Shen Yuan had envisioned the engagement with Li Xuecheng, but never seriously expected it.
The tragic scenes she saw when she was a child were vivid in her mind. Later, when she lived in Lengxiang Pavilion, she was influenced by what she heard and saw, and she became familiar with human affairs. Suddenly she understood the reason, and the fear was engraved in her bones. Due to her family's financial difficulties, she had to convince herself to show up in front of others. , plucking strings, playing music, singing softly, but I still don’t want to in my heart, so I will be tangled and tossed, and it is difficult to look good in front of foreigners.
In the first few years, she often felt resentful and secretly resented the unfairness of heaven. Everyone in the world has his own evils and should have his own retribution. Why should he be tortured like this to a little orphan girl? The companionship of Miss Mingxiang was not enough to relieve her. At least let the little daughter's family maintain a superficial innocence.
It seemed that only Li Xuecheng, who was gentle, gentle and courteous, showed up before it was too late and it was not too late. He was a man, and it was not like Mingxiang to get along with him. There were many inconveniences. However, over the years, Shen Yuan became closer to him. , the knots in my heart are also loosened a lot.
It shouldn't be too much to use the name of Snow City to deal with the Orioles for a little while, right?
Shen Yuan thought this way.
"I know, you say I'm arrogant, but I'm not stupid either." Guanying chuckled, her almond-shaped eyes sparkling, "Good sister, who do you want to get engaged to? Is that the young man named Li?"
"Of course." Shen Yuan nodded and remained calm.
Somehow, looking into Guanying's eyes, Lengxiang Courtesan couldn't help feeling panicked, and couldn't bear the urge to move her eyes away. They didn't get along for long, and she knew that this woman was shrewd, cunning, sophisticated, and driven by desire. Time and time again, I surrendered to self-destruction, but rarely did I wake up when the end came.
The subtle emotional changes were caught by Guan Ying. She crossed her legs, held her ankle with one hand, and put her hand on her knee. She said disdainfully: "Sister, don't panic, I just said it casually. That young man has a good face and a good temper." She's gentle and affectionate, and I liked it too. You have your tricks, and he has his plans. You two are a natural match, but sister, you have thought about it. You have chosen your life, and you can't change it when the time comes. Geng Tie, full of enthusiasm and flowing water, there is no place to cry."
If Shen Yuan was struck by lightning, he staggered every step and almost fell back. Just like a person drinking water, he knows whether he is warm or cold. Li Xuecheng's restraint and alienation have always been well hidden between each other. To the outside world, the two people have always understood each other tacitly and maintained A good story about getting to know each other.
"Whether it's skillful or calculating, since we are a natural match, we will naturally get the Gengtie and get married without you having to worry about it." The oiran remained calm and turned around, his eyes wandering, hoping to fall in love with him at will. On any object, do not look directly at the orioles from left to right.
The abandoned firewood shed was messy, but there was no place to look at. Shen Yuan couldn't help but feel irritated, pacing back and forth, pretending to be careless. Seeing this, Guanying clapped her legs and laughed, almost exclaiming: "Okay, okay Well, my lady is noble, I am a humble person, I can’t blame you. It’s just..."
She paused deliberately, staring at the oiran's back with her eyes, her gaze so intense that Shen Yuan could even feel the burning.
Unknowingly, the situation was reversed. No one could explain the reason. Guan Ying easily gained the upper hand, but Shen Yuan gradually declined. Only by trying hard to avoid eye contact could he rely on concentration to hold on. Oiran Master and Servant All three of them remember that Guanying rose to the number one spot overnight because of her amazing Yueqin skills and her charming and gentle singing voice, which could make people melt into their bones.
Such a good voice can become an eye-catching treasure in a flower hall or on a high platform, but in a shabby room or among weeds, it can only be a poison-tempered blade that cuts people's flesh and blood and destroys their hearts and livers.
"Sister is not curious, what do I want to say? Or is she afraid that if she hears it, she will be heartbroken and heartbroken? Haha! I don't think so. You are smart, and you are not the infatuated master. You have your own mother to hurt you.
Protect me and don't fall like me and fall for a man."
Guanying talked to herself, slapping her hands from time to time, making more noises. After suffering for more than ten years, she has been submissive, and in order to survive, she has been flattering and servile again and again, gradually pushing herself into the abyss, but when the nightmare begins,
moment of salvation.
Mo Zhangyan, the happiest woman in Lengxiang Pavilion, also has an indescribable inability to control herself. Guanying has been obsessed with romance for too many years, and she doesn't dare to say that she has a deep understanding of people's hearts. She can only tell whether a man and a woman are in love, which is easy for her.
When she first heard about Li Xuecheng, she envied the sick courtesan and was so jealous that her eyes turned green with jealousy. But soon, when she saw this person in person and saw them getting along, she was relieved. It turned out that the so-called golden boy and beautiful girl were just pretending and playing tricks on the situation.
Putting aside whether or not they are compatible, these two people talk about being in love, but they don't even have the desire to have physical contact with each other. Who are they trying to fool?
The more the oiran remained silent, the more she pressed for questioning. The sound of her palms tapping her thighs echoed in the empty room, causing the scalps of the master and servant to tense up: "You are arrogant, you are cold, you are just like me,
You're just deceiving yourself. Sister Yan'er, you look down on me. I've also painted your nails and had tea in your room. It's like a sister! You really don't want to say anything to me?"
Shen Yuan could no longer hold back, turned around suddenly, and gave Guanying a warning look: "As long as you deceive yourself and others, just take care of yourself and don't rush to tell others. People are doing it, and God is watching. Guanying, shut up.
, scrub it well and change your clothes. If you cherish life the most, don’t send yourself to death."
"If you go there, you will die anyway. If you leave your life here, maybe for the sake of marriage, if you are so kind-hearted, you can build a coffin for me." Faced with the implicit threat, Guanying dismissed it.
She is willful and willful, and knows how sad it is for a woman to have someone to care for but not love each other. If the husband who left home really had the intention, he would have lent Mo Changyan away early. Any illness or inability to move is just a cover, and it is nothing more than an inability to make up his mind.
Marry a promiscuous woman?
"Speaking of which, he is also a singer. What is there to dislike? If you insist on talking about it, you should look down on him. There are as many people who admire you as crucian carp crossing the river. If you really can't get along with him, take advantage of your youth.
, it doesn’t matter if you change it. For people like us... we should be more realistic!"
Guanying let go of her legs and felt a little numb after sitting cross-legged for a long time. The woman in front of her was ashen-faced. She was as dignified as a goddess when she first came in, but now she was on the verge of going crazy. She looked at her eyes and felt overjoyed in her heart: "You are acting the same way in front of others.
Are you really not tired of being a queen? I really don’t understand why you two are tied together with an ice pimple sleeping next to you. I just can’t stand it!"
"Enough!"
With an angry shout, Shen Yuan's veins popped out and he pointed fiercely at Guanying to force her to shut up.