological mother has always been a knot in my heart. Tang Xiaoxiao's return gave me hope of investigating the truth. However, the power of the Tang family in the underworld cannot be underestimated. Although I am not aware of my feelings, I don't want to drag down a person.
An innocent person would be put in danger before he filed for divorce. Who would have known that you would actually be pregnant..."
"Because of the divorce, you kept hiding your pregnancy until the child was gone. I saw you lying weakly on the bed, crying because of the child. At that time, my heart was tightly entangled and extremely uncomfortable.
, that was the first time I doubted whether my insistence on finding out the truth back then was meaningless. Not only did I find nothing, but I also lost our children." Gu Wangchuan said this, holding the cigarette in his hand.
He squeezed it into a ball and his fingernails turned white, but he still exerted his strength.
Su Miao frowned. Upon hearing this, she keenly captured a key piece of information.
Gu Wangchuan never thought about asking her to abort the child? Or maybe he didn't know the truth about the abortion?
Does the fact that she was drugged and aborted the child have anything to do with him? Or -
Tang Xiaoxiao deceived her from the beginning?
In order to dominate Gu Wangchuan and make her give up on him, she lied?
Su Miao was suspicious, but did not ask.
She doesn't trust anyone like Gu Wangchuan or Tang Xiaoxiao now. She will only believe it if she investigates it herself.
But at this moment, the seeds of doubt have been deeply planted.
Gu Wangchuan did not notice the change in Su Miao's mood and continued: "At that time, I had begun to gradually realize that these three years of marriage had changed my mentality. In fact, I had fallen in love with you a long time ago, but because of you
I have given up on my child and want to divorce me. I am very afraid and cannot imagine what my life will be like without you. I have tried to persuade you to stay, but you still insist on getting a divorce."
"On the day I looked at the sea, I agreed to divorce, because when I looked at the sea, I thought my mother's hatred was more important. It's a pity to miss you, but what I have to do in the future is more important, but I still underestimated my feelings for you.
, the moment the divorce certificate came out, I completely regretted it, but this divorce can actually protect you."
"I thought that even though you divorced me, I could still keep you by my side and coax you well. I would confess to you as soon as I found out about my biological mother. However, you didn't have this opportunity with me.
, chose to leave in such a decisive way, grandpa left, and you left too."
Gu Wangchuan paused, remembering the scene that day, he couldn't help but blush.
"It took me a long time to learn to accept this result and start to re-investigate the matter of my biological mother. But in the past three years, I have not been able to sleep peacefully a day. If I want to sleep, I have to drink.
I was very drunk before I could fall asleep. Every time I fell asleep, I dreamed of you. It was a very long dream, and I would be very scared when I woke up."
"I've heard a saying that when a person leaves and doesn't dream about the other person once, it means that the other person is forgetting. I'm very scared. I love you so much, how can you forget me?"
When Gu Wangchuan said this, he turned his face and looked at Su Miao.
Su Miao was also looking at him, her eyes filled with slight moisture. The sky, which had been dark and cloudy just now, suddenly cleared up and the sun poured down.
A few rays of sunlight shone into the car, illuminating Gu Wangchuan's angular face.
His strong facial features softened a lot, and at the same time, there was a touch of indescribable sadness that was exaggerated.
"But I am not her." Su Miao insisted on her attitude. After saying this, her eyes became red.
Realizing that her emotions were wrong, she turned away.
Gu Wangchuan still saw it. Under the sunlight, the redness of Su Miao's eyes was very obvious.
"Well, you are not her." Gu Wangchuan nodded. Over the past three years, she has indeed been reborn.
After listening to Gu Wangchuan's inner monologue, Su Miao was afraid that if he continued to speak, it would directly affect her emotions, so she changed the topic: "What happened to your biological mother?" This chapter has been completed!