Chapter 55 We will be boyfriend and girlfriend from now on
"Ah! I'm sorry." Wang Shang quickly stopped.
Bin Wei shook his head and said: "Didn't I look at your mobile phone once? That time you asked me if I had seen the title of your book. I said I hadn't read it all. In fact, I had read it all. I just saw that you were very interesting.
I was embarrassed, so I didn’t say anything.”
It turned out to be that time!
Wang Shang also remembered it.
Then... Wang Shang looked at Bin Wei with a glimmer of hope in his eyes, and asked uneasily: "Then... have you seen it?"
Thinking about Wang Shang's repeated emphasis not to tell anyone about the novel he wrote, and looking at Wang Shang's embarrassing appearance now about to have cancer, Bin Wei couldn't help but feel a little funny. Is he so afraid that acquaintances would read the novel he wrote?
Although...but...I am indeed a little ashamed of Wang Shang.
However, Bin Wei did not hesitate to shatter Wang Shang's last hope. She blinked and said, "I have been chasing you for updates every day."
ah!!!
Destroy it!!
hurry up!!
Wang Shang raised his head and stared blankly at the sky. He thought of the descriptions of women he had written in his novels, not to mention long legs, smooth and tender skin, and plump breasts.
The key is the friendly descriptions between the protagonist and women. Although the process is not described, the foreplay and aftermath are described.
This is... so embarrassing.
Um...wait!
Looking embarrassed, Wang Shang suddenly thought that Bin Wei had known that he wrote novels for a long time, so this morning he should also have known that his novels were blocked due to money laundering.
Judging from Bin Wei's feeling of getting along with him today, not much has changed, even...
In other words... Wang Shang looked at Bin Wei with burning eyes.
Bin Wei also looked at Wang Shang and said seriously: "I'll be honest with you directly. If your novel was blocked yesterday and I didn't know about it last night before I agreed to be your girlfriend, then I would definitely
Will change attention."
This is not surprising to Wang Shang. Bin Wei, a person who thought that Wang Shang had changed just because she had taken a step to love, and then felt that others were unreliable, could make the decision she said.
"What about you now?" Wang Shang asked.
"I have agreed to be my girlfriend now, but..." Before Wang Shang could say anything happily, Bin Wei continued: "I have to confess something to you first. I only found out tonight that your novel was blocked, and even
It’s possible that people have also been banned and can no longer write novels.”
Who says I can’t write novels???
Wang Shang looked confused and quickly explained: "I actually..."
"Listen to me first." Before Wang Shang could finish explaining, Bin Wei covered Wang Shang's mouth.
Wang Shang had no choice but to nod, and Bin Wei put down his hand and continued: "I knew from the beginning that you might not be able to write novels in the future, so I wanted to reject you tonight. I know that I am very realistic in doing so."
You also know your own reality!
But I’m pretty much the same!
Wang Shang thought to himself, but said nothing and continued to listen to what Bin Wei said about her change of heart.
"But then I figured it out. Since my heart has agreed to you last night that you are my boyfriend, then from last night I have already decided that we are boyfriend and girlfriend.
I believe you also felt my answer during the day."
This was so obvious that it was too difficult for Wang Shang not to feel it. Not only did he feel it, but no one in the office felt it.
Bin Wei turned around at this time, looked at the river in the distance, and sighed: "Life is a long road, and who can guarantee that it will be smooth sailing? The reason why I figured it out later and continued to agree to be your girlfriend is because, actually
I have decided that you are my boyfriend. Now that something happens to your boyfriend, I can't just leave without doing anything.
Because now that I have left, if I find a boyfriend that I recognize in the future, I will also leave because of this problem."
"Then my persistence will be meaningless. That's not what I want."
"Maybe you can no longer write novels in the future, maybe your salary will still not reach 30,000 or 40,000 yuan after many years, maybe the reality of the future will make us eventually part ways, maybe my insistence on only falling in love and getting married once in my life has become a joke
.”
"But," Bin Wei turned around and looked at Wang Shang, and said seriously: "At least for now, I choose to face it with you. I hope that we can continue to go forward in the future. If there are problems, we will face them together and solve them together. No one wants to
Who give up easily."
"So I ask one last time, Wang Shang, do you really want to spend the rest of your time with me?"
At the end of the conversation, Bin Wei returned the final choice of their relationship to Wang Shang.
Wang Shang looked at Bin Wei blankly. To be honest, he didn't care much about Bin Wei's confession at first.
But later on, he came back to his senses.
Especially Bin Wei's words "Don't give up on anyone easily" broke his heart.
