When he arrived in France to stay, he only had one room.
I felt like I had a drum in my heart, and I was panicking. Every time I had close contact with him, I was expecting and nervous, like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered, and like a dry rice field longing for the moisture of rain and dew.
When I was in the bathroom getting ready to take a shower, Han Yichen entered the bathroom at some point. Before I could react, his lips were already on mine.
This is not our first "contact", but it is different from the past. This time, he is gentle.
The sound of the shower water in the bathroom was gurgling, and the dense water covered the bathroom mirror with a layer of fog. I even felt like the world was spinning. This was a "prelude" that I had never experienced before.
When I came out of the bathroom, everything was ready. He placed me in the middle of the bed. I found that it was the first time that I could see his strong arms so clearly under the light.
In an instant, I seemed to wake up. I blocked his lips from leaning over and asked, "Han Yichen, let me ask you, have you put down Yao Qiqi? If you have put it down, let's start. If you can't let it go, I will give you enough time to put it down." "
He ignored my question and stroked my face with his big hands. The wet hair stuck to my face, like ants crawling, and itched to the top of my heart.
He said: "I used to be in love with you and hate you. Now, I finally know whether I should love you or hate you. I finally know who is the woman who loves me most in this world."
His tenderness did not last. The moment our bodies merged, I almost screamed in pain, but I did not endure it because I felt ashamed.
The hand that used to like grabbing the sheets was now clutching his back tightly, its nails leaving deep marks like cat claws. In the end, he was so confused that he didn't know why.
As soon as Jinfengyulu meets, he will defeat countless people in the world. I didn't understand it before, but now I understand.
Afterwards, he didn't push me away as hard as he did before, and the tenderness didn't end. I snuggled into his arms and said, "Han Yichen, I love you, I love you even more."
His slightly hoarse voice came close to my ear and said, "I hope you won't regret falling in love with me."
I vowed: "I will never regret it."
People say that ignorance leads to fearlessness. At that time, I naively thought that men, like women, could only do such things with the person they love?
Later I learned that a man can have a romantic relationship with a woman he loves, have sex with a woman he doesn't love, and even have an affectionate relationship with a woman he hates.
I think arsenic should be sweet, but everyone who eats it has died, so no one knows...
In the morning, I got up early. After washing up, the hotel happened to deliver breakfast service.
I was thinking that Han Yichen didn't take any measures last night, and then, I happened to take cold medicine, so I thought it would be better to be on the safe side.
I said to the waiter in not very fluent English: "Please help me buy a box of emergency medicine."
After giving her a tip, she went out. Han Yichen seemed to have heard what he said and said to me: "That's okay, you don't have to eat it."
I just thought he had forgotten last night, but now it seems that he wants to have a baby with me. Although pregnancy depends on chance, I am very happy that he has such a heart.
I went over and said, "But, it was raining that day and my uncle forced me to take cold medicine."
I approached his embrace and asked: "Han Yichen, what is your attitude towards me this time? It's different now. In the past, I knew you wouldn't mess around, so I never asked about your private life.
But now that Yao Qiqi is back, you don’t need me, but you can’t be half-hearted, do you understand?”
Han Yichen looked down at me, pinched my chin, and then laughed inexplicably. I didn't know what he was laughing at. He let me go and went into the bathroom to wash up.
The way he treats me gently is so beautiful. This is the Han Yichen I know!
While eating breakfast, I asked: "Han Yichen, you haven't answered my question yet?"
He looked up at me and said, "Why do you have to tell me? You obviously already know the answer."
"Men are visual animals, and women are auditory animals. How would I know if you didn't tell me?"
Han Yichen lowered his head and cut the ham on the plate and asked me: "Wan Ning, do you believe it? Yao Qiqi's first time was not given to me."
Yao Qiqi is only a few months older than me, and she was only twenty years old when she fell in love with Han Yichen.
I know that they have had a relationship a long time ago, and Yao Qiqi even showed off to me because of this incident, but I really didn’t know that Yao Qiqi had another man before Han Yichen?