Chu Luoci is indeed very abnormal, even she herself knows that she is abnormal.
It's too ugly, it's really too ugly, Chu Luoci couldn't help but think in her heart.
She tried hard to control her emotions, but scenes from the past swam into her mind like a fleeting glance, making it impossible for her to calm down the anger in her heart.
Yanque actually asked her to endure it, how dare he allow himself to endure it?!
She has endured it all her life and suffered a tragic death. Why should she endure it in this life?
Chu Luoci slowly clenched her fists and closed her eyes.
Memories from her previous life flew towards her like snowflakes.
Chu Luoci was an orphan in her previous life.
She doesn't know who her parents are or where she comes from.
She only knew that when he had memories, she was locked in a small dark room.
There are rows of houses like this, and there are more children living next door to her.
Their daily life consists of sleeping, eating, and taking medicine.
In Nanman, witch doctors are popular.
Witch doctors are divided into white witches and black witches.
The person who locked her and other children here was a crazy black witch.
He captured many, many children and tested the drugs on them.
Some are medicines that cure diseases, and some are medicines that harm people.
From the beginning of her memory, her world has been a small world with a small window above her head through which she can see the dense leaves.
Spring passed and autumn came, day and night passed without distinction, and the only thing that accompanied her was the pain of being tortured by various poisons day after day.
No one taught her knowledge, and no one taught her common sense.
The black witch who captured them only regarded them as animals, and their lives were the most worthless things.
She only has patience, and only patience.
Because the black witch is very perverted, when he uses poison on children, the harder the children struggle, the more painful they are, the louder they cry, the more excited he feels.
Chu Luoci was smart enough to realize this, so no matter what kind of medicine was used on her, she would always endure it silently.
And the black wizard gradually felt that she was the most boring and was not willing to waste time on her.
She didn't know how long she had endured like this. It was probably when she was more than ten years old that the black witch was killed and they were rescued.
The one who saved them was a man who thought he was a righteous man.
But after the man rescued them, he told them that you were free.
The little Chu Luoci was very confused, looking up at the sky that she had never seen before, not knowing where to go.
He said she was free.
She is free...
But what is "freedom"...?
She was like a little beast that had not really been born until this moment. Facing this vast world, she didn't know where to go.
She has hands, but she doesn’t know what to do with them; she has feet, but she doesn’t know what kind of world to measure with them.
She could only follow her instincts and live like a real beast in the jungle of Nanman, where she slept when she was sleepy, ate when she was hungry, and hid in a cave when it rained.
Although she is alone.
Perhaps because the black witch used too many medicines on her, her physique changed. She actually survived in the dense forest filled with poisonous insects.
As she grew older, she began to understand some things even if no one taught her.
When she sees a ferocious beast, she knows how to be afraid; when there is thunder in the sky, she also knows how to take shelter from the rain.
At the same time, something even more torturous gradually appeared in her mind.
Lonely.
It's loneliness.
Humans are social animals, but she is like a solitary beast.
Living alone in this dense forest.
No one talked to her.
No one gave her warmth.
After enduring more than ten years of pain, she was forced to endure something called loneliness.
Chu Luoci originally thought that her life would come to the end like this.
Perhaps he died from some kind of highly poisonous insect, or perhaps he died from the claws of a ferocious beast.
But she didn't expect that when she was seventeen, she would be picked up.
That person was her later master, the national master of the Southern Barbarians.
She is so happy, she is really happy.
She was absorbing the knowledge imparted by her master like crazy.
She no longer had to endure the pain, nor the isolation and loneliness. She thought her life had ushered in the morning light, but it was not like this.
Living in the palace with the Imperial Master, she had to endure the intrigues and intrigues in the palace and the intrigues in the court.
Until the National Preceptor grew old and traveled around the world, she stepped on the blood of millions of people to climb up to the position of National Preceptor and became a Southern Barbarian saint.
She felt lonely again.
She began to endure loneliness.
Later, she was plotted to plant the peach blossom love poison.
In addition to loneliness, she also has to endure the embarrassing lust caused by the peach blossom love charm.
Whenever the poison strikes, she acts like a wild beast that has lost its mind.
At the most serious time, she even felt that she had lost her self-esteem as a human being.
She wanted to die.
She did die later.
In the hands of his sworn enemy, he died in the pain of forcibly unlocking the love charm of the peach blossom.
Looking back, she has been enduring all her life.
Endure the pain, endure the loneliness, endure the loneliness.
But in her new life, this man she thought was her partner and friend actually asked her to endure it even longer!
Why?!
Chu Luoci thought.
If I wanted to, I could poison you all and kill you all, why? Why should I endure it?
When I endured my own instincts and tried to adapt to the rules around you, when I thought you had become my partner and we could support each other even though we were bound by interests, you ruthlessly told me to be patient.
!
I really can't do it!
When Chu Luoci opened her eyes again, the emotions in her eyes had been well put back.
But Yanque clearly felt that something was different.
In the past, he felt that there was always something between him and Chu Luoci that prevented him from being honest.
Later, he felt that the relationship between them was closer, which made him happy and troubled him.
But today, he suddenly felt that the gap between Chu Luoci and himself had reappeared.
And the distance between them... seems to be getting farther and farther.
"My lord, I will avenge myself. The agreement we made before will not change, and I will never go into the palace to treat Aunt Zheng again."
"Please tell the noble concubine and Aunt Zheng, I don't know where I offended these two giant Buddhas. But I, Chu Luoci, am not a soft persimmon who can be manipulated by others!"
"Whatever means they have, just come and I, Chu Luoci, will accompany you to the end!"