He didn't understand why Bin Wei thought that others would be banned and would no longer be able to write novels in the future. He also made assumptions based on this to confess her inner thoughts.
But none of this matters anymore.
Listening to what Bin Wei just said, other people may think that Bin Wei is expressing:
You see, I know that you will not be able to write novels in the future, that you no longer have the financial ability to earn thirty or forty thousand a month, and that even after your life falls into a trough and difficulties, I am still willing to fight with you.
You would think that it was because of love that Bin Wei did not leave when Wang Shang's life hit a difficult trough, but stayed to face it together.
One would think that this is because Bin Wei loves Wang Shang, so he is willing to face the hardships of future life with Wang Shang.
Many people think that Bin Wei's current choice is because of love.
But Wang Shang doesn't think so.
Love alone cannot break his heart.
Because Wang Shang is not a person who values love too much.
When Bin Wei treated him like that during the day, he felt like he was in love, but he was still sober.
He was just enjoying the feeling of love that Bin Wei brought to him, and his heart was still awake.
This kind of sobriety will make Wang Shang not sad if he breaks up with Bin Wei in the future.
He may feel pity or even be unwilling to do so, but he will not be sad.
To put it bluntly, he didn't let his heart wander when he was in love with Bin Wei.
And now the reason why Bin Wei has broken his guard is not because Bin Wei's confession made him see love, so his guard was broken.
no.
Bin Wei's confession does not express how much she loves Wang Shang, so she is willing to give up her own rational conditions and face future difficulties with Wang Shang.
That's not it.
There is only one thing Bin Wei wants to express from beginning to end.
responsibility.
She, Binwei, did not choose to stay with Wang Shang when he was in trouble because of love, but because Wang Shang was her boyfriend first, so she stayed with Wang Shang to face him when he was in trouble.
That's why Bin Wei said that if she had known that Wang Shang's novel was blocked and that he might not be able to write novels in the future before she recognized Wang Shang as her boyfriend, then she would have refused without hesitation tonight.
Wang Shang.
Because the two of us at that time, you were you and I was me.
Wang Shang was banned from writing novels because of them. That was Wang Shang's own business and it was not Bin Wei's responsibility. She had no obligation and she agreed to be Wang Shang's girlfriend and face it with her.
Bin Wei stays now just because of the responsibility of a girlfriend, or a promise to spend a lifetime together.
"It's not because I love you so much, it's just because you are my boyfriend.
So now that you are in trouble or something happens, as your girlfriend, I can't leave you like this.
Because I am your girlfriend, I have the responsibility to face difficulties with you."
This is what Bin Wei wanted to express to Wang Shang with his confession.
Responsibility and commitment, nothing to do with love.
In essence, Bin Wei is still rational, but this rationality is warm, not cold and ruthless.
This really hits home for Wang Shang.
After all, Wang Shang values the weight of responsibility in the relationship more than love.
But the thing about Bin Wei that made Wang Shang break his guard the most was.
She didn't take on the responsibility of her girlfriend only after she and Wang Shang formally confirmed their relationship face to face.
Before Wang Shang knew it, she took on the responsibility of being her girlfriend after she unilaterally determined that Wang Shang was her boyfriend.
This is what makes Wang Shang's heart break the most.
Wang Shang felt that there was no way for him not to break his guard or not be tempted by a woman who could finally choose to stay when he was in trouble just because she believed he was his boyfriend before the relationship was confirmed.
Yes, at this moment, Wang Shang was attracted by the girl in front of him who looked at him with expectant and solemn eyes.
Rather than like before, I just want to be with someone because I am greedy for their body.
Now, he feels from the bottom of his heart that this girl and he will get together in the future, and the two of them will be harmonious not only physically but also mentally.
After thinking about all this, Wang Shang was in an unprecedented good mood.
"I have thought about it. In the future, I will only fall in love with you this time, and we will only fall in love with you this time and never leave you."
Wang Shang responded to Bin Wei and made his own promise. He looked at Bin Wei and said solemnly: "I also want to keep walking with you. No matter what difficulties we face in the future, neither of us should give up easily."
Hearing this, Binwei smiled, very happily and relaxed.
She fell in love with Wang Shang because of Wang Shang's solemn promise. Now that she has received Wang Shang's solemn promise, Bin Wei's heart has completely settled down.
"Then we will be boyfriend and girlfriend from now on." Bin Wei looked at Wang Shang and said with a smile.
"Yeah." Wang Shang also smiled, "We will be boyfriend and girlfriend from now on."
At this moment, Wang Shang clearly felt that there was an indescribable connection between the two. This connection was like a blood tie but seemed to be stronger than a blood tie.