In Wen Susu's simple narration, Xiao Xiruo learned about the real Feng Wuyan for the first time from the perspective of other people in the book.
He is not a puppet in the eyes of the Yan court officials, nor is he a murderous villain, but the light of some people and an unknown hope.
Wen Susu did not elaborate on what exactly Feng Wuyan was carrying, because she said that she was not qualified because the Lord himself was far more miserable than they saw.
"This world is unfair. Many people are born unable to choose their own lives, just like the Lord. Master, everyone, and Leader Mu, everyone in this game is his shackles. He has acquiesced in everything
, neither escaping nor feeling sad, he does everything he should do, but he doesn’t care about himself..."
Wen Susu's hands shaking when watering the water were trembling slightly. She tried her best to restrain her strong desire to talk. After seventeen years, she had too many things she wanted to tell others, and the little imperial concubine in front of her was undoubtedly the only one she could talk to.
"Empress, do you know why this is?"
Looking up at Wen Susu, Xiao Xiruo showed rare patience. She did not rush the other person, but just waited patiently.
Finally, Wen Susu softly uttered seven words.
"Because he has a death wish."
The hands soaked in the water clenched unconsciously. Xiao Xiruo almost immediately closed her eyes, trying to control her emotions in the mist.
No wonder...
No wonder Feng Wuyan never took action against Queen Mother Hua except when necessary.
No wonder the first time she saw him outside Shoukang Palace, he had a world-weary look on his face. He was as beautiful as he was beautiful, but he was missing the most important part of life.
No wonder he didn't care about the explosion in the east of the city or the humiliation in the court, and he would not take the initiative to approach anyone and have any unnecessary contact with them.
…
It's not because he has the consciousness of being a puppet, nor is it because he is extremely cautious every step of the way, but because he himself doesn't want to interact with this world.
He just wants to fulfill the responsibilities left by his mother, and then leave here quietly with the curse on him.
"I have been serving as Lord's minister for seventeen years, from when I was twelve years old until now. He is the most steadfast-minded person I have ever seen. He has no desires and desires except for responsibilities. It is precisely because he does not have too many selfish desires, so
Although the Lord's condition is getting worse, it has always been relatively stable. I thought he would continue like this until the matter was over and he could let go completely. But at this moment, he met you..."
After confessing her selfishness bit by bit, Wen Susu clearly told Xiao Xiruo that she really wanted to bring Xiao Xiruo and Feng Yehan together.
As long as Xiao Xiruo agrees, she will definitely try her best to help.
Just because she felt that it would be difficult for Xiao Xiruo to follow their master through this journey...
"Do you know? This matter is cruel to both you and the Lord. Because your union means binding each other's lives. No matter who gets into trouble, the other may not be able to live alone. Once you make a choice, there is no way out.
I wish you had a brighter mind at that time and could run away on your own initiative to prevent the Lord from having more fantasies. To be honest, that was what I thought until the past few days..."
And that idea is unprecedentedly strong.
"But now I am not. I accept it, completely accept it."
Raising her hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, Wen Susu suddenly stood up and knelt down in front of Xiao Xiruo, and said in a sincere and stern voice:
"My dear concubine, I beg you, for my lord, my master, and for everyone in this game, please take good care of your body. If there is one person in this world who can keep my lord, then she must be you.
."
Become his concern, become his only connection with the world, become his anchor, lead him through the storm, lightning and thunder, and wait for a belated clear sky...
Lowering her eyes and sighing softly, Xiao Xiruo did not help Wen Susu up immediately, but thought quietly for a long time.
Living in two lives, she never thought that one day she would become another person's reason to live...
In the past, she would have even thought this was ridiculous and absurd.
And what is Wen Susu's request now?
Strictly speaking, this is moral kidnapping. Because imposing one person's life on another person and requiring that person to become light does not take the interests of light into consideration.
This light gives her a headache, really.
But what bothered her was not that Wen Susu kidnapped her, but that she was actually willing to be kidnapped...
It's over, it's over. Before, she could only confirm that she liked big beauties, and she probably liked them very much.
But where is she now?
She knew that she was completely finished and that she was not in love, but she could never stand by and watch the beautiful woman's affairs.
When she thought that something would happen to the other person, she felt a pain in her heart, just like those days when she was counting negative emotions in bed, it was throbbing and painful.
The soft sigh disappeared, Xiao Xiruo sighed heavily this time, and then peacefully accepted the fact.
She didn't speak anymore, but reached out and patted Wen Susu, who had been kneeling for a long time, and motioned her to get up quickly.
Wen Susu was not a fool. She was overjoyed and even watered Xiao Xiruo with ease.
While pouring it back, she introduced her expensive medicinal bath, guaranteeing that Xiao Xiruo would be her lifeblood from now on, and if she died, she would die in front of Xiao Xiruo.
Xiao Xiruo: "..."
Who to curse?
Who are you cursing?
I still have to live a long life with your Lord!
Perhaps she had been chatting with Wen Susu for too long, or perhaps Feng Wuyan, who was waiting outside, finally couldn't wait any longer. She was quickly urged out of the bath by a knock on the door and put on a white brocade dress made of soft and comfortable fabric.
Even her hair had been dried by the snowfall's internal force. I was afraid that something would happen to her again in the past two days.
Seeing that the Marquis will go to Beijing to meet the saint in the future, they all hope that their mother-in-law will be well.
On the other hand, when Xiao Xiruo heard that her cheap brother was coming to see her the day after tomorrow, she couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed in her heart.
Xiao Yi must really want to see his sister.
After all, in the original work, the three Xiao family members were separated for three years. The younger sister was trapped in the palace city, and the father and brother died in battle. The separation in Beiliang meant that they would never see each other again.
If not for a sudden change in the plot, Xiao Yi would not have this opportunity in the future...
It's a pity that she is no longer the sister he remembers.
Xiao Xiruo, who had put on her clothes, was thinking about how to fool her cheap brother so that he would not think of her as a monster, when the bathroom door opened.
The beautiful woman quickly walked up to her and hugged her sideways without waiting for her to react.
Subconsciously wrapping her arms around the other person's neck, Xiao Xiruo opened her mouth to speak when she was kissed on the lips by someone who looked sideways.
Her heartbeat speeds up and her skin heats up. What should she do? She thinks the beauty is too good at it...
As for Wen Susu, Xue Xue and others who witnessed the whole process, they felt that they were probably not human beings.