I came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, opened the door for him in my nightgown, and asked, "Have you thought about it so quickly?"
He said: "Abort the child! I will find a way to rescue Rong Bai. From now on, we will not owe anything to each other and we will be well."
Abort the child...
Such a light word, such a difficult choice, he made the decision so quickly, and it didn't take much time?
He actually asked me to abort the child?
This is really unacceptable to me. Before that, he had always said he wanted to have children with me?
How could he go so far? How could he trample me to this point?
I really can’t cry or laugh?
I asked him: "Do you know what you just said? This is a life, and you want me to abort it? This is your flesh and blood, and you want me to abort it like this?"
"Then what do you want me to do? This child came at the wrong time. If it had been before, I would have wanted it, but what do you want me to do?
Even if we don't divorce you, can we still get along normally? My father is the cause of your parents' death, don't you hate it?
Now that Rong Bai is in prison again, will you still regard me as your husband? If not, why can't you be more unrestrained? Of course
In order for Nian Rongbai to acquire Tang's scattered shares, and my father to stabilize Rongbai, he arranged our marriage. At this point, can't you give me my freedom? I don't think I have wronged you in any way? "
I have a temper, but his temper is bigger than mine.
I said: "You have become so heartless and cruel."
"Am I cruel? Aren't you cruel? When you let me choose, don't you just want me to get rid of the child in Qiqi's belly?
They are the same as each other, they are lives, but after all, they are not born yet, and this is no longer an era where abortion is illegal?
Advertisements for painless abortion are everywhere. While your child is still young and it won’t cause any harm to your body, we should act quickly.”
It seemed that I couldn't help him, so I pushed him out of the door and shut him out.
He knocked on the door and said: "You have been protected by Rong Bai since you were a child. Your mind is not mature at all and you do not consider the problem comprehensively.
I hope you can listen to me on this matter, and I will minimize your losses, do you understand?"
I didn’t understand, and I didn’t want to understand, so I shouted: “Get out, get out of here.”
"Okay, think about it for yourself. Don't invest your entire life just for one breath. Stopping losses is a very wise choice...
Tomorrow, I will come to you again to abort the child in exchange for Rongxia's safety, divorce, and exchange for Rongbai's release from prison, a fair deal."
Fair deal? I just felt a little headache and fell weakly on the bed, not knowing what to do?
Many past events came to my mind little by little. Han Yichen was actually very good, really very good. To me, he was really good at everything.
Although, I can't clearly say what's good about him? But, to me, he is really a good man. Even if he doesn't love me, he is still a good man?
I can forgive him for all his mistakes, even if he slept with Yao Qiqi, even if Yao Qiqi is pregnant? Even if he wants to divorce me?
However, the moment he asked me to abort the child, all my illusions about him were shattered like bubbles.
After so many years of love, it was finally exhausted, leaving only the sense of loss and frustration in an empty heart.
The despair about love and marriage, like the surrounding air, surrounded me tightly and made me feel like I was about to be suffocated.
He is right, stopping loss is also a very wise choice.
I don’t want the child anymore, and I don’t want Han Yichen either. From now on, I will only have a deep hatred for him.
As long as Rong Bai is allowed to come out, he will find a way to make the Tang family restless and sharp.
I called Han Yichen and said, "I agree with your concern. Tomorrow you go to Rongxia to help me handle the bank loan in Rongxia, and I will abort the child immediately."
After Rong Bai comes out of the police station, we can go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get divorced. From now on, there will only be this 'new and old hatred' between you and me, and there will no longer be any feelings."
Who could know how much courage it takes to give up a man you have loved for so many years?
As big as the sea or as big as the sky?
Han Yichen was silent for a moment, then there was a "squeak" sound from the other side, and he said: "I know."
The next day, I drove to the hospital early in the morning and saw a gynecologist. The female doctor explained to me that the child was still relatively young and did not require surgery, and your body was in good condition, so medical abortion was fine.
"Medical abortion?"
I have never been pregnant, so naturally I don’t understand these things?
"Will it leave any trauma on my body?"
"Based on your body constitution, if nothing else happens, there will be no side effects. He is about the size of a rice now."
The female doctor compared it to me. Even though he was just a grain of rice at this time, he was, after all, a little being that could look like a human.
The female doctor gave me the medicine and said, "When you take the medicine, your relatives need to be around so they can take care of you."
"Will it hurt?"
"Somewhat, but this is better than surgery. If you can avoid surgery, then of course you don't need surgery. However, no matter what, abortion is not good for a woman's body after all.
If you are not ready to have a child, you should pay more attention. In principle, as a woman and a doctor, I do not advocate the existence of such a thing. It is best to take precautions before it happens.
You are young and fine now, but it will be hard to say in the future."
I took the medicine and went home. Liang Hui had already reported to me the situation in Rongxia. Han Yichen first used the Tang Group as a guarantee to ask the bank not to urge us to repay the loan for the time being.
I had a hard time dealing with the supplier. The money I owed was not too much, so he paid it back directly.
The trouble is that on the customer side, we in Rongxia produce our own flour, noodles, etc., which we cannot ship for a while.