At least when I go home, I have hot meals and dishes for three meals a day, and the house is not empty.
I lowered my head and said, "How virtuous and capable am I?"
If I hadn't experienced Rong Bai, maybe I really felt that returning to him for the sake of my children was a sacrifice on my part.
But, now, I feel that if he is still willing to have me, it is because he has a broad mind.
After all, men are more concerned about this matter.
I am not a patriarchal person, nor am I a feminist, but I have to admit that just because men care about this matter, women are also affected by it to some extent.
He said: "I once asked myself, what virtues am I capable of? What makes you treat me so well? Let you tolerate my past time and time again, and even accept my neglect.
Wan Ning, don’t talk about these things between you and me. We are more than just a relationship between a man and a woman. I treat you as a family member.
I'm waiting for you, waiting for the day when you get better, waiting for the day when you can accept me again, if one year is not enough, just two years, if two years is not enough, then three years, I am mentally prepared."
"do not do that……"
I feel a lot of pressure.
"Do you have a better choice? If so, I won't stop you..."
"I don't have it, but you do..."
"When you have a stepmother, you have a stepfather. I don't want to be a stepfather, and I don't have the heart to examine whether a woman has the ability to be a good stepmother?
If you want to stay alone like this forever, then I will stay alone with you."
I asked curiously: "Didn't you say that you would never fall in love with me? Why is it like this?"
"I don't know... maybe I suddenly discovered that there is no woman in my world who is more suitable for me than you, right?"
I joked: "Why are we so miserable? It's like two trains passing each other, even though they have an overlapping journey."
However, one is heading east and the other is heading west, heading for two different destinations."
Han Yichen asked in surprise: "Are we so far apart?"
"My heart has stopped and I don't want to fall in love anymore. I think it's good like this. I have food and drink, a little money, a little leisure time, and a son by my side. It's good. It feels good to live like this for the rest of my life."
Han Yichen smiled half-heartedly and said, "If you like this, then so be it! As long as you're happy."
After finishing dessert, we took Tang Xinrong to play at the children's playground. We also had dinner at 8:30, so we didn't drive back until after 10 o'clock.
Tang Xinrong was so tired that he fell asleep and lay in my arms, looking like he was enjoying himself.
I was also a little tired and yawned profusely. Han Yichen said: "Next time, don't let him play for so long. Children have no control and invest themselves all at once."
"He's like this, he won't leave when he gets to a place, so I don't like to take him out."
When we arrived at Rong's house, Han Yichen parked the car and took Tang Xinrong out of my arms. For some reason, he woke up from his sleep and started to get angry. As I held him all the way, my legs were numb.
Numb.
Alan is not in good health recently and cannot sleep well, so I carry it myself at night.
Therefore, Han Yichen could only coax and wait until Tang Xinrong stopped crying. He was reluctant to let him go and kept saying: "Daddy, don't leave, daddy, don't leave..."
Both coquettish and playful, Han Yichen looked at me.
I said: "You have nothing urgent to do tomorrow, right?"
"nothing?"
"Then you stay, just so you can take him to bed. I'm really tired today..." I stretched and walked towards my room. I moved downstairs because it was convenient.
I rarely take Tang Xinrong upstairs because I am afraid that he will fall down.
Rong Bai and I have lived here for more than ten years, and it can be said that his shadow is everywhere. If I want to forget him, it will be even harder than climbing to heaven.
I have no plans at all for the future, let alone marriage and love.
Time has almost no meaning to me.
More than half a year passed, Tang Ye almost became a father, Lin Li and Yu Yan lived together, even Xiao Yu advanced to a "special soldier", and Tang Xinrong also grew a lot taller.
And I am still me, unchanged at all, still at that point...
So, Han Yichen stayed overnight at Rong's house.
In short, the two houses are not far apart, and I never stay with him.
So, when we had breakfast the next day, there was one more person at the table.
As a result, the news that Han Yichen and I got back together spread widely in the circle of friends.
Han Yichen and I are pretty much in the same circle, so most people are almost certain that the two of us are getting back together.
And I really have no way to explain it one by one. I can only wait for the news to sink in slowly.
On Meng Ziqi's birthday, Han Yichen came to pick me up and went to Meng's house together.
By the way, even on this day, Meng Ziqi still has not been seen. I really feel for Uncle Meng, thinking that he will have to perform a one-man show again with a group of people.
Meng Ziqi's parents were divorced, and later, Uncle Meng married her current mother.
Now Mrs. Meng is not the mean stepmother in the TV series, but a contributing type. In order to prevent Meng Ziqi from resenting her and to give Meng Ziqi a sense of security, she did not have children.
We have been getting along happily over the years. On the contrary, Meng Ziqi's biological mother is a bit similar to those utilitarian women in TV dramas who abandon their husbands and daughters.
After the divorce, she never came back, and even before the divorce, she didn't leave any good childhood for Meng Ziqi.
Meng Ziqi basically has no feelings for her, but because of this situation, Meng Ziqi has been very independent since she was a child.
Her father doted on her and was completely obedient to her, but her stepmother was embarrassed because she was afraid that if she didn't go to her liking, she would be known as an abusive stepdaughter.