Regardless of whether there were gods in ancient times, there are too many bizarre and absurd things recorded in ancient books, and there are also rumors in the streets. They say that the father, the goddess, and the mother have access to heaven and earth. How come they don’t know about Suzaku’s injustice? This is because the chick’s nature is charming and easy-going. Constraint, just take advantage of the opportunity to add some points.
"The story also says that the Bird Goddess's hometown is in Laoyang Mountain, and there is also a Suzaku Man who guards the mountain. The two are close relatives of each other. But because of the deception of the Qingluan bird in the form of the bird, that man was so ashamed and angry that he committed suicide with hatred. .The empress is far away in the heavenly palace, but she is unjustly accused of persecuting her own people, and is struggling in the immortal world. It is for this reason that the three halls in the Father God's hall are confronting each other, and no one can speak out for Suzaku."
At this point, Shen Yuan pursed his lips and fell into a brief silence. At first, she had wondered what kind of people they were, how they knew about the grudges and disputes over the years, and how they were able to write about them. She was even more concerned about Zhuque's situation. I feel sad and sigh that the statues of gods erected in the palaces of future generations are so high up, I know how many unknown hardships are hidden behind them. In the vast world, all emotions are like this, black and white, cause and effect, right and wrong, and the emotions in it are When people are blinded, those outside the incident may not be completely awake.
Guanying covered her quilt tightly, biting her lips and keeping silent. She already understood what the court lady was saying. She always insisted that it was Mo Changyan who wanted to harm her, and the plan was hard to guard against, waiting for her to fall into the trap, but... also Indeed, no matter how impressive her courtesan is, can she really have the power to launch a dragnet?
"Actually, the lady is wrong." Dr. Gu suddenly said after hearing this, "The gods are confronting each other, not all of them are willing to believe in the Suzaku. The mausoleum in the south of the sky extradites all living beings. The virtues of the Bird God are obvious to all, and the Green Luan Bird can certainly He may even risk his own life, but it is impossible to blind the Lord God’s discerning eye.”
Just as Guanying can rely on her life experience and her pitiful appearance to make others sympathize with her, or they can't bear to expose her disguise, but whether the Lengxiang courtesan really has vicious thoughts and methods, people who have had a little contact with her will probably know. There is always judgment in the mind.
"You are silent now, Guanying, you should let it go." Shen Yuan turned his face. He talked too much about other people's joys and sorrows, and when his thoughts were touched, he could not help but soften his expression: "You are too obsessed. I know that I can't escape, so I try to put all the mistakes on me. There is no end to the sea of suffering, and there is no end at all. You are still young, and it is not too late to start over."
Changsheng Temple is a good place, clean and solemn, far away from the hustle and bustle of the city. If you really don't want to go with the Jiang family, if you can sincerely repent, stay here and step out of the mortal world, and serve the three officials all your life, wouldn't it be a kind of salvation? .
"Start again? Ha..." Guan Ying's charming eyes narrowed, as if she heard some funny joke, "Mo Zhangyan, please open your eyes and look at me. I am still young and my body has long been dirty. No one can do it." It’s rare. Even if someone is willing to want me, how can I give him children and have someone to rely on for the rest of my life?”
Guanying's heart aches when she mentions children. She doesn't necessarily cherish the flesh in her belly, but just like her own mother, she hopes to give birth to a boy so that she can win a man's heart based on the price of the mother and the son. , even if your appearance fades in the future, you lose your favor, and you have a son, it will never be too bad.
But after all, it is a life that is connected with flesh and blood. It grew up absorbing its own essence. Before it had time to take shape, it was cruelly dealt with by people who did not want it to come into the world. If he had known that the ending would be like this, Guanying would rather not have clung to it. If you go to Zhu's house, your health is still intact, and you won't lose your capital if you give it a try.
Shen Yuan shook his head and snorted slightly: "Don't you understand? People who really love you will not care about your past. They will only feel sorry for not being able to meet you earlier and not let you suffer so much. As for My child, although the decoction you took is poisonous, it is far from enough to damage the root. As long as you are willing to open your mind and cultivate your mind, you will gradually get better. I think that when I was poisoned by evil people, I really walked away from the gate of hell. Yes, now that you are spending time with me day and night, you can see that there have been times when I was discouraged?"
Guanying gritted her lips and teeth, and could no longer find an excuse to refute. Her heart was too painful, and every word of the courtesan pierced her where it hurt the most. True love, sincerity? They all came from the same brothel, how could they still return the favor? How can you tell these unrealistic daydreams!
The bowl of abortion pills was not poured into the mouth of her courtesan wife, nor was the mother-in-law's needle pierced into her soft flesh. How could this sweet girl imagine the hard days of hunger and cold in the shabby woodshed? of.
"The more we talk about it, the more it becomes a private matter in Lengxiang Pavilion. I'm afraid it will be inconvenient for me to stay here. Changsheng Guan prepares to leave Suzhai, so I'll take my leave first. It's cold in the mountains, and Miss Mo Zhang cherishes it. Please go down the mountain early."
Gu Jinchuan really couldn't hold himself back. The argument between the two women was too boring, and it was mostly secrets that men couldn't listen to. He knew that he couldn't get in the way, so he found an excuse to get away for the time being. Shen Yuan didn't tell him the whole truth. If he went out, it would be embarrassing to accidentally tell the truth, so he did not try to persuade Fei Yue to stay, and sent the doctor to the door.
"You are Mrs. Mo Zhang's biological daughter. You were raised with a noble family. How can I compare with you?" Guanying was really depressed, and the words came out from her lips with no strength: "You go, Mo Zhangyan, in the There's no point in making fun of me here. You tried to drive me away from Zhou Lai Villa, but you achieved your goal."
Fortunately... Shen Yuan secretly cursed, if Gu Jinchuan was still here, he would not know what he would think if he heard this. It would be better if fewer people knew about her relationship with Zhou Lai Villa.
Since Guanying was stubborn in her own opinion, Shen Yuan really didn't want to argue with her again. Looking at the empty room, he didn't prepare any decent tea. He already felt his mouth was dry, so he waved his hand and asked Feiyun to go outside and find some food. Here comes a pot of tea.
"Do you think I want to be here?" The oiran fiddled with the handkerchief in his hand, with lots of flowers and peonies fluttering in the air. "People of the bright side don't tell secret words. Guanying, tell me what your plans are in the future. Maybe I can help." you."
"Would you like to help me become a successful person, fly up a branch and become a phoenix?" Guanying spat suddenly, and the thick phlegm stuck in her throat hit the ground hard, causing everyone who saw it to frown. She suddenly became irritable, and saw the oiran's face. He couldn't help but uttered evil words: "Put your face away, Mo Shang Oiran, you are such a bad person, you'd better leave it to men. Even if I freeze to death on the street, I won't believe your nonsense."
As expected, Shen Yuan smiled to himself - he really shouldn't be a good person, knowing that this woman was on the verge of madness and that everyone had bad intentions.
"I have met the young master of the Jiang family. He is a very affectionate and loyal man, and he is completely infatuated with you. He also has distant relatives in Zhou Lai Villa. His family has abundant land and a harmonious family tradition. He lacks a capable concubine to serve him. After all, the concept of longevity is important. It is not a place where I will stay for a long time. The sky is high and the sky is high. Where to go, you have to make a clear decision yourself."
That's all, the oiran Lengxiang's words came to the floor, and the person had already walked away. This chapter has been completed!