If someone wants to bully him, I will still do my best to protect him;
Seeing him regain a little bit of victory verbally, I also felt inexplicably happy.
I have been able to "ignore" him, but it turns out that's not the case at all?
I am still the same me, and my emotions are still affected by him.
It’s just that I don’t really care, does he love me or not?
Therefore, I don’t deliberately try to please him like before.
I finally realized one thing, falling in love with someone who doesn't love me is not terrible, only getting used to loving someone is terrible.
"Loving him" is no longer an autonomous behavior on my part, but a conditioned reflex in my subconscious.
I said: "I suddenly thought of a sentence: Maybe love is not passion or nostalgia, but just years, and it has become a part of life over time."
I still remember that in Paris, Han Yichen said: "The love of us Chinese does not lie in kisses, oaths and promises, it lies in the little things in daily life;
The most profound love is to stay together for a long time. Ordinary days day after day test love more than the ever-changing sun, moon and stars."
Han Yichen is right. There is a certain reason why Zhang Ailing loves Hu Lancheng so much.
He has so many bad qualities, but there must be something good about him. Otherwise, why would Zhang Ailing love him so much?
I have known Han Yichen for so many years. If he was not good at all, how could I have been abused by him all these years?
If Yao Qiqi hadn't been there, would he have fallen in love with me?
Yun Che looked at me, his eyes almost filled with anger.
He asked: "Have you ever met the person you love just a few steps away from you, and you say all the love words, but he remains indifferent...
This is also a famous line in "Half Life", and it is really suitable for me to say it at this moment."
I don’t know why, why did I have a good banquet tonight and get into trouble with Zhang Ailing?
Fortunately, I have read several of Zhang Ailing's articles carefully. Otherwise, I would not know what they are talking about.
At this time, I really regretted that I had seen this. If I hadn't seen it, if I didn't understand it, naturally I wouldn't be embarrassed.
His assistant was busy with follow-up matters, and his car didn't arrive. We stood side by side outside Qingfeng Mingyue Building, waiting for the car.
The lights in every house are still bright, but the lights in my heart seem to have dimmed.
I have already betrayed Ye Qiu. If I am not sure that I can stay with him for the rest of my life, no matter how strong my affection or deep love is, I will not let go.
Otherwise, I will harm him and myself.
However, I am so useless that I can’t even figure out who I like, who I love, and who I want to spend the rest of my life with?
I said: "I am not completely indifferent, but I am no longer the woman who can give everything for love.
No one loves me like a treasure anymore, and no one protects me like an eyeball. When the sky falls, I have to reach out to hold it up. When it rains, I have to hold an umbrella by myself.
My roof, my walls, and my beams are no longer there, and I want to be someone else’s roof, someone else’s wall, someone else’s beam.
That other person, in fact, is not someone else, he is my son, Tang Xinrong."
Yun Che was a little excited when he heard this, grabbed my shoulder and said: "If you are willing, I can do all of this, I will also pamper you like a treasure, and I will protect you like an eyeball.
When the sky falls, I will help you hold it up; when it rains, I will help you hold an umbrella. You have no roof, no walls, no beams. I am your roof, your wall, and your beam.
The precious son you want to protect, I will also help you protect. Don’t worry, I told lies. There are many people in this world who love you, pursue you, and treat you well, but they all have their own differences.
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I am the only one who is completely good to you. My love for you is pure love. There will be no other person like me. I will only protect you and will not hurt you.
I will treat you the same way as your uncle Rong Bai, the only difference is that he cannot love you, but I can..."
What he said was so sincere and exciting, my ears almost softened when I heard it.
My heart is blooming like a flower.
In this late night, on this silent street, under this bright moonlight, his fair face is imprinted on my heart like a brand.
The sea breeze was filled with the fragrance of flowers, and I felt the brightness of spring.
He shook my body and said: "Promise me that when you are with me, no matter what Han Yichen does? No matter how good he is to you now, how can you erase the bad things he did to you in the past?"
He is still kind to you today because he is still kind. One day, he will be as miserable as Zhu Hongcai. He will not have the fame, fortune and glory now;
How do you know that he won't drink or hit others, and that he still has the patience to take care of your son at this time? That is your son, but he is even more your son."
He said it so bluntly that I felt like a deer.
I pulled his hand away and said, "Don't shake me like that, it makes me dizzy."
He muttered: "You are just dizzy. My whole body is dizzy. I have said all the love words in this life, but you still don't understand, not at all."
Maybe I don't understand it myself, but I hope you can understand it.
It was also the first time that I knew that I would be lonely too, and I would be lonely too.
It turns out that the most beautiful prosperity in this world that I have captured must be paid for by the loneliness at this time?"
I saw that he didn't look normal at all. He was just like a child who was wronged. He felt a little uncomfortable and felt like crying.
I said: "Yun Che, you seem to be drunk."
"Yes, I'm drunk. I've been drunk for a long time..."
I wanted to look after him, but he backed away and shook me off.
Just then his assistant drove over and shouted: "Master..."
He ordered: "Send Miss Xia back."
"What about you?"
"I'm going to go to the beach for a walk. I want the sea breeze to blow away my unconscious mind."