I shed tears uncontrollably. In the blur of tears, Han Yichen's expression was something I had never seen before. All kinds of emotions were intertwined together, creating a kind of pain that was difficult to distinguish.
"I should ask you, what do you want from me? How should I tell Tang Xinrong that his father and mother are divorced and no longer together? Tell me, what should I say?
It was you who insisted on giving birth to him. You have the responsibility to give him a complete family. You have children, so you are responsible...
Since you no longer want to be with me, why did you give birth to my child? Why?"
I comforted and said, "Don't get excited."
He said seriously: "I'm not excited, I'm calm."
"You are not calm..."
"You are the one who is not calm."
"I've thought it through very clearly."
"You know clearly that you want to give up Tang Xinrong and be with him? Or do you want to take Tang Xinrong away too?"
I shook my head and said, "I didn't think so. I knew you wouldn't agree? But there are many divorced and remarried people, why can't we? We can tell him that he is the crystallization of our love, thinking that our love is gone,
So we are separated, does this mean that mom and dad don't love him?"
"But other people's parents are together, why aren't his parents together?"
I said: "Han Yichen, please don't get into trouble, okay? This is a dead end.
We are reluctant to stay together for the sake of our children, which is irresponsible to him. Letting him live in an unhappy family is even more unfortunate than letting him live in a single-parent family."
"It's you who got into trouble, he was an abandoned baby, he lost his parents, he didn't feel much family warmth, but this is not your fault, and you can't make up for it.
The person who caused his tragedy will compensate him. You are not the savior. You have no such obligation. I have not stopped you from becoming relatives, and I have not stopped you from continuing to communicate with each other?"
I said loudly: "But I love him now... I want to be with him..."
I admit for the first time that I was surprised, and Han Yichen was even more surprised.
He looked at me dumbfounded, his facial features almost stiff.
"Just like you loved Yao Qiqi back then, you loved her but you couldn't love me. The same is true for me now, and I can't help it either."
He nodded and said: "Yao Qiqi, it's Yao Qiqi again. Because of Yao Qiqi, there is no bridge between me and you?"
I didn't say anything, so he asked me: "But where did Yao Qiqi come from? What did I do wrong? What did I do wrong?
Why did you do this to me? Why was I the one who got hurt in the end? Tell me, what did I do wrong? What did I do wrong?"
He asked me over and over again, and I didn’t know the answer?
I asked: "Han Yichen, do you love me?"
He yelled at me: "I don't love you, I don't love you at all, I hate you..."
Then, he left.
I don't know why, but I feel extremely uncomfortable, indescribably uncomfortable.
It's like someone put me in a frying pan and fried me.
Why are you doing this to me?
I must be thinking, I was the one who wanted to be with him back then, and I am the one who is determined to leave now?
Why did Rong Bai treat him like this? Treating him like a marionette again and again to control his emotions?
I don't love you, I don't love you at all, I hate you...
He hates me again? Just like before?
I just pedaled there, as if this position could make me more comfortable.
I don’t dare to raise my head, for fear that others will see me crying and laugh at me?
I always thought that I could love him forever. It turns out that people can really love and stop loving...
All in my mind are the memories of our childhood.
When we first arrived at Tang's house, Han Yichen held my hand and said, "Wan Ning, I'll take you to see the koi carps we keep in the pond..."
Rong Bai said, "Let her go. She belongs to my family, not yours."
Han Yichen turned around and made a face at him and said: "But she likes to play with me...hahahaha..."
Maybe Han Yichen never thought that I would break through this level, right?
I just think what Rong Bai said is right. We are not related by blood, so we are basically unrelated people. The biggest relationship is that we grew up together, that's all.
Since you already have feelings, why not?
From the first time I saw a different Rong Bai at the dance of the Four Seasons Courtyard, my heart was drawn away by him step by step.
Someone once said to me that women have no love, and she will love whoever treats her well.
I disagree, because in my love, whether that person is good or bad to me does not affect whether I love him or not?
I don’t know why I fell in love with Han Yichen back then, and I don’t even know why I have no feelings for him now?
Maybe you can't control something like love, right?
Hasn't he already left? Why is he back?
"Miss..." Liang Hui called me. I looked up and saw him holding two large bags of fruits and snacks.
"Why are you here if you are not with me in the ward? What's wrong with your eyes?"
It was already dark at this time, and the lights at the hospital entrance couldn't let him tell at a glance that I had cried, right?
"I was blown away by the wind just now. I wanted to buy something. Why did I just come back now after buying it?"
"Buy some more..."
I stood up and said: "Also, people from the Yun family are here. Please pay attention to what you call yourself. Don't call him Mr., call him Yun Che. If you are not used to it, just call him Mr. Yun. You are mine now. Don't call him Mr. Yun."
It’s too late.”
"The eldest lady has thought everything through. In the past two years, he and I have been like underground workers, working secretly, and finally we can be upright."
I couldn't help but laugh and said, "How about I help you two? This way you can accompany each other and you won't be lonely and cold."